Danmeis that has absent prents, abadoned theme, shitty, abusive family and or relatives, complex family relationship and any other trauma inflicting roles on the book... more>> characters because i love pain. <<less

Angsty    Hateful/s*upid Lead

For the drama loving b*tches 

Collection of sad bls. No particular order. 

BL - 4.4 star rating and above.... more>>

I wanted to make this list consist solely of novels rated 4.5 stars and above but tbh, there were a few exceptions rated 4.4 stars that I personally believed deserved a much higher rating, so these also made it to the list.   

Various genres, the only common theme is that they are all BL.  <<less

Love myself some hardcore, preferably abusive, smuts with lots of banging. I'm new here so will slowly add more to the list.... more>>

I write a review for every one of my recs, divided into S*x scenes, Story, Characters and Note. I try to give you an overall look into the novel to see if it suits your taste while try not to spoil too much.

Pls check tags <<less

ml's here are all SCUMS

A list of novels I go back to, to feel some pain. Possibly a mix of BE and HE.

Guilty pleasure of seeing scum gongs grovel. 

As said in the list name this is a lkst of Danmei series of dog-blood

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

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I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

Somewhat similar setting to the novel

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : modern and ancient times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷ 

This list contain... more>>

-Good writing with interesting plot but with no 3 views

-Toxic relationships

-Questionable characters/ending

-Abusive characters

-Brain-dead MC

-Mediocre plot and writing skills <<less

I love reading angst. Especially painful one that can make me cry.... more>>

Will slowly fill up this list with novel that actually manage to make me cry. <<less

I created this list for fellow danmei lovers who are scum gong addicts like me.

List of novels that have a toxic relationship with the fl,ml hate the fl while the fl fell in love at the ml for the... more>> first time and beg for the ml attention.But in the end the ml had a character development and still ended up with the female lead <<less

All the danmei that I've finished, without any definite ranking. All genres;all type of quality

These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

ATTENTION
⚠️Descriptions cointain spoilers⚠️ <<less

if the fl has more chemistry with every other female character than with the ml ... more>>

and if the male lead has "always loved them but has had to be mean to protect them"...that's still called emotional abuse and they deserve death

realistically i wish the fls would be bisexual but would ultimately end with a woman. 

the list where all the small pp mls are <<less

Not all people like a yandere male lead because they could be abusive and creepy. I seldom read the novel with yandere as a lead... more>> but when I read one, I'll put it in this list. <<less

Dog-blooded dramas where the MC runs away from an abusive family and finds love with her true fam

No description.

Chinese historical novels, short list but I will probably slowly add more of these "muffins". (they are arranged in no particular order)

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'suicide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less