Too sad to read without tearing

Novels that have regretful ML, family’s, etc. I love novels like these since they tug my heart strings.

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BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

some that i've read! 
as the title suggests, they are xianxia/wuxia/historical/cultivation setting; aka one of my fav themes in novels :)

для себя 

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Fully translated BL novels. Yaoi 4.3 - 4.1 rating.... more>>

See https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/85418/ for Shounen Ai only. <<less

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

I reached the maximum on pt 2.

Novels where the ML suffered a lot, but got a new happy ending.... more>>

I just wanted to create a list for my loves that ended up losing their loved ones or had a sad life before. 

Here we have:

MLs who lost their lovers, but lucky they found them again.

MLs who had unrequited love in the past life but got a new chance in this life.

MLs that none of the family members or people around liked them.

MLs who suffered for any other reason.

It’s a mix of Josei, shoujo, shounen-ai and yaoi.  All have Happy Ending. <<less

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Second edition of list is here:... more>>

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/68099/ <<less

I just love Bl novels

List of BL that I've read and enjoyed well enough (Rated as 2-2.5/4 on my genres lists). Updates periodically.

I am loosing sight of all the stuff I read and liked or want to read still ? so ... Mostly cultivation stuff or historical. I have no standards and tend to read almost everything to have an excuse to procrastinate :,) So check the NU tags please.... more>>

It is mostly (!) sorted by how much I enjoyed it(I I finished it). To be read are at the very bottom, on hold (for various reasons ) in the middle.

Comments, Suggestions and additional warnings are welcome! (Like saying "Hippo What.The.f*ck. 'Series x not angst?! Are your feelings dead?!'" to which the answer is "Yes, they are" So I rely on others to tell me if I didn't pick up on the angst)

Removed cause I yeeted them like a hot potato(or "a list can only hold 100 but other ppl might enjoy and i wanna remember i dropped em"): 

-I've led the villain astray how do i fix it

-The protagonist is in the right position to get along with the villain <<less

No goal here, just a list of the novels i've read or as stated in the name started.  Some I haven't been able to complete... more>> because the translations were halted or because i'm an idiot and I can't get myself to finish a book without starting at least 5 others. <<less

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May include novels which I have yet to complete reading along with my other TBRs... more>>

- Josei, Danmei

- Historical, Modern

- Palace / Political Intrigue, Scheming, Military Pursuits

- Economic Reforms, Gao Kao (College Exam) Restoration

- Fame, Acting, E-sports

- Systems, Knowledge of the Past / Future, Time Travel <<less

Third list of BL that i want to read