For those who want to be left bawling their eyes out while reading some oneshots and other stories (sorry beforehand if it doesn't, I'm just... more>> an emotional person). <<less

Lists of novels that have bullied protags and due some kind of power, their appearance was drastically changed (forced changes that comes with pain).... more>>

Please comment if you know some of this kinds of novels~ <<less

Chinese bl wuxia/xuanhuan/xianxia novels I've completed and absolutely loved.... more>>

order indicates novels I might've liked slightly more than the others but isn't really significant. <<less

This is the list of my favorite rebirth novel. But for my forever top favorite list is still in my "List Of My Fav". Go... more>> check on the list that i created in my profile acc <<less

List of angsty danmeis I've read and enjoyed, full of delicious, excruciating pain. Most of them are set in ancient times.

screaming, crying, throwing up [perfect storms]... more>>

made me cry a lot

too much angst, can't handle the hurt and the regret, mostly tragedies

REMINDER: NOTES MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS. Read at your own risk. <<less

All about dum Gong wasting their Shou

All the bl storie s i found worth reading :)

sad sh*t... T^T... more>>

Some aren't as sad as other's <<less

Author god's hand involvement in story is very little. Basically no plot armor.
NOT UNLUCKY or DELIBERATELY TRAGIC, BUT ONLY NATURAL. ... more>>

Mc can be defeated, betrayed, disabled, fooled. Teammates can die. Females can be r*ped.  <<less

You know how the minute you see the “tragedy” “drama” “unrequited love” tags you’re like, NO this is not a novel I should read. ... more>>

BUT somehow you end up reading it anyways?

This is a list of novels that will make you get the feels, the heartache and also not want to put it down.

You have been warned.
Read at your own discretion. 

I repeat you have been warned.

Also READ the TAGS

Mostly BLs <<less

Time loop stories. Some of these can get pretty dark and deal with mental trauma, as well as questioning reality and whether a person is losing their sanity.... more>>

Many of these also have an element of mystery surrounding the time loop, and I do not want to say anything that might spoil them. So I am just giving my overall impressions.

Novels are in order starting with my favorite at number 1.

As always, I'm open to new novel suggestions to add. <<less

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This is a list of novels that, I have read and believe it shows most of the traits ,I have given in title.

Ecchi

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BL novels that are actually good. They're in random order!... more>>

( Some of my descriptions are still under construction :c ) <<less

Stories that feature soul mates cheated by fate.

a list of my fav angst / grovel novels

A list of BL works with Tragedy, Angst and Drama.... more>>

The levels of pain may vary and the time the angst last too; some may have just a few chapters or an arc of it, a little shorter, but meaningful (painful qwq) enough to be in these list. Others may have an (torture) of angst. (There is practically no dogblood-type of angst, only for a few exceptions.

I will rate them from 1-4 depending on the amount of tragedy or angst they have and how they hit (according to me, at least >.<

1 Being little (side characters tragic stories amd few chapters of pain) angst.

2 Main characters tragic past/story, etc. few chapters.

3 Several chapter or an arc of a Main or important character's suffering, physical or emotional.

4 Suffering prolonged for longer time, emotionally or physically, provoking an severe impact in the way the character sees the world and interacts with it.

Could be HE, BE or OE, however all are satisfyingly painful. <<less

Must read novels in NU !!!! 

*pew pew* but also *love you~*

This is just a list of series that I translated. If you like it, please follow it. Thank you.

1) This list is in order..... more>>

Kudos to all the translators who took time on translating these novels…and to the authors for making these great stories....

[[Random note: What’s up what’s up. It’s me your favorite butter and this is my recommendations list. I have other ones too but this one’s the longest, you can check them out too.]] <<less