Who don't like sickly beautiful men getting pampered by their lovers... more>>

Mostly historical <<less

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> either currently or in the past (ex. transmigration)... more>>

 ⭐️ ratings are based on how relevant the illness is to the story!! 7 and above are usually tear jerkers (either from the novel or my own imagination)

 i like melodramatic cheap angst as much as i do well thought out soul crushers so this will be a mixed bag lol, will add more as i recall what i’ve read 

 (recommend me any terminal illness angst <3) <<less

Crying, screaming, begging. Give me ice cream.... more>>

Stories for times where I want a good cry. <<less

Tragedies, ab*se, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

terminally ill or weak that pushes themselves and always ended up vomiting blood that's why people around them misunderstood them for being sacrificial.

This list is for readers who want to read about a time limited lead that makes everyone worried and spoiled them to death or it's simply tragic and they hide it pretty well.... more>>

■ They may or may not heal.

□ There are BG/BL, cnovels and knovels.

■ Do recommend me if you find good ones. <<less

If it was you, when you met him, he who can’t speak or hear a sound nor walk, would you still be like the heroine and accept him like she does?... more>>

Novels with FLs/MLs that are physically disabled and/or have psychological issues.

Please do tell of you have other recommendations.

Novels not linked to NU are also listed in the comments section, I MTL'ed tho. <<less

angst you asked? rage bait dump? some characters meant for prison?... more>>

bxg <<less

I’m just a reader who just enjoys family bond, friendship, and some action/adventure and comedy/tragedy.... more>>

So, enjoying romance novels is very rare of me and I’m glad to find these amazing gems!

Most of the bottom ones have adaptations which is a surprise and I’m satisfying myself by reading them.

If anyone has any recommendations, please comment below! And if possible similar to the ones listed in this list! <<less

Also their long night of indulgence (not on NU)

Angsty    Hateful/s*upid Lead

Many unlimited flow recommendations! List is sorted based off of my personal rating. I believe that all of these novel are first-class, that doesn't mean they are though. Boys love, Shounen Ai and Yaoi. Fun MCs and chill MLs. Mostly 1v1 novels. Mostly Chinese BL. This is international BL.... more>>

These are all BL I would most definitely will- and have -reread.

Small disclaimer; As I'm in poor health, I may occasionally write incomplete summaries/reviews for certain novels or not rank them. It will be explicitly stated if I have done so. I would also like to note that oftentimes I may go off on a rant- this is due to my hyper-fixation on unnecessary details resulting from frustration. I usually end up deleting those rants from my summaries. <<less

List for novels where the female lead has an illness/disability/is sickly that is either obvious or subtle (such as disabilities around mental illness) and has significance to the plot. May include novels where this is only for a portion of the story. ... more>>

Let your husbando ML take care of you! <<less

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

MC(Shou)s with sickly bodies or disability
Who wouldn't love sickly, weak beauties... more>>

Please be aware of SPOILERS in description <<less

No romance, not even BL... more>>

Not because i hate it, but there's already lot of lists like that? So I want to help anyone who just want angst. 

You can give recommendations on reply. <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

When the gong has to chase his little wife back... more>>

Extremely dog blood  <<less

sad sh*t... T^T... more>>

Some aren't as sad as other's <<less

things that i read when i am depressed to make me even more depressed

Heart wretching and tears jerking novel which ML will regret it when FL leaves them.... more>>

Such guilty pleasure is my kind of novel <<less

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Wanna cry your eyes out? Yup, you’re in the right place. All novels in the list are certifiably heartbreaking. Angst with a side of angst, and high probability of a BE. ... more>>

Have any suggestions? Leave them down below!

Enjoy, if you can... <<less