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Just Pain [BL]
Angsty BL in no particular order.

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~
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SleepyMintii
SleepyMintii
Created: Sep 7th, 2021, Updated: Mar 8th, 2024
Created Sep 7th, 2021
Updated Mar 8th, 2024
CN (4.2)
#1The Decade of Deep Love
0 Chapters Every 1848 Day(s) 3717 Readers 89 Reviews 04-04-2019
Adult Drama Mature Psychological Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain levels: 10/10.... more>>
CN (4.3)
#2If Only Time Stopped at the Moment We First Met
12 Chapters Every 198.3 Day(s) 1990 Readers 37 Reviews 10-30-2017
Completed School Life Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (3.8)
#3Childish Flower
37 Chapters Every 56.5 Day(s) 3742 Readers 63 Reviews 01-22-2022
Completed Drama Psychological Romance Smut Yaoi
Pain Levels: 9/10... more>>
CN (4)
#4Everyone Loves Pei JiYu
39 Chapters Every 80.2 Day(s) 1537 Readers 32 Reviews 02-19-2021
Completed Drama Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (4.1)
#5Professional Body Double
159 Chapters Every 113.7 Day(s) 4992 Readers 108 Reviews 09-08-2019
Completed Adult Drama Mature Romance Smut Supernatural Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (3.4)
#6Like Love But Not (PN)
53 Chapters Every 69.7 Day(s) 769 Readers 9 Reviews 12-28-2022
Completed Drama Psychological Romance Shounen Ai Supernatural Tragedy
Pain Levels: 7/10.... more>>
CN (4.4)
#7The Strategy of Washing Clean a Slag Shou
52 Chapters Every 112.7 Day(s) 5762 Readers 34 Reviews 02-15-2022
Drama Fantasy Psychological Romance Yaoi
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (4.3)
#8Gaze at the Scenes of Debauchery
16 Chapters Every 140.6 Day(s) 2997 Readers 97 Reviews 11-27-2018
Completed Drama Mature Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 20/10.... more>>
CN (3.8)
#9Even Until Death, the Scum Gong Thought I Was a White Lotus
84 Chapters Every 37.2 Day(s) 3921 Readers 31 Reviews 04-17-2024
Drama Mature Psychological Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (3.7)
#10Years of Intoxication
57 Chapters Every 60.2 Day(s) 2730 Readers 34 Reviews 01-10-2022
Adult Drama Mature Psychological Romance Yaoi
Pain Levels: 8/10... more>>
CN (4.2)
#11Strategy to Capture that Scum Gong
231 Chapters Every 85.1 Day(s) 8870 Readers 172 Reviews 11-09-2020
Completed Action Comedy Drama Mature Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (4.3)
#12The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide
244 Chapters Every 7.8 Day(s) 7868 Readers 80 Reviews 01-02-2024
Comedy Drama Mature Psychological Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (4.5)
#13Need to Propose to Seven Men What to Do!
198 Chapters Every 26.5 Day(s) 10099 Readers 79 Reviews 07-07-2023
Completed Adult Comedy Drama Mystery Psychological Romance Smut Tragedy Xuanhuan Yaoi
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (3.7)
#14Love, Expired
22 Chapters Every 96.2 Day(s) 1369 Readers 18 Reviews 10-09-2022
Drama Mature Romance Yaoi
Pain Levels: ?/10... more>>
CN (3.6)
#15Silent Lover
89 Chapters Every 59.2 Day(s) 4112 Readers 43 Reviews 07-12-2023
Drama Fantasy Mature Romance Yaoi
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (3.7)
#16Sickly Tyrannical
99 Chapters Every 148.3 Day(s) 3159 Readers 49 Reviews 06-19-2018
Completed Adult Mature Psychological Smut Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 7/10.... more>>
CN (4.5)
#17Cold Sands
46 Chapters Every 218.9 Day(s) 4558 Readers 79 Reviews 08-08-2015
Completed Drama Mature Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (4.2)
#18Quick Transmigration: I’m Almost Dead
135 Chapters Every 5.1 Day(s) 5893 Readers 49 Reviews 04-15-2024
Comedy Drama Fantasy Mature Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (4.3)
#19Heroic Death System
50 Chapters Every 92.8 Day(s) 13073 Readers 283 Reviews 05-16-2021
Completed Action Comedy Fantasy Historical Mystery Romance Sci-fi Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 6/10.... more>>
CN (4.4)
#20The Husky and His White Cat Shizun
65 Chapters Every 47.7 Day(s) 15766 Readers 384 Reviews 04-27-2023
Action Adventure Drama Mature Romance Smut Tragedy Xianxia Yaoi
Pain Levels: 3799/10.... more>>
CN (4.4)
#21Rebirth: Degenerate S*ave Abuses Tyrant
405 Chapters Every 0.3 Day(s) 5312 Readers 58 Reviews 04-25-2024
Adult Drama Historical Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 10/10.... more>>
CN (4.4)
#22How To Die As Heavy As Mount Tai
120 Chapters Every 95.1 Day(s) 8664 Readers 56 Reviews 09-28-2023
Action Adventure Comedy Mature Romance Sci-fi Shounen Ai Supernatural Tragedy Xuanhuan
Pain Levels: 5/10.... more>>
JP (4.5)
#23Hako no Naka
21 Chapters Every 0.5 Day(s) 2144 Readers 36 Reviews 09-29-2013
Completed Drama Mature Psychological Slice of Life Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 10/10.... more>>
CN (4.2)
#24Picked up by the Protagonist of a Tormented! MC Novel
94 Chapters Every 107.5 Day(s) 9964 Readers 132 Reviews 04-27-2021
Completed Action Fantasy Martial Arts Romance Yaoi
Pain Levels: 7/10.... more>>
CN (3.9)
#25Friends with Benefits
52 Chapters Every 155.8 Day(s) 2120 Readers 29 Reviews 01-21-2018
Completed Drama Mature Romance Tragedy Yaoi
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
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  1. Cattelyn
    Cattelyn· Nov 15, 2021 05:11 PM
    Thank you for this list! The way you review them with pain levels is just perfect!
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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Nov 17, 2021 09:24 PM
      Yup!! I hoped that doing it this way would be more helpful lol, ty for for your comment!!!
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  2. Otakuromanticgirl
    Otakuromanticgirl· Nov 13, 2021 12:18 PM
    Thanks for the list! Glad I could see more pain and angsty ish stories. I love QT with this kind of BE in arcs hahaha.
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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Nov 14, 2021 12:28 AM
      Same!! Same!! Hehehe, good pain and angst is the priority here~ ty for your comment♡
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  3. Severe
    Severe· Sep 20, 2021 10:26 PM

