These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

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⚠️Descriptions cointain spoilers⚠️ <<less

This is the list of my favorite novel

For people who likes pain and want themselves to  suffer by reading angst novels like me:) 

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Mostly about MC transmigration into a cannon fodder tropes. Rebirth, age regression and/or second chances to live their lives and getting revenge from the white... more>> lotus/green tea b*****s, and also ML's regretting their missed opportunities or trying to get the MC to love them again.   <<less

The second part of my reading list + impression of the novels... As mentioned before, I don't actually love (but I at least mildly enjoy) every novel in this list so this will be my impressions on the novels I've read. Not all the stories I like are actually that good but they somehow still strike my heart!... more>>

Note: The order shows when I read them. The novels are not ranked! <<less

There is no particular order. I only read (and thus include) completed novels. I'm an impatient person and I can't wait for ages to get... more>> a new chapter. <<less

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I'll only add novels I like which has 4 + stars ✨. Reminder; some novels may have 'r4pe' tags or 'gor3'. 

List of BL novel and Danmeis I've read. Both with complete English translation + MTL + Google Translate. Enjoy !

A Collection of Chinese yaoi and shounen-ai in various genres. All of them are in Alphabet orders not ranked. ... more>>

Transmigration, Reincarnation, Reborn, Rebirth..etc.

Drama, Comedy, Sci-fi, Slice-of-life, Mature, Horror, Romance..etc.

Modern Day, Entertainment. Apocalypse, Sports, Xianxia..etc

Novels, Games, Systems, Another world, Multiple Realms,...etc

Cunning, Calm, Cold, Clever, Confident protagonist...etc

Possessive, Obsessive, Arrogant, Shameless, Yandere...etc

Demons, Gods, Monsters, Beasts, Zombies, Dragons...etc

Enemies to Lovers, Weak to strong, Poor to Rich...etc.

Some of the links are dead so just copy the website link that I commented on and search on google/chrome or somewhere that you prefer. I hope you guys find something that suits your taste in this list. Anyways Happy Reading guys!! <<less

-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

Cry :) BE and HE does not matter here. These novels just make me cry.

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ... more>>

↷ unrequited love : childhood love : love triangles : first love  <<less

When the gong has to chase his little wife back... more>>

Extremely dog blood  <<less

Cry your eye out

Favorite of all time

mostly contains harassment on MC who although born rich but he was exposed to the light of misfortune in life before meeting ML.MC and ML... more>> both come from rich families, or one of them was rich and another one is poor.  <<less

All the novel that I had read. Messy list of all sort of genres but it is all BL. Also, mostly feel good and comedy,... more>> as I am not very good with emotional one. This is all completed project. <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/37496/?ft=yes... more>>

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novels i should read