Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

I really wanted to create a list with novels in which the main character plays some kind of acting role and pretends to be a different person, and also novels with MC, which are misunderstood or all of the above together.
I will sort the novels according to these criteria:... more>>

First novels (#1-10) – MC is female. Then (#11-20) MC is male. <<less

Le cry~... more>>

I definitely don't go scrolling to find sad bl novels where it'll make me cry tears and waste the bleached paper that were once trees.

(And you definitelyyyyy don't do this as well)

Ranked out of 10 for sadness  <<less

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

Obsessive Shou is gets a serious reality check via the grim reaper or a falling brick and realises the Gong is super scummy so they give up and try to live a life on the 'straight' and narrow…but the Gong realises how scummy they've been and how they can't live without the Shou so they chase and chase.... more>>

Scummy Gong may turn out to be not so scummy after all…or would stay scummy and get replaced by someone more deserving! <<less

This is a list of some of my favorite stories from across many genre.

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Angst novels I am eager to read to frustrate myself.... more>>

Novels I couldn't add to the list.

- Heeran's love song

- My husband's first love got divorce

- While you're in love <<less

My absolute favourites that I've read or am planning to read more than once.

The GOAT novels for me on the website. Only my personal cream of the crop. The top 10 are in order of my favorites, the... more>> rest are more or less in order. <<less

BG and BL... more>>

BE in every world / every lifetime /every arc

If you want to read a dog blooded plot stories without a real BE, then this list is for you

If my fellow reader know other novel with this genre, please tell me <<less

Here are the BL that I enjoy reading and re-reading for the nth times .

Emotional pain, angst, tragedy, the kinds of stories that make you feel pain through your heart and down to your finger tips 

Novel with the MC being misunderstood by people around him.

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Strong mc and ml.                                               Although the uke may still (prefer/otherwise) be pampered (or treated like jade) by the seme.... more>>

Also they may not be strong from start. But in any case they are strong and smart, it can be physcially, mentally, financially, etc. 

Not easily bullied, clever and scheming, determined, confident, proactive........

Genres: action, adventure, xianxia, fantasy, mystery, e-sports, mecha, omegaverse, ancient times, slice of life, comedy, supernatural, etc.

The one's i have not read have intriguing plot so they are here. The first 22 are all read and great reads (at least for me). Make sure to read the tags.                      

READ: There's no blindly following one another without actully knowing the situation but ofc the trust is there that yes my man wouldn't do it without any reason type. The plot's also interesting, in some u may not understand the situation very quickly but if stay for around 30-40 chap u'll not regret it (i didn't). 

NOT READ: i hv only read the synopsis and found it interesting. For some, the reviews are not good and the point's adressed by them also looks believable but still most (95%) are positive, and the plot is also good. <<less

Novels I love mostly reincarnation and misunderstandings idk but i love people getting a good taste of their own karma :) 

A list of my absolute favorite stories that employ the misunderstandings trope to its utmost capabilities, often with humorous and disastrous consequences.

Ok so I 'tried' to sort it in this order: school life-> mecha students-> e-sports-> romance in modern days-> entertainment/ceo-> sci-fi-> historical-> random!... more>>

Supernatural, action, comedy, school life, interstellar, e-sports, psychological, tragedy, s*xual abuse, fantasy, shounen ai, slice of life, drama, sci-fi, mystery, sports, historical, mature, etc....... <<less

This list is kinda like "lovers reunited" where FL runs away or breaks up or asks for a divorce and FL wants to stay away from ML ... more>>

but then ML realizes his mistakes. He grieves, suffers, and repents before FL loves him again. 

Some of these are like " I got pregnant so I'll run away from him to protect my child"

This list contains both modern and european ambience. <<less

This is the Gong/Same who seems/look or like to act or Pretend to be Weak but he's NOT WEAK!!! ... more>>

I really like when they like to act weak but actually very strong. Especially because of that, people think they're the Bottom in the relationship. Lol <<less

Most of them are light reads, funny and relaxing, you may also cry a bit (just a little bit). ... more>>

Genre: comedy, slice of life, romance, slow romance, shamless protagnist, wealthy characters, misunderstandings, sports, e-sports, tragedy, heartwarming, shy characters, black belly, bullying, fantasy, mature, supernatural, shounen ai, yaoi, etc.

Although most of the tags are here i'll still recommend to read the tags some novels may contain sensitive issues, but nothing in detail mostly in flashback form, bits and pieces of info. <<less

Welcome, welcome, let's get embarrassed together~... more>>

Squirm and cringe while reading this list as our MCs have talent in pitting themselves. <<less

Stories that are too bad to look away it's just a trainwreck. You know it's going to end either "good" or very bad ending. However... more>> you not going able to look away. You just going to continue reading it because you can't stop and not knowing why you want to torture yourself but you're doing it. <<less