    Gosh, the whole list is a huge dope, my baby grail especially. So does decay of deep love. T.T

    Though I have read everyone of them, it still looks like a pretty complete list, thank you for your work! 

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Sep 22, 2021 10:58 AM

      Your comment made my day hehe. So glad you liked it and I'm so glad you think so!! Thank you for dropping by~!

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  4. SleepyMintii
    SleepyMintii· Author · Sep 16, 2021 01:14 PM
    Take my ratings with a grain of salt, I'm somewhat numb at this point. clear.png
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  5. SleepyMintii
    SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 02:56 PM
    ✦ ⌈ Pretend this is pinned lol ⌋ ✦

    ˗ˏˋ Below are two lists of even more titles that I can't or won't add add for seperate reasons. 

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 02:57 PM
      Last updated: (11/26/22)

      ✎ Can't add because. . I found but haven't read yet. Here you go: ↴


      •►Encountering a Snake

      •►Engraved in Bone

      •►Deceive

      •►Muted

      •►Turns Out I'm Crazy

      •►The Painted Beam at the Close of Spring

      •►Unspeakable

      •►Flying Gulls Never Land

      •►Living To Suffer

      •►I Hope This Letter Finds You Well

      •►Wu Chang Jie

      •►Slow-Witted

      •►Slag Shou Cultivating Manual

      •►They are Chasing Me!

