Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'suicide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

Mc who are Chad, f*ck their harem, do sexual abuse

To satisfy my rotten heart....
Including those books which doesn't have smut tag but contain NSFW scenes..

If you’re into dark themes and want a list of dubcon and noncon - this is the list for you. This list isn’t for everybody,... more>> if you’re uncomfortable with the subject that’s probably a good thing. Sometimes you just want a dark read through at least I sure do. <<less

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A list of novel that i read because i hate myself, my weird fetish and my unsuccessful romantic life

This are the stories that don't hold anything back.  For some people they might not be a bad read however there are depictions of drug... more>> addiction, incest, r*pe, confinement, stockholm syndrome, depression, suicide, torture, gore, prostitution, pedophilia, grooming and more. <<less

HARDCORE BL. Just about every tag you hated. Don't come back crying if you knew this is  not for you and still read it lol. This is YAOI as real as it means. Choose your poison. Keyword: UNCENSORED, NO BLACKOUTS. NSFW. SMUTTY.... more>>

⭕ has  plot and smut depends on novel how much. ( ◾some plot=at least 25% story the rest smut/ ◾balanced=50-50 self-explanatory/ ◾story+smut=s*x is still detailed and hard but plot dominates the novel.

❌ pwp (plot, what plot?), the"I'D FAP ON THAT!" novel. There are also some that had minimal plot (◾minimal=story is barely there) but is still basically p*rn lol so I put it in this category.

Updates at least once a week. I don't blindly add stories just to make numbers. Every titles, every reviews were done after I finished reading. Ask me for raws  if you want to do advanced reading. 

Takame QA Filter: long-ish stories that only have a total of 1 or 2 chapters of s*x is NOT INCLUDED cuz IMO, you can't really call them smutty with just that. Non-detailed s*x is of course out. <<less

I don't enjoy r*pe, I find it gruesome. However, I enjoy a slutty character who pretends to be innocent and gets banged, so don't let the r*pe tag scare you. There's non-con, dub-con, plot, MEAT!... more>>

Both BG and BL.

p.s. As I read, I'll continue to update the list. <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

[HAPPY 29K VIEWS!!] WARNING ! FOR ADULTS ONLY not suitable for young ones.... more>>

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Cutie babies~ Kiddos~ young ones 1, 2

Will this make lost cry??

Lost seems to be interested

Just some nobles stuff

Nom nom BL

Interested (Chinese novels edition) <<less

Any books about yandere male leads wanting to lick that honey cave with somehow plot (am not sure).... more>>

I don't like harem type ml so Im not gonna add it here. The most harem here is a threesome LEL.  <<less

Interesting and satisfying BL novels I've read. 

Here's the collection of bg smut novels I've read so far. I might want to re-read these all, so thought of making a list of it.... more>>

Note: I'm a big fan of male yandere. So, most of the novel will have male yandere.  <<less

Novels you should stay away from, if like me, you have a fragile heart who can't handle too much angst. In these novels there are... more>> major misunderstandings and lack of communication between dense and detestable main characters. They either cheat on their partners or force themselves on them(rape). Some of these stories are cliché and some are awfully complicated with cliché plot twists. <<less

Yes, this will all be obscenity. There are novel  who won't even have a plot, it's just 'papapa' ...I'm actually a fujoshi, so this list... more>> only has yaoi.
NOTE: Be careful not to be influenced by lust and carnal pleasure. <<less

These are the novels which has good plotline and smex scenes. I have included short novels as well if their is a considerable plot. (Some novels even after having just 10 chapters can have good plotline)... more>>

Degree varies; whether the scenes are detailed or not is mentioned

I personally prefer such novels where 'willing' physical intimacy is also shown. So descriptions are based on my likeness to the relationship.

Consent.is.Important. 

I have only included the ones I have read.

If you have novel recommendation(s) please comment.

Note : Novels which are not available on novelupdates can be found in comment box. <<less

don’t expect plot !!! 

Smutty for your h*rny a$s... more>>

Im lazy af givin side comments to my recommendation haha so pls forgive me <<less

list of all the hottest bl smut I’ve collected. For all ya horny degens and thirsty fujoshis. Some u gotta work harder to get to the smut but others just go right into it ... more>>

Warning to read tags^^ 

Enjoy ^_^

Edit: novels translated by HimikoChou (Secret Nights in the Inner Palace & Affection) removed bc NSFW links don’t work <<less

I have created this list for people like me to likes to taste the angst and tests for endura. Certainly not too much though. ... more>>

These are not for someone who loves fluffy and sweetness so, please refrain from it otherwise! 

HE!!! <<less

Uke who has more than two seme

For your unholy eyes

basically yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere.... more>>

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Read all of them and they have all similar type of yandere that I like lol. <<less