While looking at the selection you may realize that I have way too much time on my hands, which causes my friends to have a lot of questions about me, ha ha ha... I'm probably fine...probably...... more>>

Feel free to give recommendations in the comments!

Also, this is the continuation of this list called, "BL Medieval/Western Fantasy #2" (incredibly original, right?): https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/62564/?ft=yes

(cause I ran out of space in this one <3) <<less

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

Comment below if you know such novels.     <<less

Series with either the MC or the ML as a merman/merfolk/siren or fish person (to a degree)... more>>

this doesnt include QT

Novels closer to #1 are ones ive personally finished and/or enjoyed.

Comment anything you think I should include (not that theres alot with this theme anyway QAQ) <<less

all the mermen~  ... more>>

{sort order is mermen > other water creatures > merman arc QTs} <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

Mostly completed novels because cliffhanger in angst wont ever let me live my life in peace... more>>

Tw: Many of these novels may contain mention of self harm, depression, bullying, abuse, r*pe and su*cide. So, please please read reviews and tags properly before picking up a novel.  <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

Collection of BL Novels centered around the concept of the Beloved creature of the Sea like Mermaid/Siren as the love interest!

(Not in order) kings, knights, princes, commoners, priests, mages, angels and demons, heroes, adventurers please god juzt give me my perfect bI... more>>

(Some game elements, some transmigration, "mmorpg" styled setting, and european ambience)

I usually scan through smut before i read lmao, ill try and reference chaps if ur in just for that

I dont add every single book that belongs in the genre simply for the fact that i havent seen it yet or i just dont like them. Down for suggestions coz im similarly down bad. <<less

♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

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↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ... more>>

↷ unrequited love : childhood love : love triangles : first love  <<less

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angst angst angst angst  ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
people sometimes like to read things they know will eventually hurt them. so, here. a compilation of novels which may bring us to hell all together ^_____^... more>>

also, check the tags. i added bg and bl novels :,) <<less

Mostly bl... more>>

Mostly oneshots and short stories. <<less

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Collection of books where either MC or ML is a Mermaid.... more>>

MxM, GxG, Straight <<less

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

if u want a good cry for whatever reasons— here take a bite of angst. bg & bl.

NOTE: Some of my notes about a novel might contain SPOILERS. Read slowly so you can stop in time after the warning. ... more>>

Novels I read that are not on NU (right now ig): 1. Did I Do Something Wrong By Confessing To The School Idol On The First Day I Transferred To A New School? (Good, but seemed rushed)

2. I Heard You Only Think Of Me As A Friend. (Pretty nice)

3. The Infatuated Cannon Fodder Quits. 《痴情炮灰不干了[穿书]》

I really like the ML in the story. He is a flirtatious, shameless, teasing, sensitive and sweet bastard. Overall enjoyed the story very much, definitely ended up wanting a dozen extras or more. 

4. After Crossing Into A Book I had s*x With The Future Boss. (I'm willing to bet mtl f*cked this title up but I'll let it be because it's funny) 

Raw title: 《穿书后和未来霸总HE了》

I feel like ML should've had some development in his character? He needs to loosen up a bit, atleast to MC, his lover for f*ck's sake. I'll give it a 3 out of five. Maybe 2.9

5. The Person You Like Is My Boyfriend. 《你喜欢的人是我男朋友》
su*cide warning, mental illness, very (sexually) experienced ML.

6. Forgot the English name, oops. It was an okay read, like 3/5?《给躁郁Alpha当抚慰剂》

7. Jade Wushang. 玉无双
A tragedy, I still think about it late at night sometimes. 

8. After I Came Back From The Future, I Tried My Best To Pretend To Be A.

我从未来穿回来后努力装A  (3.3/5) <<less

Max5 chap.... more>>

They are very very very short. <<less

A random mix of BL shrot stories that you can read in one go~... more>>

PS. most are just brainless stories for entertainment, 

I'll leave a * symbol with those that have substantial plot altough short and I particularly loved~ <<less

basically its short and it hurts

Le cry~... more>>

I definitely don't go scrolling to find sad bl novels where it'll make me cry tears and waste the bleached paper that were once trees.

(And you definitelyyyyy don't do this as well)

Ranked out of 10 for sadness  <<less