Major hurt/comfort simp. ... more>>

Been hurting all my life with no one to comfort me so reading a hurt/sickly MC being worried/doted/cared for/loved on really soothes my soul or something twisted like that. I'm trying to find meaning behind all the suffering. Hmnn yeah that sounds about right, I wanna read meaningful suffering.

SSSSE (Self Sacrifice= sacrificing themselves for others/a greater good) (Self Suffering= is hurting/carrying burden/enduring hardship on their own) (Exposed= other people find out leading in increased positive action/attention towards them and or it affects other people in some way so there is meaning to the suffering)

Absolutely love the vomiting blood and everybody worries trope. MC in pain? It's okay baby it's all worth it there will be people that will take care of you or make up for it. Fluff stuff. Spurting blood is fun and all but psychological hurt also rubs me right, stuff like taking blame then the other party regretting and making up for it? Angst stuff. Mmm working too hard or getting hurt in place of others is also nice.

Romance. No romance. Straight. BL. Some I read using mtl.

tl;dr I just wanna talk about the novels I've read but highlight the heart abuse scenes :)

*Recommendations are welcomed but not always accepted to the list ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

If you decide to follow, I'll warmly say; Welcome to the cult  <( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)> <<less

List of Yaoi and Shounen Ai novels about zombie apocalypse

[Keywords: Healing, Relaxing.] WHERE THE MENG/fluff IS THE FOCUS, not mere mentions! I created this list bcos I had enough being sad when the author conveniently forgets the baby (despite how it's advertised ;_; ). (PS: Check tags for BL, Het or Gen/non-romance stories)... more>>

mpreg=/=babies. NOT ALL MPREG HAVE HUGE FEATURE OF KIDS. Plus there are also people who avoid mpreg like a plague so I've put a tag. 

Meng is served in different kinds and I sorted them as: 

1.) Actual babies. Usually together with the tag #childcare. ✨️️️(human)bun ✴️child MC ⛳mpreg baby ⚙️️ virtual cub

2.) Transformed MC/ML. Usually the romantic partner has a cute form. ❣️️️️cub become lover(not real cub) , pet become lover ⚙️️ virtual lover

3.) Real, actual pet/animal raised by MC or ML ⛵beast companion(pokemon sorta) ♈real pet

Takame Bun dictionary:  

◼️ 'Meng' - cute ◼️ 'Meng-seller' - showing off cuteness ◼️  'Rua' - petting/cuddling  ◼️ 'Yaoijing' - animal spirit cultivator that gained human form ◼️ 'sh*t shovel officer / poop-scooper / cat-s*ave' - same meaning being too obsessed with pet you're willing to be a hooman laborer for free.  ◼️ BEAST CUBS: kids of beastmen that were born in baby animal form.  <<less

Endangered Translated Danmei (#UNRANKED) Part 1... more>>

PSW-Protected: CG (Chrysanthemum Garden), DN (Dummy Novels), Foxaholic, RMT (Rainbow Mushroom), TM (Tailor MTL), CGG (Chicken Gege), PP (Peach Pits), PD (Perpetual Daydreams), BT (Betwixted Butterfly)

Copy-Protection Only:  TTL (Travis Translation), SB (Strictly Bromance), ST (Sleepy Translation), ChiChi

Chapters Locked / Website Down:  KK Translates, Rrrrhexia, TPR (The Potato Room), Lianyin

Declared No Action: BlackBoxTL, WST (White Sky), IAB (IAmABanana)

Translators not mentioned are ones that have no announcement regarding this issue, therefore no action unless otherwise noted. But there is still the possibility that the translations might be taken down. <<less

Stories based in or around the apocalypse, making to keep track of them most of them have a romance element, mostly CN, excluding most harem and shounen type novels... more>>

The comments like 'dropped'or 'pass' are some of my reading list notes so I could search apocalypse tag excluding everything I put in this list by labelling these as my 'apocalypse reading list' <<less

