Major hurt/comfort simp. ... more>>

Been hurting all my life with no one to comfort me so reading a hurt/sickly MC being worried/doted/cared for/loved on really soothes my soul or something twisted like that. I'm trying to find meaning behind all the suffering. Hmnn yeah that sounds about right, I wanna read meaningful suffering.

SSSSE (Self Sacrifice= sacrificing themselves for others/a greater good) (Self Suffering= is hurting/carrying burden/enduring hardship on their own) (Exposed= other people find out leading in increased positive action/attention towards them and or it affects other people in some way so there is meaning to the suffering)

Absolutely love the vomiting blood and everybody worries trope. MC in pain? It's okay baby it's all worth it there will be people that will take care of you or make up for it. Fluff stuff. Spurting blood is fun and all but psychological hurt also rubs me right, stuff like taking blame then the other party regretting and making up for it? Angst stuff. Mmm working too hard or getting hurt in place of others is also nice.

Romance. No romance. Straight. BL. Some I read using mtl.

tl;dr I just wanna talk about the novels I've read but highlight the heart abuse scenes :)

*Recommendations are welcomed but not always accepted to the list ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

If you decide to follow, I'll warmly say; Welcome to the cult  <( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)> <<less

BL novels that has cute children. Also check out my part 2 - BL CHILDCARE. I've put some mpreg novels in there that are not... more>> included here. Tho I've reached the 100 novels limit in this list, I will replace them with more fluffy children novels. So be sure to follow. <<less

[Keywords: Healing, Relaxing.] WHERE THE MENG/fluff IS THE FOCUS, not mere mentions! I created this list bcos I had enough being sad when the author conveniently forgets the baby (despite how it's advertised ;_; ). (PS: Check tags for BL, Het or Gen/non-romance stories)... more>>

mpreg=/=babies. NOT ALL MPREG HAVE HUGE FEATURE OF KIDS. Plus there are also people who avoid mpreg like a plague so I've put a tag. 

Meng is served in different kinds and I sorted them as: 

1.) Actual babies. Usually together with the tag #childcare. ✨️️️(human)bun ✴️child MC ⛳mpreg baby ⚙️️ virtual cub

2.) Transformed MC/ML. Usually the romantic partner has a cute form. ❣️️️️cub become lover(not real cub) , pet become lover ⚙️️ virtual lover

3.) Real, actual pet/animal raised by MC or ML ⛵beast companion(pokemon sorta) ♈real pet

Takame Bun dictionary:  

◼️ 'Meng' - cute ◼️ 'Meng-seller' - showing off cuteness ◼️  'Rua' - petting/cuddling  ◼️ 'Yaoijing' - animal spirit cultivator that gained human form ◼️ 'sh*t shovel officer / poop-scooper / cat-s*ave' - same meaning being too obsessed with pet you're willing to be a hooman laborer for free.  ◼️ BEAST CUBS: kids of beastmen that were born in baby animal form.  <<less

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first this list is just for light read and read it for fun and sweet moment to repair ur soul  dont expect any special plot .  second MC or ML is non human or transmit or turn into an animal so if u are a fan of this kind of story dont miss it.  third some novels has r*pe or violence element PAY ATTENTION  to tages !!!  feel free to comment if i missed any novel... more>>

List 2: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/54809/?ft=yes <<less

This is a list just to compile everything I read cause you know, can't keep it forever in my phone. not meant to be organized... more>> just trying to get all the stuff in one place.  <<less

Other...
*becoming the king's man (yaoi) [manga] tag: transmigration.... more>>

*The Whole Entertainment Circle Begs Me To Shut Up (全娱乐圈都求我闭嘴)

*I Raise Monsters In the Interstellar

*QT: Don't fall in love with the Male Lead (Novel)

*Return to Devil's Lover [Manga]

* Fall in mistake love [Manga]

*Return to 100 Ways to Heal a Psychopath [manga/novel] <<less

Stories with (usually) older MLs who is raising or somehow involved in raising the (physically and/or mentally) younger shou... more>>

Note that "raising" here may also mean pampering our xiao shou to high heavens <<less

Sweet cinnamon roll MLs and FLs whom you’ll want to hug.... more>>

BL at the end of the list <<less

BL novels where the MC is not a human or is transformed/can transform to other...things :D
(No particular order)... more>>

