This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

lets see how these goes. I am saving them here for now

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These are mix of good and bad reads. There are many novels that I read but will not add here because those are unworthy. ... more>>

Most novels here are my preference.

Any genre.

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List of novels that have a toxic relationship with the fl,ml hate the fl while the fl fell in love at the ml for the... more>> first time and beg for the ml attention.But in the end the ml had a character development and still ended up with the female lead <<less

That's the list of novels which I read whether I completed them or not or finished or not. Ranking is from what's the first novel I read to the novels I'm reading currently.... more>>

Status (my status whether I finished reading or leaving on hiatus or stopped reading.):Rating (from 0 to 10): My opinion and why the rating.

(Note that I don't really remember all the novels I read before so I will update from time to time.) <<less

Books i would never put down nor forget. Mixed genre of modern romance, historical romance, contemporary romance

Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD

Note that majority may contain romance... And definitely BxG

Mostly dogblood and angst, high quality writing. Some are very dark, so check tags before reading. A mixture of personal favorites and most memorable reads, the books that stuck with me so far.... more>>

Most of it is danmei and all so far are Chinese webnovels, but I read whatever I find interesting and don't really care where it's BL or BG, as long as the characters and plot are interesting and the writing is good. <<less

Strong mc and ml.                                               Although the uke may still (prefer/otherwise) be pampered (or treated like jade) by the seme.... more>>

Also they may not be strong from start. But in any case they are strong and smart, it can be physcially, mentally, financially, etc. 

Not easily bullied, clever and scheming, determined, confident, proactive........

Genres: action, adventure, xianxia, fantasy, mystery, e-sports, mecha, omegaverse, ancient times, slice of life, comedy, supernatural, etc.

The one's i have not read have intriguing plot so they are here. The first 22 are all read and great reads (at least for me). Make sure to read the tags.                      

READ: There's no blindly following one another without actully knowing the situation but ofc the trust is there that yes my man wouldn't do it without any reason type. The plot's also interesting, in some u may not understand the situation very quickly but if stay for around 30-40 chap u'll not regret it (i didn't). 

NOT READ: i hv only read the synopsis and found it interesting. For some, the reviews are not good and the point's adressed by them also looks believable but still most (95%) are positive, and the plot is also good. <<less

Historical, Ancient China, Pre-historic Era, courts, emperor, tribal society, etc

Stories with twisted, abusive characters and romance that can definitely not be considered healthy, but may be oddly endearing in their own way. The kind... more>> of I-can't-live-without-you-but-I-won't-hesitate-to-hurt-you-to-win-you. Dogblood and yandere characters, either one of both characters are twisted and/or somewhat crazy. HE and sometimes a development towards a more wholesome relationship by the end. Quality writing., mostly danmei but some are BG romance or ABO. <<less

This list contains a lot of spicy, thrilling and action-packed stories. Most characters are tough, bold and aggressive.... more>>

Enjoy your daily dose of manly, rough and furious men! <<less

My guilty pleasures. Glad I am behind a screen tho... more>>

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Second chances are a chance to change our original fate, so why are you here?? MCs who got their bitter end in their terrible first life gets to change in their second... but why isn't everyone letting them go??!... more>>

MCs who originally lived the first lives, not transmigrators or reincarnators from another world. <<less

If you're looking for something that will make you cry. Here it is. I don't discriminate novels, so there's both bl and straight romance. 

Mostly cold and ruthless protagonists 

Stories with an intriguing plot and/or characters that don't have the best execution.... more>>

Or just stories I'm interested in without looking at the reviews. <<less

Interesting novels with assassin٫thief or rouge protagonist.

Good ones that I have read! These novels deserve more love and support~! Do give these novels a try!! :)... more>>

(List is not sorted in any way-unless stated) <<less