Novels that I would pay to forget! These are not recommendations but a warning

if you like novels with storylines that make your mood change every minute, I recommend this.

Danmeis that has absent prents, abadoned theme, shitty, abusive family and or relatives, complex family relationship and any other trauma inflicting roles on the book... more>> characters because i love pain. <<less

For the drama loving b*tches 

They have a typical plot but worries reading for sure.

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This are the E-sports/sports bl novels that I came with. 

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These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

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⚠️Descriptions cointain spoilers⚠️ <<less

petunia - anger and resentment... more>>

An opposite of a rec list. I want nothing to do with these and I am just listing them so I won't make the mistake of giving them another chance because I forgot the reason why i DNF most of them. <<less

Dog-blooded dramas where the MC runs away from an abusive family and finds love with her true fam

Novels whereby:-... more>>

- MC decides to finally let go of their abusive family after trying relentlessly to gain their love/attention/recognition

- MC stops seeking out familial love after trying and failing again and again

- MC stops fighting (greentea)/(white lotus) sibling for parents love/attention

- Often there is an element of Rebirth

- MC's sibling usually has some sort of protagonist halo that causes their parents and those around to act as though their braincells are off line

Ongoing list <<less

Cute and fluffy stories that focus on family and raising children. ... more>>

*The FL is either a child or she’s raising a family* <<less

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Cute <3 Most of these have FLs who have a dark-ish past. Lots of healing, lots of loving family shit. Lots of reincarnation and transmigration.... more>>

Ranked by how I feel about them up til a certain point, then just whatever I find that fits that's decent. <<less

sad sh*t... T^T... more>>

Some aren't as sad as other's <<less

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This list is about MLs who under gone deep traumas that makes them feel undeserving of FLs. And this is about FLs who will do... more>> everything to help MLs overcome their traumas and have an happy ending. <<less

pain and just pain only

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There are some with angst. You know I rarely read BG cause I'd rather the FMC be by herself instead of with a man so... more>> don't come here with the intent of having a lot of BG. I'll also add non-romance, but I'll let you guys know. Wow look at my pitiful amount of BG lol <<less

[Family or childhood related]

Lost children found back by their families. Does not include switched at birth there's a separate list for that.... more>>

My other lists can be found here https://www.novelupdates.com/user/231781/kawaii12345/
and include
Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children (children coming to terms with being switched)
Fake Children vs Real Children Quick Transmigration
Real Child vs Fake Child Standalone list
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration
Great Ancient China Novels Part
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration
Great Ancient China Novels Part 1
Want To Read PT1  and Want To Read PT2 novels I plan to read <<less

Just some novels that had a little cuties, babies, children, & child mc.... more>>

Profile: https://www.novelupdates.com/user/393677/thisisyourlost/

Part 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/36558/

Others:

R18 (some smutty ones) 1, 2, 3

Will this make lost cry??

Lost seems to be interested

Just some nobles stuff

Nom nom BL

Interested (Chinese novels edition) <<less

[HAPPY 9K VIEWS!] Just some novels that had a little cuties, babies, children, & child mc.... more>>

Profile: https://www.novelupdates.com/user/393677/thisisyourlost/

Part 2: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/36594/

Others:

R18 (some smutty ones) 1, 2, 3

Will this make lost cry??

Lost seems to be interested

Just some nobles stuff

Interested (Chinese novels edition)

Nom nom BL <<less