↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ... more>>

↷ unrequited love : childhood love : love triangles : first love  <<less

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern fiction times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

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90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

Can't sleep

This list is kinda like "lovers reunited" where FL runs away or breaks up or asks for a divorce and FL wants to stay away from ML ... more>>

but then ML realizes his mistakes. He grieves, suffers, and repents before FL loves him again. 

Some of these are like " I got pregnant so I'll run away from him to protect my child"

This list contains both modern and european ambience. <<less

♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

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ALL ABOUT ANGST!!!! P/s: pls drop any novel with angst in it at comments

↷ ·˚ ༘  a n c i e n t _ m o d e r n : t i m e s .°୭❁ ˎˊ˗... more>>

Arrange Marriage : Forced Marriage : Divorce <<less

*sigh* here we go again

basically its short and it hurts

Tear jerker + Regrets + Guilt? Sign me up. Prepare your tissues ladies and gents.

Heart wretching and tears jerking novel which ML will regret it when FL leaves them.... more>>

Such guilty pleasure is my kind of novel <<less

enjoy the next 24 hrs :))

My favorite Chinese novels~... more>>

Tags: Strong female leads, Fantasy, Ancient China, Reincarnation, Transmigration, Angst, Slow-burn romance, Action, Adventure, Tragedy, Cultivation, Wuxia, Xianxia, Martial Arts <<less

The FL goes through countless reincarnations of the same life, in the same world, making different choices each time.... more>>

+ FL with countless transmigrations in multiple worlds/books <<less

Mostly "toxic" relationships and primarly that of a romantic nature.... more>>

Although the ML's are usually the one described of such acting, the FL's can be too.

Ussually the FL has the upper hand and the ML is a puppy, this also being the preference, but there can be exceptions in the list.

Also novels where the ML's burning affection is not reciprocated by the FL. This can be changed as the plot evolves, or until the end the love won't be reciprocated.

Fantastic realm/ Royalty/Modern world/Ancient times - doesn't matter as long as the FL is not treated miserably, even if there is angst, mixed emotions, bursts of anger, sad and tense moments. The ML lead definitely can not be a total scum and the FL a weak, emotional damsel. This being said, I gladly accept new suggestions that match this genre. <<less

cry with me please

This is MY list. Some of the list may have major character death

Beautiful stories that have depth and sense of reality.... more>>

Comment below novels with beautiful moving plot.  <<less

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

Comment below if you know such novels.     <<less

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart 
Some makes your feel sad
Some just leaves a void

Comment below, if you know such more novels  <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

Ini adalah daftar novel favorit saya

This list contains everything from unrequired love to death of loved ones to sadistic tendencies, violence, r*pe, betrayal, love-hate and any other possible way to... more>> make your heart bleed. Trauma and psychological conditions included.  <<less