{Does not include God, vampire, or devil MCs even though they are technically non-human c: } {All MC are shou/uke}

(Raw novel list in the comments below)

Xhy's max rating:
5 ♡ - Super good, super cute, super adorable, dogfood galore

5 ☆ - Amazing Plot, very touching, hilarious as fork <<less

Novels with cute, innocent non-humans, mostly animals. Will include mostly fluffy novels (HE & some tragedy): where mc was previously an animal; where mc is able to transform into an animal; of course, novels where mc is an animal; and novels with pets. ... more>>

- this list will not include any orc/beast tribe harem novels  <<less

BL tales that are set during the apocalypse or deal with the undead, zombies, plague, etc.

this list is for the novels that i've finished reading, that you might like and i want to recommend to you (i might include some that i couldn't finish because ...(╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠))... more>>

note: you're safe here, not much angst cause my heart can't bare it

my ratings: no more ratings because your dear author is very lazy but everything here is perfect, amazing, good and decent. ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ <<less

List of my Read and To-Read novels categorized roughly as Horror, Unlimited Flow, Apocalypse, and World Hopping (Horror related and not)... more>>

Rating on a "relative" scale of my personal enjoyment (Not Objective)

4: Favorite. 3: Liked. 2: Ok. 1: Meh. 0: Didn't like/Didn't finish. N/a: To Read <<less

BL / MALE-MALE / DANMEI / BOY'S LOVE... more>>

HORROR as the main genre. But can ALSO be INFINITE FLOW / UNLIMITED FLOW, INSTANCES, SURVIVAL GAMES, SUPERNATURAL, GORE, APOCALYPSE,ETC.

PS. I WILL MAKE ANOTHER LIST FOR SPECIFIC GENRES LIKE INFINITE FLOW, APOCALYPSE, ETC. <<less

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Mostly horror                                          Special abilities, mutations, mysteries, saving the world, power couple, cruel characters, obsessive love, yandere, black belly, psychopaths, secret organizations, infinite flow, thriller, slow romance, established relationships, rebirth, human weapon, weak to strong, etc.....
1-35 HORROR tagged... more>>

After that it's either zombies, apocalypse, supernatural stuff, survival games. <<less

Novels that have a decent MC involved in either Apocalypse-Setting, Fighting against Monster and or within Dungeon. No Harem allow in this list. BL are Okay :D ... more>>

Tags Includes: Gate to Another World, Parallel Worlds, Fantasy World, World Hopping/Quick Transmigration, Monsters, Dungeons, Apocalypse, OP-Protagonist, Martial Arts, Mystery, Sci-Fi, Supernatural, Seinen, Action, Adventurer, Comedy, Slice-of-Life,  <<less

Novels where the ML or MC turn into a cat/dog. 

I mostly like to read the ones with zombies and special ability so most of the novels on the list are those types and only... more>> a small part are that brain cells consuming ones.  <<less

Endangered Translated Danmei (#UNRANKED) Part 1... more>>

PSW-Protected: CG (Chrysanthemum Garden), DN (Dummy Novels), Foxaholic, RMT (Rainbow Mushroom), TM (Tailor MTL), CGG (Chicken Gege), PP (Peach Pits), PD (Perpetual Daydreams), BT (Betwixted Butterfly)

Copy-Protection Only:  TTL (Travis Translation), SB (Strictly Bromance), ST (Sleepy Translation), ChiChi

Chapters Locked / Website Down:  KK Translates, Rrrrhexia, TPR (The Potato Room), Lianyin

Declared No Action: BlackBoxTL, WST (White Sky), IAB (IAmABanana)

Translators not mentioned are ones that have no announcement regarding this issue, therefore no action unless otherwise noted. But there is still the possibility that the translations might be taken down. <<less

untranslated novels:
有丝分裂后爆红全星际
我可能是条假人鱼
虫族之完美雌虫别拿锦鲤不当神兽[星际]
虫族之全星际都想和我生崽
巨龙，巨龙，你擦亮眼
天使不是鸟人[星际]
捡到一只深海之主
我又穿成了非人类[快穿]
社恐穿书成大佬的坐骑人鱼

What is moral?*evil smile*

Recommended bl

Basically a list of mostly apocalyptic genre novels. Just putting them in one list so its gonna be easy to look for them especially the ones I'm looking forward to. ... more>>

Once again, the list is at my own preference.  <<less