Major hurt/comfort simp. ... more>>

Been hurting all my life with no one to comfort me so reading a hurt/sickly MC being worried/doted/cared for/loved on really soothes my soul or something twisted like that. I'm trying to find meaning behind all the suffering. Hmnn yeah that sounds about right, I wanna read meaningful suffering.

SSSSE (Self Sacrifice= sacrificing themselves for others/a greater good) (Self Suffering= is hurting/carrying burden/enduring hardship on their own) (Exposed= other people find out leading in increased positive action/attention towards them and or it affects other people in some way so there is meaning to the suffering)

Absolutely love the vomiting blood and everybody worries trope. MC in pain? It's okay baby it's all worth it there will be people that will take care of you or make up for it. Fluff stuff. Spurting blood is fun and all but psychological hurt also rubs me right, stuff like taking blame then the other party regretting and making up for it? Angst stuff. Mmm working too hard or getting hurt in place of others is also nice.

Romance. No romance. Straight. BL. Some I read using mtl.

tl;dr I just wanna talk about the novels I've read but highlight the heart abuse scenes :)

*Recommendations are welcomed but not always accepted to the list ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

If you decide to follow, I'll warmly say; Welcome to the cult  <( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)> <<less

I'll try to add the novels whom I liked the most and was beautiful. You won't regret reading them cause they're really nice.  This list will include korean, chinese, japanese and other novels. Enjoy reading! ヾ(≧▽≦*)o... more>>

P.S: I just created a 2nd list cause this list is full, so if you want more recommendations you can check that list. It will include all novels which didn't fit in the 1st list! Have a great day! <<less

Stories with a villainess or aristocracy focus. European setting.... more>>

Part 1 has more than 100 chapters or finished

Part 2 has 60-99

Part 3 has 30-59

Part 4 has 11-29

Part 5 has 10 or less chapters <<less

A list of the best novels I've read so far. The rating is based on Story > Characters.... more>>

Check out my other lists here!

Top Tier Novels (Personal Opinion) 2 -
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/74300/

Badass Heroines who aren't damsels in distress 1 -
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/62346/

Badass Heroines who aren't damsels in distress 2 -
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/63149/

Girl Crush FL (CN Only) - 
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/89513/

Slow Burn Goodness -
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/64099/

Overpowered KR MCs Give Me Life -
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/71430/

The Blissful World Of VRMMORPGs - 
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/73205/ <<less

stuff ill probably read once they update more-- although I've only read some of them, they are all romance (mostly shoujo, not smut lol) but the covers look sweeter than candy~... more>>

 [i couldn't fit all of them in because of the 100 limit but if i find really good ones ill swap them out for worse ones maybe] <<less

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

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Female protagonists that have knowledge of a novel and are transmigrated/etc. into that novel; born into a villain's family, are the villainess themselves, the villain's daughter, repeatedly interact with the villain, etc.... more>>

The FL/MC has a fate with the villain of the novel/game. 

Basically, the MC is thrown into the world of a novel and interacts with the villain character of that novel, whether that is being the villain themselves or having a close relationship.

BTW, I only put the novels I LIKE on this list. If I don't like it, I won't add it even if the genre fits, tr*sh is tr*sh.

Let me help you. Firstly, if you want to read the novel, search for it in its native language and use the browser's page-translation feature. From my memory, it works for chinese, korean, and japanese novels. Secondly, MTL novel has most chinese novels, you'll need to adapt and get used to the brokenness and confusion that comes with the absence of an editor. Korean novels are found easily by searching '[Korean title] ch 1'. If you don't find it, shorten the korean name to broaden the search or give up. I have given up many times... (cries in 'The Princess Wishes To Die Peacefully'...)

What I'm saying above is. I have completed countless novels that NU will never release the chapters for. Don't limit yourself, you can finish every novel on my lists, because I have. <<less

Les romans que je considère comme les meilleurs parmi tous ceux que je lis, il y en aura de tous les genres (presque) je n’ai... more>> pas mis d’ordre en particulier et j’ajouterai le reste quand j’aurai le temps <<less

Emotional pain, angst, tragedy, the kinds of stories that make you feel pain through your heart and down to your finger tips 

For the nights where we lay down the bed, seeking solace in angst stories.

[SECOND CHANCE]

Simply put, novels with a protagonist that shows distinct moments of apathy towards certain moments, the situation they are found in or people.... more>>

Granted, it's deserved apathy.

The novels are in no particular order. <<less

Female protagonists. Transmigrated/Reincarnated into a novel as the Villainess. Mostly Fantasy Romance novels. Aristocracy & Nobility. No smut or ecchi (that I remember). Most have a Manhwa adaption. Some start as Child protagonists. Kinda cliché? (I haven't read like, 90% of these novels so I can't really say). Not in any particular order.... more>>

'I Became the Novels Villain!' - https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/78882/ <<less

It's a list of all my favourite Korean novels with female protagonist that I am recommending you to read. So I hope you like it!!!! 

Mostly completed novels because cliffhanger in angst wont ever let me live my life in peace... more>>

Tw: Many of these novels may contain mention of self harm, depression, bullying, abuse, r*pe and su*cide. So, please please read reviews and tags properly before picking up a novel.  <<less

This list contains:... more>>

* Villainess transmigration.

* A protagonist is reincarnated to another world with modern knowledge.

* Wealthy protagonists. <<less

Historical | Isekaid | went back to time | Divorce | Step Mom | Forbidden Love | One sided love... more>>

Note: not everyday but as long as i read a nice novel i immediaty add it here in my list <<less

Just added the ones that had a pretty cover and interesting synopsis hshshhs

These novels made me cry and warmed my heart.  

Softboi ML's must be protected.... more>>

"Eff me" = ultra heartwarming softboi <<less

The kind of cliche that I love asdkdhflj <33 ... more>>

Any historical or villainess trope korean novels <<less

Why all my favorite main characters have suicidal tendency...

*sigh* here we go again

just a compilation of all korean novels