awful sibling relationships (step-siblings, siblings as villains, fake child, scum family, family conflict as major plot point) :) i luv this trope... more>>

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Translated c-novels, lots of emotional damage. Strictly danmei, and prepare your tissues! I'll add more as soon as I finished another on my reading list. 

I cared more for them and wanted to read more about them. They were definitely more interesting than the MLs. I do not excuse their... more>> actions but this doesn't change the fact that they were more interesting than the ML, at least for me.  <<less

All about dum Gong wasting their Shou

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

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A list of light novels with this similar trope where the MC is betrayed by their close friends and family only to make them become... more>> somewhat emotionless and low self-esteem.  <<less

books that squeezes your chest with pain making your eyes water a little,,,,, ending in some type of hurt w comfort or no comfort at all... more>>

[also includes "quick transmigration world hopping" books cause i just love it when the mc has to die leaving their targets in misery cause i am a sad*st XD jk,,, or not ;))] <<less

Novels where the MC meets the ML and/or close friends before being separated and when they meet again later the ML/friends don’t recognize her, normally leading to them being jerks who regret when they find out who she really is.... more>>

Mostly ones where they meet under different identities but a couple where the soul is moved to another body after a betrayal.

Please recommend any I missed and I will add them! I’m on a kick with this trope. <<less

Novels that just aren't it for me and Why.

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Stories that stabbed my heart and I enjoyed it.

A list with characters who are fond of plotting against their enemies, are uncovering great schemes and/or of characters who are caught in the schemes of their enemies. ... more>>

Stories with big schemes that will make your mind blow and your head dizzy.

Top 17 are some of the most scheming protagonists imo, only the first three are ranked according to whom I belive are the most schemming of all, the other ones were hard to decide qwq, though they are more or less ranked too. Those guys are really cunning...

The ones more at the bottom are, either not soooo schemming or not really schemming at all, they were caught in other people's schemes and conspiracies, don't know if it would be convinient to point them out to differenciate. <<less

A list of BL works with Tragedy, Angst and Drama.... more>>

The levels of pain may vary and the time the angst last too; some may have just a few chapters or an arc of it, a little shorter, but meaningful (painful qwq) enough to be in these list. Others may have an (torture) of angst. (There is practically no dogblood-type of angst, only for a few exceptions.

I will rate them from 1-4 depending on the amount of tragedy or angst they have and how they hit (according to me, at least >.<

1 Being little (side characters tragic stories amd few chapters of pain) angst.

2 Main characters tragic past/story, etc. few chapters.

3 Several chapter or an arc of a Main or important character's suffering, physical or emotional.

4 Suffering prolonged for longer time, emotionally or physically, provoking an severe impact in the way the character sees the world and interacts with it.

Could be HE, BE or OE, however all are satisfyingly painful. <<less

For those who want to be left bawling their eyes out while reading some oneshots and other stories (sorry beforehand if it doesn't, I'm just... more>> an emotional person). <<less

MC's Ex, ML, or family eventually regret what they did to MC. There may be face slapping and groveling/chasing after MC.... more>>

Mix of long and short stories, Happy Ending (HE) and Bad Ending (BE), Boy-Girl (BG) and Boys Love (BL). All stories will be labeled.

BG at beginning of the list, BL at later part of the list. <<less

I've read these more than once. (¬‿¬) Great reads for BL lovers

BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

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This is the list of my favorite rebirth novel. But for my forever top favorite list is still in my "List Of My Fav". Go... more>> check on the list that i created in my profile acc <<less

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Too sad to read without tearing

LOVED reading and would highly recommend.... more>>

All completed novels. <<less

This is the list of my favorite novel