      •►Ti Shen

      •►After I Died, The Scum Gong's Grief Was Too Much For Him To Live

      •►Flower Vase

      •►Chasing Tides 

      •►The Childhood Friend That I Love Secretly For Ten Years Suddenly Ask Me To Come Out

      •►Lend Me A Lifetime

      •►Every Cloud has a Silver Lining [Rebirth]

      •►The Promise Sealed with Our Lips

      •►Rebirth and Redemption

      •►Winter Begonia

      •►Cannon Fodder Tore the Fake Young Master Script

      •►The Seven-Year Itch

      •►Why Is It Possible For This Type Of A To Also Have An O?

      •►Reincarnation of a Superstar

      •►After the Stand-in Shou Faked His Death

      •►Guanshan Muyu

      •►Case File Compendium

      •►Life Going Wild With Plug-ins

      •►Lantern: Behold the Bayonet

      •►Six Records of a Floating Life

      •►Waiting Until 35 Years Old

      •►The Obssesive Shou Moves On

      •► Si Tian Guan

      •► Shiva

      •► They Regretted it After Their Hearts Turned to Ashes

      •► Rebirth of the Little Mute

      •► The Jasmine Scented White Moonlight

      { Do note that I'm obviously not sure if these are any good but they all seem promising enough. }

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 02:57 PM
      ✎ Won't add because. . of my subjective opinions on them: ↴


      ►◖A Hundred Ways To Kill A Heartthrob◗
      Pain Levels: 8/10.

      [Just didn't scratch my itch at all. It was painful, yes. But these are my guilty pleasures, not my guilty headaches.
      Imo, the endings of the arcs and how the mc chooses to brutally go about things bores me to death and kills the immersion. But again, this is just my opinion on it. It's definitely angst so check it out anyway! Hopefully you'll enjoy it more.]


      ►◖The Perfect Destiny◗
      Pain Levels: 5/10.

      [I've only read two arcs of this. I've dropped and tried picking it up so many times. It just seems a little too brainless?
      Still angsty so check it out maybe.]


      ►◖How To Survive As A Villain◗
      Pain Levels: 4/10.

      [Lacking. It's not angsty if you have to double dumb down your characters in order to make a conflict.
      Unnatural amount of miscommunication is the whole premise of the angst here and it had me way more annoyed than crushed in this one.
      I may be alone in my opinion on this though, so give it a chance if you haven't already.]


      ►◖Before My Withering◗ 
      Pain Levels: 7/10. 

      [Not sure how to word this. . The events that took place were angsty, yes.
      However, I would say that the 'potential pain levels' here are a solid seven rather than 'pain levels' themselves being a seven.
      I'm not sure if it was the translation or the writing itself, but the story wasn't gripping enough. The execution and development was too weak and the characters were a little bland.
      Give it a go anyway, it's still very angsty! This was just my opinion on it and it wasn't bad otherwise.]

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 03:02 PM

      ✧ ˚ 　· 　 . 

      ˗ˏˋ I really hope this was helpful. That's all for now! But!!!! I'll be on the hunt for more. . . 

      Always. . . .

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    • Severe
      Severe· Jun 26, 2022 07:51 PM

      @SleepyMintii Thank you so much for your recommendations. Truth be told, it is a real struggle to find a new novel, cause my completed list consists of over 200 works so far.  Have been rereading my fav author for about 2 months now, and that's all due to the lack of new interesting suggestions. 

      Haven't even heard of some of the listed above, it is time to change it. Thank you!) 

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 10:07 PM

      @Severe Heyo~ No problem!! Superrr glad to hear that!clear.png

      It is a huge struggle, especially to find things that are actually good or moving. I'm so happy you found something new here though! I'm glad to help anyone with similar taste hahaha. I hope you like them!

      I've also been re-reading a bunch of my favorites for the past few months while waiting for other things to update. . 

      Best of luck with everything! And thanks for your comment c:

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