Depressed, suicidal or detached fl. Recommendations are well appreciated;)

BL tales that are set during the apocalypse or deal with the undead, zombies, plague, etc.

sadness and pain

Mostly include one volume novels. And with a lot of crying and tragedys. Not specific order (my favorite is toaru tho). I will add some more after I advanced with my pending list (if they are worth it). ... more>>

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Stories i enjoyed. Various themes. Varying length

Romances that will make you brawl your eyes out 

Sad BL novels.... more>>

The kind that make you feel sad just from reading the synopsis.

Slowly building the courage to read them one day.  <<less

Also their long night of indulgence (not on NU)

not necessarily BL. full of action, adventure, mystery, horror, and complex world-building. heads up, these guys are usually pretty long so be prepared and do... more>> what you need to before getting started (not that i know from experience or anything) <<less

For the nights where we lay down the bed, seeking solace in angst stories.

A story that I like to the point of being irrational.... more>>

I can't even count how many times I've read it and even still not satisfied want more stories like this .. 

Help me !! <<less

no romance/harem or any plot armor, stories with good world and no low level, Cliché stories... more>>

each novel has a short description and main genre  <<less

my fav horrorr/tragedy <3 (beautifully written)

Special associations for ghosts from all corners of the world. About their legends, their myths, their past, and their tragedies.

Translated c-novels, lots of emotional damage. Strictly danmei, and prepare your tissues! I'll add more as soon as I finished another on my reading list. 

As the full name of the trope suggests  "chasing the wife in the crematorium" Basically means the type of stories where the ML first treats the MC badly, abuses and/or ignores and causes a lot of suffering. And then, when the MC loses his love for the ML and leaves or dies, the ML regrets and repents, suffers, grovels and works hard to earn the MC back. ... more>>

-This list may include transmigration,resurrection,time travel.

-All these novels have a happy ending .

*feel free to recommand similar novels in the comments i would apreciate it* <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

books that squeezes your chest with pain making your eyes water a little,,,,, ending in some type of hurt w comfort or no comfort at all... more>>

[also includes "quick transmigration world hopping" books cause i just love it when the mc has to die leaving their targets in misery cause i am a sad*st XD jk,,, or not ;))] <<less

My most favorite gays.

A collection list of the BL novels that are totally focused on the horror-based and mystery solving filled with suspense and thriller!

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

all completed !! i'm actually not a fan of angst lmao but i still thought "i might get depressed tomorrow and I'll probably need this" then it piled up in my to-read list and so i built this nest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯... more>>

note: u might need to expect some of the stories to have a bad ending <<less

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most novels that I’ve either finished or partially read (and enjoyed ofc)