Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'suicide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

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A collection of series and one-shots that include horror and sexual themes for those of us that enjoy many kinds of thrilling reads. Note! The sexual theme doesn't automatically refer to smut. Any form of sexual behaviour (including on- and off-screen interc**rse, slutty thoughts, sexual tension, etc.) counts and appears on this list.... more>>

WARNING: some novels include themes of r*pe and have non-con acts. Make sure to read the tags carefully in case these things make you feel uncomfortable. 

If you have any suggestions for novels that could be on this list, then please, let me know. Happy reading! <<less

This are the stories that don't hold anything back.  For some people they might not be a bad read however there are depictions of drug... more>> addiction, incest, r*pe, confinement, stockholm syndrome, depression, suicide, torture, gore, prostitution, pedophilia, grooming and more. <<less

sad sh*t... T^T... more>>

Some aren't as sad as other's <<less

*sigh* here we go again

Sad story with or maybe without sad ending... more>>

Story that tells us about revenge and maybe there is forgiveness

Story that tells us about unending struggle <<less

pain and just pain only

Works that I've read that are dark, very dark. I don't consider these romances, even with the romance tag attached. 

Includes both HE and BE.... more>>

I love these kind of novels a lot. I like torturing myself emotionally and mentally.  <<less

Hello!!!... more>>

Here are some novels we’re the MC or ML go through some kind of torture.

It can be that the MC or ML go through:

• Physically Torture

• Mental Torture 

*If there is a novel in here that doesn’t go with this list I might have put it in here by mistake or someone recommend me something that doesn’t belong here, so you can always write a comment about it or sent me a message about the error I made* <<less

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with the male leads just cause they are called a villain in the blurb or by others- they don't actually seem like villains or the author skims over it and doesn't  write much... more>>

 so I wanted to dedicate this list partly to those EVIL ML's who are involved with killing a lot, borderline mad, are constantly doing bad things and there's is a bit more description of such things

Usually you can see this where the male lead is sometimes genuinely mean to the MC and we see MC struggle being around them
also I'm including torture, cruelty, or just kinda both are evil lets-take-over-the-world-together kind of romances 

lets burn in hell together .... <<less

Not for the faint-hearted! These are books that either makes you cry like a mf or makes you want to start a revolution against the... more>> crumbling morality of this world. If you want to thoroughly enjoy a healthy fluffy BL you must first go through with these novels. Fluff? Dog food? Love? What are those? In here is a collection of books purposed to train your mentality (know the cruelties of life). Please read books that are fluffy afterwards! <<less

Buff yourself and prepare some tissue, enjoy the feels!

Ecchi

Author god's hand involvement in story is very little. Basically no plot armor.
NOT UNLUCKY or DELIBERATELY TRAGIC, BUT ONLY NATURAL. ... more>>

Mc can be defeated, betrayed, disabled, fooled. Teammates can die. Females can be r*ped.  <<less