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Left him crying in his palace and I support her. <<less

My few personal favourites from the hundreds of novels I've read. If you have similar tastes to mine, I would love to know what your... more>> other favourites are in the comments. <<less

Gays from the old times...

Collection of danmeis I've read: High School to Adults edition!

Angst reigns supreme. *metaphysically slaps list* this bad boy can fit so much trauma and tragedy... Please proceed for self-inflicted emotional damage. ... more>>

Literally, serious suffering ahead. Wild how much of this list overlaps with my "favourites" one. 

In alphabetical order for (my) convenience! And perhaps yours too! <<less

Commence the wife/partner chasing. Get to grovelling and beg for forgiveness! May or may not have sufficient retribution. 

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Play a sad song and enjoy the heartache…... more>>

Please comment below if you have any recommendations~~ <<less

Secret love. For some people, it is war and chaos; for others, it is a warm spring with flowers blooming.... more>>

list of novels with either MLs/FLs having a onesided love who were given a second chance by meeting again after a few years or through rebirth.

MLs with unrequited love is what I preferred. Esp when they do have cold and indifferent demeanor yet they become patient and considerate with anything that has to do with her.
 

If it's meant to be, then its meant to be. Afterall, none can steal the love one is born to find.

please do tell if you have recommendation.

***Sorry. I'm boring so NO Yaoi, Yuri nor harem. 

Recommended novels not linked to NU. Most are less than 100 chapters including extras.. (titles and synopsis in the comment section, mtl'ed but decipherable) <<less

Just a list of my own personal favs. :) I prefer longer novels, and I’m a fan of slow burns.

> novels I stopped reading and why

all books I've finished+ personal rating (my opinions about them)

novels that I have read over and over again 

Romance / Slice Of Life BxG with Happy Ending that i already read, want to read, or still reading so far ~... more>>

English its not my first language, please ignore some gramatical errors <<less

I adore MLs who are a bit wrong in the head and crazy obsessed with the MC. They can be insane in general or insane for the MC, but more on the latter! They may or may not be manipulative in general or towards the MC. ... more>>

List contains both BG (MC is female x ML) or BL.Many of these have a period where ML was separated from the MC hehe. 

However note that the obsession and/or insanity of the MLs here are palatable. I'm a bit queasy with immoral/actually evil MCs and MLs and I tend to dislike them and the book even tho I know it's just fiction. So yeah, despite these guys being unhinged, they're not really evil and they won't ab*se the MC.  <<less

Novels where the MC meets the ML and/or close friends before being separated and when they meet again later the ML/friends don’t recognize her, normally leading to them being jerks who regret when they find out who she really is.... more>>

Mostly ones where they meet under different identities but a couple where the soul is moved to another body after a betrayal.

Please recommend any I missed and I will add them! I’m on a kick with this trope. <<less

My most favorite gays.

Historical | Isekaid | went back to time | Divorce | Step Mom | Forbidden Love | One sided love... more>>

Note: not everyday but as long as i read a nice novel i immediaty add it here in my list <<less

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Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

My absolute favourites that I've read or am planning to read more than once.

Heart wretching and tears jerking novel which ML will regret it when FL leaves them.... more>>

Such guilty pleasure is my kind of novel <<less

List of angsty danmeis I've read and enjoyed, full of delicious, excruciating pain. Most of them are set in ancient times.