sadness and pain

most novels that I’ve either finished or partially read (and enjoyed ofc)

if u want a good cry for whatever reasons— here take a bite of angst. bg & bl.

cry with me please

basically its short and it hurts

Stories that feature soul mates cheated by fate.

Likes to torture yourself by angsty plot and dog-blood drama? Come here baby, it's free real-estate.... more>>

I'll update this list periodically so don't be afraid of missing out!

Last update: Jul 21st, 2021 <<less

Like the name says, horror/ thriller/ mystery genre infused with Bl. It's a god-send combo.٩( ᐛ )و

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

These novels all gave me three tears :(

My favorite genres. You can check my review on these novels. I already read them, mostly! Anyway, pardon my English.

Stories that hurt so good. Some with happy endings, others not so much.

Time loop stories. Some of these can get pretty dark and deal with mental trauma, as well as questioning reality and whether a person is losing their sanity.... more>>

Many of these also have an element of mystery surrounding the time loop, and I do not want to say anything that might spoil them. So I am just giving my overall impressions.

Novels are in order starting with my favorite at number 1.

As always, I'm open to new novel suggestions to add. <<less

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This list contains everything from unrequired love to death of loved ones to sadistic tendencies, violence, r*pe, betrayal, love-hate and any other possible way to... more>> make your heart bleed. Trauma and psychological conditions included.  <<less

Uh... keep in mind these aren't put down in any specific order so ignore the 'ranking'. Not all of these are amazing but basically if... more>> they made me feel sad enough to cry or be on the verge of tears, welp goes in this list.  <<less

Action

Available in MTL:... more>>

• Rebirth: Ghost exorciser <<less

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Not gonna lie I’m kind of a sucker for tragedy and tear-jerking stories. I admit that I cry easily but these novels make it worse.... more>> So if you want to be depressed because you hate yourself then feel free to look through these. <<less

Special associations for ghosts from all corners of the world. About their legends, their myths, their past, and their tragedies.

Do you ever wake up from an unknown dream, crying into your pillow? No? Do you want to?... more>>

If you find yourself in need of a good cry, or you enjoy the feeling of a lump in your throat, or maybe you’re just a masochist. I don’t know. I don’t judge.

Anyways these are the crême de la crême of novels to make you cry, or just feel plain awful. Some of them have an uplifting tone at the end, but most of them... most of them just leave you despairing and inconsolable. It’s awful, and yet we keep coming back to it, hm?

Enjoy. Or don’t. Whatever you feel like doing, yeah? <<less

Also their long night of indulgence (not on NU)

Around 100 chapters max. Mostly less than 50 chapters.Most read some not. Mostly sorted.... more>>

Some stories may be really cliche and frustrating but everyone have different choices so decide for yourself. 

Most of them here are full of angst or just breezy read. Fluffy and tragic everything's here. <<less

I love depressed and s*uicadal woman or she could be mentally ill I would love to read. I will be editing to the list. I order them fav to least fav. I love angst novels but hate ones with abuser Ml.... more>>

(I don't wanna read him doing the most horrible thing to her and when she finally free, her going back to him because apparently she loved him. Obey me, my beloved oppressor, cry, or better beg, betrayal of dignity...every one of them has the same plot, same type of Fl&Ml but only changing is how they abuse her, sometimes even that is the same. So I suggest you all to stay away from them, if you get frustrated Fl with Stockholm sendrom, forgiving Ml just because they love him....)

♦️ >>> depression level <<less