Featuring the unhealthy and outright abusive relationships. Whether or not things get better, sometimes they just stay messed up. Attic-wifing, debt, s*avery, blackmail, and coercion, all that fun stuff. ... more>>

A reminder that these are NOT healthy relationships (at some or all points of the story).  <<less

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Guilty pleasures where characters look down on the mc and do horrible things to mc, only for them to later regret it. will not include... more>> kicked out of guilds one cause I'll make another list on it in the future. warning: writing might be subpar-bad, and can be super frustrating with how some of the characters act,. <<less

Characters having the best character growth/development.

Stories that go well until they don't 

May every man like this decompose in hell.

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Lots of angst and tr*shy irredeemable ML’s

You’ve been warned  <<less

My pick list of Korean Novel that have below 150 chapter. Its short, well written, good read and most importantly leave a deep aftertaste ~

I dislike horrible men, clearly psychotic men who have done horrific things getting excused of well they were under some magic, something was controlling him... more>> and they weren't actually themselves but something else made them bad or they had to be cold in order to protect the FL/MC. If i get a terrible ML then i would rather keep him that way instead of giving him a poor of excuse to redeem him and say love fixed it all. Give me the toixc sh*t please, yes they are all insane and abusive and there's no excuses but at least they are aware of how shitty they are and high key don't mind it being a terrible person.  <<less

Stories with yandere or possessive shous.... more>>

Ranked based on the insanity of the shou, not based on the quality of the story. <<less

Angst reigns supreme. *metaphysically slaps list* this bad boy can fit so much trauma and tragedy... Please proceed for self-inflicted emotional damage. ... more>>

Literally, serious suffering ahead. Wild how much of this list overlaps with my "favourites" one. 

In alphabetical order for (my) convenience! And perhaps yours too! <<less

Shui Qian Cheng's 188 series are about tall (188) rich, toxic ML's who use their power and influence to get what they want, ultimately losing... more>> the MC and then they work towards getting the person they realize they love to come back. You don't have to read these in the order written, however if you are curious there is a list created for that exact purpose. <<less

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Extremely Toxic BL -- not for the faint of heart. The preference is for fics with no 'redemption arc,' just pure unfettered toxicity through and... more>> through.  <<less

Ml is either neglected or misunderstood while Fl is spiteful/competitive towards ml.... more>>

If I had a nickel for every time there's a story about fl being jealous and competing against the younger ml for her parents' love and the company/business, I'd have three nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's weird it happened thrice. (Actually it's not. Please recommend me more stories. I live for this ) <<less

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stories that hurt your feelings and make you doubt life. BE is in the eye of the BE-holder (haha) 

All the heart-wrenching, nerve-racking stories I read for no apparent good reason. Only my masochist heart love to read it, knowing its painful and pitiful,... more>> not knowing how to stop. <<less

I'll visit here when I need to shed some tears, don't mind me.

if you hear these lines in your relationships you should probably run, don't walk, away

Typically dark themed 

Mostly Zerg BL

Beautiful story ever written. Their emotion. Their difference. Their status. Their journey. Worth to Reread. ... more>>

Might say that it's worth to invest ur emotion.

100% recommend.

(Non Smut, Some include heavy theme such as, ab*se, su*cide, cruelty etc) <<less

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a list of my fav angst / grovel novels