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Sad BL novels.... more>>

The kind that make you feel sad just from reading the synopsis.

Slowly building the courage to read them one day.  <<less

Novels by this author 

It's my favourite though ... more>>

WARNING: Reverse harem <<less

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List of novel that I've read with angsty elements >,<... more>>

Idek why I'm excited over angsty novel. Some are completed novel and some are still on going but has 50-100+ chapters. I'm making this list bcs I find it very hard to find angsty novel which is not bl/gl huhu so here they are. Also do plss give every character a chance (I said so since I've read till the latest chapter).

**All of these novel i gave 5 stars :D <<less

These are just some novel's that I have read, there are some that I would absolutely recommend and some that I wouldn't.

Main characters that are probably a little bit f*cked up. Mind the tags, most include bd*m, in*est, and noncon / dubcon~

Tragedies, abuse, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

List of angsty danmeis I've read and enjoyed, full of delicious, excruciating pain. Most of them are set in ancient times.

In this list, all MCs have the name [Kim] and they don't treasure their lives in the slightest.

Mostly Wuxia/Xianxia/Xuanhuan/Supernatural

all completed !! i'm actually not a fan of angst lmao but i still thought "i might get depressed tomorrow and I'll probably need this" then it piled up in my to-read list and so i built this nest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯... more>>

note: u might need to expect some of the stories to have a bad ending <<less

Recommends Novel, Some Shounen-Ai (BL)

I love depressed and s*uicadal woman or she could be mentally ill I would love to read. I will be editing to the list. I order them fav to least fav. I love angst novels but hate ones with abuser Ml.... more>>

(I don't wanna read him doing the most horrible thing to her and when she finally free, her going back to him because apparently she loved him. Obey me, my beloved oppressor, cry, or better beg, betrayal of dignity...every one of them has the same plot, same type of Fl&Ml but only changing is how they abuse her, sometimes even that is the same. So I suggest you all to stay away from them, if you get frustrated Fl with Stockholm sendrom, forgiving Ml just because they love him....)

♦️ >>> depression level <<less

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Do you ever wake up from an unknown dream, crying into your pillow? No? Do you want to?... more>>

If you find yourself in need of a good cry, or you enjoy the feeling of a lump in your throat, or maybe you’re just a masochist. I don’t know. I don’t judge.

Anyways these are the crême de la crême of novels to make you cry, or just feel plain awful. Some of them have an uplifting tone at the end, but most of them... most of them just leave you despairing and inconsolable. It’s awful, and yet we keep coming back to it, hm?

Enjoy. Or don’t. Whatever you feel like doing, yeah? <<less

The rules of my other list, are applying to this too, maybe the novels don't meet the criteria every time, but most of them were fun to read. ... more>>

Most of them I finished in MTL or korean website (where I also read way too much other novels) 

The golden rule: Korean webnovels with a MALE MC.

(Even though there is a few expectations which weren't kr) 

The order of these novels got nothing to do with my own preference.  <<less

Only Top 3 are in chronological order.... more>>

*  = grain of salt and Korean novels suck.  <<less

I'm trying to find all the novels I've finished reading so that I can finally count how much of a veteran I am

Is it just me or there is someone out there who is relatable? I just love collecting tragedies and washing my face with my tears.... more>> <D PS: rated and ranked on the level of tears I shed. <<less

All of the novels in here are shoujo romance fantasy (villainess reincarnation/transmigration or regression with a few exceptions), mainly KR and JP. The female lead... more>> must be depressed to some degree, and depression must be represented relatively accurately. FLs may be suicidal, tragic, empty, tired, and/or hopeless. All novels are ranked four stars or above. NOTE: I am still working on this list, suggestions are welcome. <<less

I like Tragedy novels and like to cry a lot while reading. Becuz i cry, i feel relieved all my stresses

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

Do you feel like crying yet unable to cry ! This list is for you ! Because  this story would give you the push to make those tears falllllll :) ... more>>

You can add Taylor swift ALL TOO WELL in the background if you want :) <<less