Feed that depression

ML's or FL's with disabilities or mental illnesses are different but there is always someone to love them in these novels. Some might have angst... more>> but guaranteed a HE! <<less

The FL I think are the best, that includes the badass b*tch, calm and rational, the one with the best cider effects. It includes both... more>> fantasy and modern novels and manhwas. <<less

ive got stuff to say... will be updated because ive got stuff to say. i tried to put as many trigger warnings as i could... more>> but the unlimited flow novels are just kind of a given. will be updated i read a Lot  <<less

Usually involves some form of familial ab*se. Where the vibe is very serious/ dark / hopeless and the romance is intense and twisted in a... more>> way. <<less

Any ABO that i came across and is not tr*sh 

One day when I was looking for a hot ml I suddenly fall for the daddy instead. From there it was the beginning of my hot daddies disease. I am telling you that isn't ordinary to fell in love daughter fool dad's. I suddenly wanna become the stepmother of fls or mls.... more>>

There are also some tr*shy father but I added it because I liked the plot <<less

Novels that I would pay to forget! These are not recommendations but a warning

if you like novels with storylines that make your mood change every minute, I recommend this.

Danmeis that has absent prents, abadoned theme, shitty, abusive family and or relatives, complex family relationship and any other trauma inflicting roles on the book... more>> characters because i love pain. <<less

For the drama loving b*tches 

They have a typical plot but worries reading for sure.

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This are the E-sports/sports bl novels that I came with. 

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These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

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petunia - anger and resentment... more>>

An opposite of a rec list. I want nothing to do with these and I am just listing them so I won't make the mistake of giving them another chance because I forgot the reason why i DNF most of them. <<less

Dog-blooded dramas where the MC runs away from an abusive family and finds love with her true fam

Novels whereby:-... more>>

- MC decides to finally let go of their abusive family after trying relentlessly to gain their love/attention/recognition

- MC stops seeking out familial love after trying and failing again and again

- MC stops fighting (greentea)/(white lotus) sibling for parents love/attention

- Often there is an element of Rebirth

- MC's sibling usually has some sort of protagonist halo that causes their parents and those around to act as though their braincells are off line

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Cute and fluffy stories that focus on family and raising children. ... more>>

*The FL is either a child or she’s raising a family* <<less

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Cute <3 Most of these have FLs who have a dark-ish past. Lots of healing, lots of loving family shit. Lots of reincarnation and transmigration.... more>>

Ranked by how I feel about them up til a certain point, then just whatever I find that fits that's decent. <<less

sad sh*t... T^T... more>>

Some aren't as sad as other's <<less

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This list is about MLs who under gone deep traumas that makes them feel undeserving of FLs. And this is about FLs who will do... more>> everything to help MLs overcome their traumas and have an happy ending. <<less