I have created this list for people like me to likes to taste the angst and tests for endura. Certainly not too much though. ... more>>

These are not for someone who loves fluffy and sweetness so, please refrain from it otherwise! 

HE!!! <<less

do you like cheating? abuse? humiliation?sacrifices?... more>>

do you also like redemption? second chances?  healing? 

In short, do you want to drown in tears. Torture yourself with the characters' misery and cry along with them? This is for you.  <<less

Welcome to my favorite gay smut. A few warnings: It's yaoi, MxM, FxF; most of it does have s*xual content.
All the novels that I have added in my list are of high quality and complete. So don't hesitate, pick one and start reading.... more>>

If you want my suggestion, then start from the novel "very happy" (#20). It's my favorite. ♥️ <<less

It's a list with every manhua/manhwa/manga that I had read and found that has a novel so we have transmigration, second chances, a bit of... more>> pure love, some ancient plots, showbiz and many plot twists. <<less

In the name, the MC/ML is going to drop a scum for the better (looking, OG, nicer, more powerful,) model. Everyone should upgrade when they can. Who will settle for second best when these better Love Interests are available and ready to mingle.... more>>

Order? what order? Just read them alright. <<less

All the angst and sweetness of school age love

Finished novels with age difference. Older love interest mostly. in*est my be there in some way.

List of novels I've read and left a deep impression on me. Novels that I wished I could read it again for the first time.... more>> *Not on the right order because I cannot decide which one should be in the top rank <<less

BG. Series with younger brothers as male leads. either it's a stepbrother, half-brother or bio brother (though I prefer the first two way more).... more>>

If there is a younger brother ML but he is non-virg*n, a playboy or scum, I wouldn't put it down here. I prefer cute virg*n younger brother or the obsessive yandere younger brother trope.

Manga with younger brother ML that I like: Binetsu Kuukan. Game with younger brother ML that I like: Shun from Watajuu. <<less

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : ancient times .°୭... more>>

ˎˊ˗↷ mostly senior martial brother as shou : junior martial brother as gong <<less

"older shou/shou in a position of power: *saves the young gong from a life of peril or poverty and becomes his light and hope*... more>>

gong: I am going to become strong and powerful and f*ck him one day" <<less

All the angsty BL

Slight yandere tendencies... more>>

Hardcore yandere tendencies 

Possessive characters

Contain the following: omegaverse, Transmigration, and younger love interest, BL, straight love <<less

WARNING, there might be spoilers here so yeahhh... more>>

A list of Danmei/BL/Shounen Ai novels I’ve finished reading. I’ll rate it from 1 to 5.

1/5- I don’t like

3/5- Satisfactory/ok

5/5- I LOVE it

I might also write specific things I liked and disliked about the novel depending on my mood.

Note that this my OPINION OPINION OPINION (Important things must be said three times) <<less

completed

Bl novels I’ve read

These are the one's i enjoyed reading the most and would probably read them again.

in*est might be present in some ways. 

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Scummy gongs, ML has strong character development, Gong is possessive as shit. Its like crack to me. 

BL in this genre that I have rated 4 or 5 out of 5. Really memorable plots, great characters and books I'd read again or compare against. ... more>>

For my completed BL reading lists: 

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/17336/

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/35232/ <<less

These are some BL novel that I've been read before and some reviews from me! 

You know the ones I'm talking about, where the characters are in some action packed glamorous setting , whether its in the business world, or acting world etc.... more>>

tons of dogblood, drama, groveling, and everything my melodrama starving self needs

and also they are super steamy~ <<less

~ title is pretty self-explanatory ... more>>

~ in these trying times most of my reads are on lighter side ( although you can find good old angst and slowburn too )

~ I prefer longer complete novels (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。

~ will try to write review after it's all done ?? <<less

• Whether it is the gong or the shou is irrelevant.... more>>

Gong/seme - Shou/uke - MC: Main character - ML: Male leader/love interest <<less