This is a list just to compile everything I read cause you know, can't keep it forever in my phone. not meant to be organized... more>> just trying to get all the stuff in one place.  <<less

this list is for the novels that i've finished reading, that you might like and i want to recommend to you (i might include some that i couldn't finish because ...(╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠))... more>>

note: you're safe here, not much angst cause my heart can't bare it

my ratings: no more ratings because your dear author is very lazy but everything here is perfect, amazing, good and decent. ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ <<less

BL novels where the MC is not a human or is transformed/can transform to other...things :D
(No particular order)... more>>

{Does not include God, vampire, or devil MCs even though they are technically non-human c: } {All MC are shou/uke}

(Raw novel list in the comments below)

Xhy's max rating:
5 ♡ - Super good, super cute, super adorable, dogfood galore

5 ☆ - Amazing Plot, very touching, hilarious as fork <<less

Novels that have a decent MC involved in either Apocalypse-Setting, Fighting against Monster and or within Dungeon. No Harem allow in this list. BL are Okay :D ... more>>

Tags Includes: Gate to Another World, Parallel Worlds, Fantasy World, World Hopping/Quick Transmigration, Monsters, Dungeons, Apocalypse, OP-Protagonist, Martial Arts, Mystery, Sci-Fi, Supernatural, Seinen, Action, Adventurer, Comedy, Slice-of-Life,  <<less

Since I don't have any new space in my former BL list, here is the new one!! ... more>>

I'll add every new novel that I've recently found and judged as an amazing one~  (人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+

PS: I like almost every genre, so I guess everyone can find something for themselves here haha <<less

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These are high ranking novels in popularity

Stories with (usually) older MLs who is raising or somehow involved in raising the (physically and/or mentally) younger shou... more>>

Note that "raising" here may also mean pampering our xiao shou to high heavens <<less

Novels where the ML or MC turn into a cat/dog. 

You can find here the BL novel about trasmigration and reborn protagonist that i love the most ^_^  enjoy your read!!

Sure would have been nice if I came across a list like this when I first crawled in the trenches. ... more>>

Occasionally, I need to remind myself why I'm here in the first place. I don't necessarily have a preference... well, maybe I do now that I look back on it. But the main criteria is that they need to be well written.

You know, something that'll move my unbeating heart. :') <<less

My favorite BLs. That I've read and loved. Nearly all of them have complete translations bcz I hate reading MTL. So if you're like me... more>> and looking for completed translations you have found them. For some reason NU doesn't have a smut tag anymore so just know that some are smut. <<less

List of my Read and To-Read novels categorized roughly as Horror, Unlimited Flow, Apocalypse, and World Hopping (Horror related and not)... more>>

Rating on a "relative" scale of my personal enjoyment (Not Objective)

4: Favorite. 3: Liked. 2: Ok. 1: Meh. 0: Didn't like/Didn't finish. N/a: To Read <<less

Novels where the main plot/premise is the main CP get richer or get stronger~!... more>>

NOTE: In-depth reviews (only minor spoilers) for each are available on my profile~  <<less

Completed Novels Only.

For my future self.
MY RECORD.
To reread.It has all the novels whether i lived them or not but i droped some(are in my dropped-readlist). ... more>> /> No particular order(*too lazy*).Random Genre.
Order-FAVOURITE-NICE-GOOD-NOT MY CUP OF TEA .  ۝ ♡
Contains RAINBOW CULTURE(i.e. all sexualities).
(If there is someone out there whose taste matches mine then please recommend some more novels). <<less

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Sweet cinnamon roll MLs and FLs whom you’ll want to hug.... more>>

BL at the end of the list <<less

Books that I've finish reading. This is just all random Boy's Love, Shounen Ai, and Yaoi novels I've read in these short years of becoming a fan of this genre.... more>>

P.S. All my reviews might be slightly subjective, so I hope you'll be aware of this and understand it. Also, I am a reader that has a very low bottom line and can easily adapt to some plot. Another, I'm not bothered by the strong patriotism of some Chinese translated novel. So, expect that some novels to be like that and I wouldn't even mind. If you're easily triggered, I just hope you can find the novels you wanted to read. Nevertheless, all the books I read, all depends on my mood. Hehe. 

LASTLY, A WARNING! The review below will contain some spoilers so, read at your own risk.  <<less

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