For people who likes pain and want themselves to  suffer by reading angst novels like me:) 

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part 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42111/... more>>

so yea this is the 2nd part... and i didnt read anything... <<less

screaming, crying.....

There is no particular order. I only read (and thus include) completed novels. I'm an impatient person and I can't wait for ages to get... more>> a new chapter. <<less

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my favorite bl novels, including QT, Transmigration, Modern BL, Historical, Interstellar, ABO, Apocalypse, tragedy, etc ....... more>>

almost all are completed and fully translated

*novels are not arranged in any order. some novels can be added or removed. <<less

A recommendation for my favorite books, maybe someone will find something for themselves, some links may not work at the moment, but you can search... more>> on other sites. <<less

-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

Cry :) BE and HE does not matter here. These novels just make me cry.

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

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↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ... more>>

↷ unrequited love : childhood love : love triangles : first love  <<less

When the gong has to chase his little wife back... more>>

Extremely dog blood  <<less

Cry your eye out

mostly contains harassment on MC who although born rich but he was exposed to the light of misfortune in life before meeting ML.MC and ML... more>> both come from rich families, or one of them was rich and another one is poor.  <<less

Una lista con las novelas Yaoi's que me he leído. 

Includes Transmigration

از اسمشم مشخصه لازم به توضیح نیس

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

Some bl novels that I already read. ... more>>

HERE ARE SOME MIX BL

There are omegaverse, cultivation, university/college romance, world hopping, horror/thriller stories, tragedy, and many more. I hope you enjoy my list. READ WELL!!! <<less

Novels that im saving later for a good cry or to feel the anguish wrenching pain that makes you want to ****... more>>

Heart wrenching & self torture Angst. 

Misunderstandings where right, wrong and who's fault it is cannot be counted. Love thats spells tragic from the start or ended in tragedy.

There's probably a bunch of BE in here somewhere..

Trigger Warnings: Check The Tags First <<less

genre tags; shounen ai, yaoi, boys love