sadness and pain

Female leads who don’t give a flying f*ck

mystery . action /police/Schemes And Conspiracies / investigations/ spy /Secret Organizations / Storylines Interconnected and so on... 

The FL goes through countless reincarnations of the same life, in the same world, making different choices each time.... more>>

+ FL with countless transmigrations in multiple worlds/books <<less

novels that i plan on reading (or to wait until the novels are completed/translated)... more>>

novels that i finish reading on here will be placed onto the completed reads lists. <<less

Mostly evil or neutral main characters.... more>>

Stuff not on the site:

- How to Raise Your Regressor.

- Kaiju: Battlefield Surgeon (Audiobook for best experience). <<less

Rankings are totally random. It's gonna be updated. It's still a new list so bear with me. Min +500 chapters translated (although there will be... more>> rare cases of some novels having a little bit less chapters). I've been reading Chinese/Korean novels for 7+ years. If you don't see the chapters don't worry, novelupdates... they don't upload unofficial translations. Use novelfull or noveltop for reading, they're anti "webnovel" web sites, or other similar websites.
"Preferably" Chaotic Neutral and Lawful Evil MCs. Male MC only. Hate IET novels except for the Stellar Transformations as it was my first novel. Hate cheap faceslapping and arrogant youngmasters. This is a forbidden territory for The Desolate Era lovers.. go away. Chinese & Korean novels only. As everyone knows, there are two different perspectives for a novel review. The true, detailed analysis and the one that is based on personal opinion. The novels on this list, are all selected after detailed analyses, not personal opinion. They all (seriously) are quality works but you might not like them. It depends on your taste. Nothing is perfect. <<less

Well, the apathetic, ruthless and evil protagonists are very charismatic, so I will make a list with protagonists that will give you a different flavor !!... more>>

Also the list is not made up of any novel with those labels, obviously they have to be the most outstanding !!

Some may not seem at first like this, but thanks to an excellent character development we can enjoy these protagonists.

I will put novels of more than 1000 chapters or that are complete.
This list has neither better nor worse, judge according to your criteria. <<less

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Different & unique FLs.... more>>

Cold, ruthless, even mad FLs

Order doesn't matter.

No weak, s*upid FLs. <<less

O Apathy is thine name.
MCs who were abused or neglected to become... whatever this is?... more>>

please add any recs <<less

Not your typical FL/plot (mostly tragic undertone)... more>>

Order of novels matters (for the first 15 smth, then I won't bother sorting them anymore) PS: Order greatly influenced by the time I read them, how well I remember them and by the uniqueness of the FL.

The tags are for all novels, but not all novels have all tags. The tags represent the things that I look for in novels. It's hard to find all of them in a single novel, if you find 5 in one it's really good, but to find it in 10 it's sadly only a dream.  So if you love one of this novels, you'll probably love the other too even if it's different. Each novel has at least 4 of those tags and other thrilling ones (manipulative FL, aloof FL, genius protagonist, charming FL, sharp-tongued FL, stubborn protagonist, mu*der and crimes, tough past plays an important role, reincarnation, revenge, second chance, mature feeling, mature FL, calm FL, doting love interest, power couple, devoted love interest, seduction)

The similarity between all: 

- not a fragile, submissive, prude and weak-willed FL

- not an a**hole, abusive ML

- not a dumb and repetitive vocabulary and sentences, such as: "obedient", "good girl", "nooo" (saying it just to have smth to say), a lot of s*upid unnecessary exaggerations of curses from antagonists etc

- honest, unconditional love

- good plot/ really good plot/ super unique

- from good to really good translations <<less

disillusioned, unflappable, mature, hedonistic, or calm, but not cold, ruthless, or face-slapping. basically mostly reincarnation/transmigration with FL who isn't cliche, doesn't want drama, and has... more>> tired lazy aunt energy. low stakes, fluffy plots, or if there is plot, the FL gets involved reluctantly or minimally.  <<less

Mainly strong female characters with brains, beautiful leads, power play or intrigue, good plot and world building. I do have soft spots for handsome men... more>> and handsome female leads. Sometimes with a dash of fantasy, but almost all the time historical. Not in any order. <<less

This is exactly like what it sounds. Sometimes my depression overrules all other feelings, and these are the stories that I gravitate towards in those moments.... more>>

This list is a mixture of a bunch of genres. <<less

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FLs who only wish for eternal rest or those who just have no more expectations.... more>>

Unemotional, expresionless, daring and unafraid.

Or just FLs who don't give a f*uck

Depression and depiction of cruelty. Mainly tragedies. Some could have more depth and clarity with a better translation or writing, but better then the same old plots. <<less

I'm honestly tired of runaway FLs and groveling MLs trope that overpowers 90% of rofan K-novels. Yes, I might get canceled for this, but what can I say? That trope isn't my cup of tea, even after reading tons of similar stories.... more>>

So, let's get crazy, shall we? <<less

I like sane, smart and scheming characters. ... more>>

My Royalroad recommendations ~

-Fodder

-Castle Kingside

-Arrogant Young Master Template A Variation 4

-Ave Xia Rem Y

-Beware of Chicken

-Chrysalis

-The Red Lands

-The Rise of Lord <<less

I'll be adding my own ratings for each novel on this list. The core of this list is the [S] rating. The rest are just additions.... more>>

[S]: Masterpiece

[A]: Very Good

[B]: Good

[C]: Normal <<less

no romance/harem, just stories with good world and no Cliché stories with repetitive storylines.... more>>

each novel has a short description for better understanding.

Order of the novels in the list is according to my personal opinion and preferences. 

please tell me in the comments if you have a recommendation. <<less

FLs that somehow awaken in a "s*upid novel" they once read. ... more>>

More on the comical and interesting side than the realistic one (besides being transported in a book world, duh). The writing is not really deep and serious, also the books have a similar writing, or feeling.

Light read 

Not all the tags are in the same novel

I haven't read all of them

Gladly accepting suggestions <<less

This is not in order...

List of bl genre novels. ... more>>

Read, laugh and cry. 

This is my list of favourite bl novels, I specially like romcom and mystery/horror genre sooo you can expect the novels to be more excitinggg!!! I mostly like both mc and the ml in these novels. Ml was doting and powerful. Mc was also powerful and clever. 

Survival game/Escape game. 

ABO(Alpha, Beta, Omega) world. 

Cultivation- master/disciple romance. 

Live broadcast/Variety shows. 

Horror. Some may contain mu*ders and gore. 

Fluff school romance novels.  <<less

Simply put, novels with a protagonist that shows distinct moments of apathy towards certain moments, the situation they are found in or people.... more>>

Granted, it's deserved apathy.

The novels are in no particular order. <<less