This list is for the masochists out there who enjoy suffering and torturing themselves. (no tag excluded so you must carefully check the novel tags )... more>>

These bittersweet novels may have heavy angsty events but it all get solved in the end.happy ending assured 

PS: Tissues are a must <<less

sh*t that has my blood pressure rising

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

HE/Completed/shorts/shoujo/josei/romance/comedy/fluffy/funny/cute/sweet/pure/angst/drama/Tragedy/mature/action/fantasy/historical/modern....

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

Melodramatic and angsty BLs with the following trope and topics: ... more>>

- Breakup/ Divorce

- Transmigration & Rebirth

- Wife chasing crematorium / Regret 

- Cultivation, so ancient times 

- Unrequited love 

Some are TBR, but I read through the reviews and they fit in the list. Continuously updating this.  <<less

Stories that stabbed my heart and I enjoyed it.

all completed !! i'm actually not a fan of angst lmao but i still thought "i might get depressed tomorrow and I'll probably need this" then it piled up in my to-read list and so i built this nest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯... more>>

note: u might need to expect some of the stories to have a bad ending <<less

Before reading this novels make sure to grab a tissue!this novel will gonna make u angry,cry,sad!it also contains misunderstandings!

the novels where the fl, ml, or mc loves despite it all... more>>

did i cry while reading every novel? maybe. mind your business. <<less

Mainly BL (might branch out later)... more>>

Can and will make you cry so bring tissues <<less

Around 100 chapters max. Mostly less than 50 chapters.Most read some not. Mostly sorted.... more>>

Some stories may be really cliche and frustrating but everyone have different choices so decide for yourself. 

Most of them here are full of angst or just breezy read. Fluffy and tragic everything's here. <<less

Well, you know it already ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). Compilation of completed ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) novels, it can be CN, KR or JP. Read at your own risk. ... more>>

Most stories that I put are no more than 80 chapters probably (as long as it won't hit 100???)

P.S: Every story I put are already read by me and can guarantee that it is completed. Yes, there are still plenty of short smutty stories that I have yet to read but I am very reluctant to read it (because I think my brains will go poof, not leaving one single half braincell alive). However, if you have something that you can recommend, then please comment the name and reason why I should read it and I will with open arms, put it in this list once I finished reading it. And also, I already put the description and my rating review so you don't have to click each one of them to see the description.  <<less

This list contains some novels, reading which you may cry. 

Novels that have regretful ML, family’s, etc. I love novels like these since they tug my heart strings.

Too sad to read without tearing

Give it a read, and leave a rate & review ♥️

This is the list of my favorite novel

Favorite couples of all time - from sizzling chemistry with passionate romance, to bickering and bantering couples. Check out my Carrd if you want to... more>> see more quotes: https://allmydanmei.carrd.co/ <<less

-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

stories that makes me sobbing like a child :) 

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

Novels with divorce-themed. Has stories where the characters may or not be reconciled before or after they divorce.... more>>

In alphabetic order

[PT/BR] Novels com a temática de divórcio. Contém histórias onde os personagens podem ou não se reconcilharem antes ou depois de se divorciarem.

Em ordem alfabética

Part/Parte 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/20587/ <<less

Beautiful stories that have depth and sense of reality.... more>>

Comment below novels with beautiful moving plot.  <<less

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ... more>>

↷ unrequited love : childhood love : love triangles : first love  <<less