i like stories that focuses more on the plot than the romance. frequently the heavy plotted one. tags from me:... more>>

- hot smut (all of em have this)

- wife chasing arc (imo all of em have this)

- gong love shou first (all of em have this)

- cold possesive gong (mostly)

- principled shou (ig?? def not weak and all smooth shou.. well even tho theres a few..)

- character development <<less

Read if you want to weep 

Novels from the horror genre/with horror elements that I'm reading or planning to read. Naturally, they're catered to my tastes. These novels often seem to... more>> be paired with romance, so be mindful of that. I will provide basic details/impressions without spoilers. <<less

My most anticipated reads(unranked). Mostly fantasy and/or tragedy.

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Horror stories to read before sleeping

chin-ese masterpieces

Novels that destroyed my insanity and tested my bottomline, this list contains angst and novels with bad endings becuse why not? ... more>>

He found me crying, He crew too, we crode.  <<less

Novels that gives you goosebumps and keep you at night!... more>>

- Jing yuan approved! <<less

Satisfying angst with groveling male leads

I love reading about struggles of mental health (not episodic, but a constant theme in the novel)... more>>

P.S. I accept recommendations. <<less

It's a game, but your life is the prize.

fmc, {bg} little romance.............. [1-23] : cn.....[24-33] : krn

Commence the wife/partner chasing. Get to grovelling and beg for forgiveness! May or may not have sufficient retribution. 

POV is mostly from the Gong

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Some of my fav webnovels that contains disturbing and messed up themes
Viewer discretion is advised!... more>>

Some broke me, some genuinely disturbed me, others elevated my taste in reading 

will keep updating once i came across new ones <<less

Novels that have, unfortunately or fortunately, made me cry reading them.... more>>

The pattern you'll find is family/found family or death, whether by experience or through conversations. Conflicts related to family or things such as disappointment, rejection, or an overall heartfelt/heart wrenching topic is included. Deaths that happened because of how tragic it is, how unfair i perceived it to be, or the general situation of it is included.

I'll attempt to put stories including (albeit uncommon) romance near the bottom since its usually a gamble if its found family. i can also cry to romances, mb that theres some BL... Ill try to find sad GL novels...

There are novels that don't necessarily follow the above and are most related things like mental health or anguish. So they wont necessarily be found family/friendship in a way even if they have elements of it. I can't exactly quantity everything that makes me cry okay?

There are also novels that are below 4 stars. I actually do sift out novels that have made me cry but arent actually that incredible of a story. So this list plays as both a catalogue of what made me cry and a catalogue of what I found is recommendable. (Literally all the novels that i wrote more than a paragraph on cause im trying to convince ppl to read it)

My shame(?) list

Honorable mention: Children of the Holy Emperor (i love the story but no tears have come yet :( ); Got Dropped into a Ghost Story, Still Gotta Work (same reason) <<less

I'll visit here when I need to shed some tears, don't mind me.

QT Stories I've Read

Stories with Horror, Action, Comedy and Unlimited flow. 

I love suffering ♥️♥️♥️

Recs for historical/xianxia/cultivation danmei

I love depressed and s*uicadal woman or she could be mentally ill I would love to read. I will be editing to the list. I order them fav to least fav. I love angst novels but hate ones with ab*ser Ml.... more>>

(I don't wanna read him doing the most horrible thing to her and when she finally free, her going back to him because apparently she loved him. Obey me, my beloved oppressor, cry, or better beg, betrayal of dignity...every one of them has the same plot, same type of Fl&Ml but only changing is how they ab*se her, sometimes even that is the same. So I suggest you all to stay away from them, if you get frustrated Fl with Stockholm sendrom, forgiving Ml just because they love him....)

♦️ >>> depression level <<less

Tragic stories or ones that contain a sad drama that will make you wash your eyes