BL transmigration, rebirth, reincarnation and quick transmigration.

a list of my fav angst / grovel novels

Female or Male MCs who are truly villains at heart

Toxic relationship, obsessive and redflag male lead. ... more>>

I know some people hate this kind of novel. I will hate the character too if it happened in real life. But since this is just a novel, so I will enjoy it. <<less

Fantasy novel that I like (mostly calm and strong mc)... more>>

Please support the author and take care of ur mental health <<less

(Based on the 피폐물 tag in KR webnovel world) According to Namu Wiki's definition of 피폐물: "A novel genre in which the main character goes crazy because of the desperate circumstances around them. Whether it's about love, ill-fated family relationships, or misunderstandings, the MC is constantly abused, tormented, and forced into a mentally and physically hopeless situation."... more>>

Despite being highly regarded in KR thanks to their raw, genuine depictions of pain, sorrow and conflicting feelings with excellent narratives, this genre isn't well-received in international fandoms. NU readers tend to prefer novels without triggering elements, and translators also rarely pick up this genre because of how difficult it is to translate. So this list is made to honor the brave translators who bring out something new and challenging, and also to compile some works for readers' reference.

You can refer to this list either to try out some dark and angsty reading, or to mark it as a 'red flag' list never to be opened. Readers' discretion is advised; remember that the works don't reflect the authors' real-life mindsets and that translators aren't responsible for your mental health. <<less

I love these types of Leads with low morality especially the Female lead. ... more>>

Most are Female Protagonists, haven’t found good BG romance with Male protagonists yet <<less

هشدار: نه برای افراد ضعیف القلب!

Absolutely no Romance whatsoever, especially harem. Ugh, Ew. Just pure action, fantasy, and lots of accumulating power to become stronger.... more>>

The list of novel that I put here, is what I consider the best of the best. (For me personally) And just hits the sweet spot. Not too much and not too little. 

So, enjoy! 

P.S: I also noticed that all of the novel bellow have a reincarnated/reborn/transmigration elements. Just to let you all know!   <<less

ml's here are all SCUMS

Because the horror genre is one of my favorites, I made this list for the horror stories I've read ... more>>

Find the story you're looking for here

1. Transmigration 

2. Horror/mu*der/Psychological Horror

3. Mystery solving

4. Game Completion or Horror Adventure

5. Black-bellied Gong / Blackened Gong / Possessive and Obsessive Gong

6. Smart MC/ML

7. OP MC/ML

8. Short/Long story <<less

[BxG] Tragedy/Psychological Romance - for masochistic readers that love crying ... more>>

 Complete opposite of a fluffy wholesome read. Please pay attention to tags before reading  <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

lets see how these goes. I am saving them here for now

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These are mix of good and bad reads. There are many novels that I read but will not add here because those are unworthy. ... more>>

Most novels here are my preference.

Any genre.

No ranking  <<less

List of novels that have a toxic relationship with the fl,ml hate the fl while the fl fell in love at the ml for the... more>> first time and beg for the ml attention.But in the end the ml had a character development and still ended up with the female lead <<less

That's the list of novels which I read whether I completed them or not or finished or not. Ranking is from what's the first novel I read to the novels I'm reading currently.... more>>

Status (my status whether I finished reading or leaving on hiatus or stopped reading.):Rating (from 0 to 10): My opinion and why the rating.

(Note that I don't really remember all the novels I read before so I will update from time to time.) <<less

Books i would never put down nor forget. Mixed genre of modern romance, historical romance, contemporary romance

Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD

Note that majority may contain romance... And definitely BxG

Mostly dogblood and angst, high quality writing. Some are very dark, so check tags before reading. A mixture of personal favorites and most memorable reads, the books that stuck with me so far.... more>>

Most of it is danmei and all so far are Chinese webnovels, but I read whatever I find interesting and don't really care where it's BL or BG, as long as the characters and plot are interesting and the writing is good. <<less

Strong mc and ml.                                               Although the uke may still (prefer/otherwise) be pampered (or treated like jade) by the seme.... more>>

Also they may not be strong from start. But in any case they are strong and smart, it can be physcially, mentally, financially, etc. 

Not easily bullied, clever and scheming, determined, confident, proactive........

Genres: action, adventure, xianxia, fantasy, mystery, e-sports, mecha, omegaverse, ancient times, slice of life, comedy, supernatural, etc.

The one's i have not read have intriguing plot so they are here. The first 22 are all read and great reads (at least for me). Make sure to read the tags.                      

READ: There's no blindly following one another without actully knowing the situation but ofc the trust is there that yes my man wouldn't do it without any reason type. The plot's also interesting, in some u may not understand the situation very quickly but if stay for around 30-40 chap u'll not regret it (i didn't). 

NOT READ: i hv only read the synopsis and found it interesting. For some, the reviews are not good and the point's adressed by them also looks believable but still most (95%) are positive, and the plot is also good. <<less

Historical, Ancient China, Pre-historic Era, courts, emperor, tribal society, etc

Stories with twisted, abusive characters and romance that can definitely not be considered healthy, but may be oddly endearing in their own way. The kind... more>> of I-can't-live-without-you-but-I-won't-hesitate-to-hurt-you-to-win-you. Dogblood and yandere characters, either one of both characters are twisted and/or somewhat crazy. HE and sometimes a development towards a more wholesome relationship by the end. Quality writing., mostly danmei but some are BG romance or ABO. <<less