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CN where the ML is the one with disabilities, or sickly characters or past trauma, or those sorts. Novels for MC is on another list.... more>> Contain spoiler 
BG/BL. Not much xianxia or world hopping. 
Feel free to recommend any :D <<less

CN novels where the MC has disabilities or sickly characters, or past trauma. Novels for MLs are in a different list. Contains spoiler. ... more>>

BG/BL. Not much world hopping or historical novels. 

Feel free to recommend any others :D <<less

I just love Bl novels

List for novels where the female lead has an illness/disability/is sickly that is either obvious or subtle (such as disabilities around mental illness) and has significance to the plot. May include novels where this is only for a portion of the story. ... more>>

Let your husbando ML take care of you! <<less

You know how the minute you see the “tragedy” “drama” “unrequited love” tags you’re like, NO this is not a novel I should read. ... more>>

BUT somehow you end up reading it anyways?

This is a list of novels that will make you get the feels, the heartache and also not want to put it down.

You have been warned.
Read at your own discretion. 

I repeat you have been warned.

Also READ the TAGS

Mostly BLs <<less

A compilation of novels translated by R.O.S. that I am currently reading, planning to read, and have read.... more>>

Read "William in the Closet" guys! <<less

Novels where the ML suffered a lot, but got a new happy ending.... more>>

I just wanted to create a list for my loves that ended up losing their loved ones or had a sad life before. 

Here we have:

MLs who lost their lovers, but lucky they found them again.

MLs who had unrequited love in the past life but got a new chance in this life.

MLs that none of the family members or people around liked them.

MLs who suffered for any other reason.

It’s a mix of Josei, shoujo, shounen-ai and yaoi.  All have Happy Ending. <<less

Includes psychological and mystery stories as well. Some I didn't read fully

books that squeezes your chest with pain making your eyes water a little,,,,, ending in some type of hurt w comfort or no comfort at all... more>>

[also includes "quick transmigration world hopping" books cause i just love it when the mc has to die leaving their targets in misery cause i am a sad*st XD jk,,, or not ;))] <<less

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

Some recommendations for BL stories that have tragedy and heavy problems faced by MC. Maybe some have sad endings but some are happy.

want to read soon !!

these are all completely translated & have 50-100 chapters ... more>>

if some novels disappear, they should be in my “i love <3” list  <<less

these are all completely translated & have 1-50 chapters... more>>

if some novels disappear, they should be in my “i love <3” list  <<less

Novels I’ve read (all are completely translated <3 )... more>>

please read the novel’s descriptions/reviews and look up tws. I don’t list any, but some novels do have some problematic things.   <<less

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

all completed !! i'm actually not a fan of angst lmao but i still thought "i might get depressed tomorrow and I'll probably need this" then it piled up in my to-read list and so i built this nest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯... more>>

note: u might need to expect some of the stories to have a bad ending <<less

I’m sick of girls in novels who are written poorly to make the male leads look better. Who do nothing, yet receive the love of... more>> the world. Where the whole plot revolves around nothing but finding a man.  So enjoy these mentally/physically strong female MCs who put romance on the back burner. <<less

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BG and mostly focused on the two MCs

A list of BL works with Tragedy, Angst and Drama.... more>>

The levels of pain may vary and the time the angst last too; some may have just a few chapters or an arc of it, a little shorter, but meaningful (painful qwq) enough to be in these list. Others may have an (torture) of angst. (There is practically no dogblood-type of angst, only for a few exceptions.

I will rate them from 1-4 depending on the amount of tragedy or angst they have and how they hit (according to me, at least >.<

1 Being little (side characters tragic stories amd few chapters of pain) angst.

2 Main characters tragic past/story, etc. few chapters.

3 Several chapter or an arc of a Main or important character's suffering, physical or emotional.

4 Suffering prolonged for longer time, emotionally or physically, provoking an severe impact in the way the character sees the world and interacts with it.

Could be HE, BE or OE, however all are satisfyingly painful. <<less

well, as the name suggests, this list is full of story that makes me cry.

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do you want to die of heart wrenching pain? welcome.