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This list includes BL, GL, BG, and no romance !!

Depressed, suicidal or detached fl. Recommendations are well appreciated;)

-Korean edition... more>>

-For me personally, sometimes the story don't need to add too much of smut scene or better focus more only the relationship of FLxML and their growth. <<less

-Korean and Japan edition... more>>

-Gift for Masochist

-Usually weak,suffering and non vengeful FL

WARNING : some include abuse,too much cruelty,s*xual assault,r*pe etc <<less

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O Apathy is thine name.
MCs who were abused or neglected to become... whatever this is?... more>>

please add any recs <<less

All of the novels in here are shoujo romance fantasy (villainess reincarnation/transmigration or regression with a few exceptions), mainly KR and JP. The female lead... more>> must be depressed to some degree, and depression must be represented relatively accurately. FLs may be suicidal, tragic, empty, tired, and/or hopeless. All novels are ranked four stars or above. NOTE: I am still working on this list, suggestions are welcome. <<less

sadness and pain

Female leads who don’t give a flying f*ck

This one is limited to my favorites. Not all tags apply to each but there are patterns in what i like. If you got something for me write it in the comments. I am always looking for stuff (((o(*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)o)))... more>>

Subjectively sorted by like <<less

Just a bunch of novels I enjoy/ed reading.

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For the nights where we lay down the bed, seeking solace in angst stories.

A story that I like to the point of being irrational.... more>>

I can't even count how many times I've read it and even still not satisfied want more stories like this .. 

Help me !! <<less

how to hurt your own feelings:
✅ misunderstandings
✅ angst
✅ tragedy/tragic past... more>>

(not entirely SFW, no particular order) <<less

Boring, cliche story / dull character

Novels where I cried cause who doesn't need a little cry sesh every now and then... more>>

I have a similar list (Short and bitter) with novels that have less than 30 chapters and are tragedies <<less

Collection of sad bls. No particular order. 

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Here's my daily reading novel so i can read it anytime if i forget the tittle, i'll coming back here :3... more>>

Fluff, fluff, fluff mwehehehehehe....................

I'll leave some notes for each novel, to remind myself................... <<less

List for novels where the female lead has an illness/disability/is sickly that is either obvious or subtle (such as disabilities around mental illness) and has significance to the plot. May include novels where this is only for a portion of the story. ... more>>

Let your husbando ML take care of you! <<less

SPOILERS... more>>

One of the main characters either kills themselves or wants to kill themselves at some point in the novel 

In no particular order <<less

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

all completed !! i'm actually not a fan of angst lmao but i still thought "i might get depressed tomorrow and I'll probably need this" then it piled up in my to-read list and so i built this nest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯... more>>

note: u might need to expect some of the stories to have a bad ending <<less