If you want a good, crying, cathartic session - Read. 

One of the aspects I like of classic yandere trope is the horror and psychological turmoil the protagonist has to go through because of the genuinely batshit-headed male lead. But we just dont want it to be plain imprisonment and forcing trope aint it. We want some level of rivalry of their will, of to imprison and to be free. That schadenfreude we feel from rooting for the protagonist to escape her fate yet anticipating for the moment when the male lead finally catch her. Here are some novel that has that particular just-right amount of spice for your chaotic craving.... more>>

Disclaimer: this list is not for the fragile hearted.

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Novels with characters that have common sense. Logic that doesn't sound outlandish. Brains that work. People with real feelings. Or indifferent characters. I like them.... more>>

Some are just feel good, brain dead novels that suit my taste. Still amusing. Lately, I've been into genderbender novels.

And since I'm picky and don't have much time to read there won't be much here.

I don't like gong shou tropes. <<less

It's c*m to my attention that I need to separate these beautiful MLs from the rest of the bunch. ... more>>

These sadistic/dom MLs cherish their MC, they closely watch their masochistic partners and adjust the play's difficultly levels or make long plans to ease into new play without harm. Never torture or abuse, they monitor their MC's masochistic limits with the goal of creating a long-term loving future relationship.

These MLs coax and reward their MC after a difficult training session, focuses on play that their MC also enjoys. The kind of ML that slyly introduces new play as a solution to an easily solved problem.----- I need to protect these MLs. More like I need to easily access these gems whenever I want.

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it. 

One more thing, I'll only include novels where the ML loves MC and plans to continue a relationship with a HE. So, doting s*x partners without love, in*est family love but without seeking dating, and twisted broken love that ends in tragedy. They all won't be on this list, because those MLs don't deserve the Warm-Loving sad*st ML title.

For the novels not on NU, I left the great scripture in the comment section. <<less

-*bzzt Bzzt BzZt..mmh* Hold it in until I finish my coffee. Why are you leaking everywhere today haa.... more>>

-*Door unlocks* I have a new family member to introduce today! *leans down* This good boy will keep you busy while I'm gone. You don't want to be f*cked by a dog? You don't have a choice though?

-What were the house rules again? Pants off at home, so why are your pants on? Turn around.

These are the kinds of novels I will collect and harvest from. Ahhh they look so delicious hahaha

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it. 

For the novels not on NU, I left the great scripture in the comment section. <<less

You came for a f*ck, and if you read well you may get your release.... more>>

Enough plot to locate the character relations and understand the immorality of it haha. Don't you hate it when you are floating and BAM! 2 chapters of the bland plot came between you and heaven? I never cared if they won their diplomatic fight, I cared if MC was f*cking indoors or outdoors!

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it. 

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MC decides to play a dangerous game of temptation and gets caught and... well taught hard.... more>>

We have exposure games: these novels typically have the "press against the window and drag your d*ck in large circles until I say stop" behavior without having strangers see him. But these novels may have the ML bring in other vetted people to play the game.

We have temptation games: these novels have the MC unintentionally or intentionally "seduce the demon" or "bring in the demon", where they are innocent h**ny rabbits that are dyed black by our demon's deep desire hahaha. Basically, cute bunny MC is eaten by a seasoned wolf.

Lastly, we have literally caught and f*cked. MC was caught, and f*cked.

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it. 

For the novels not on NU, I left the great scripture in the comment section. <<less

What's up with this innocent title? Wow the contents of this list are so filthy hahaha but you wanted this didn't you?... more>>

A brief explanation scene: My family has been close with our neighbor's since I was young, so he and I took baths together when we were younger but he's starting to... grow. Hey, I feel like I want to touch him but... I want to do it with him... but what is it? Does he know? Should I learn how to do it? Should I ask him if he knows how to?

Not all novels will fall under that territory but this kind of "they'll teach me" or "let's try it together" noobie behavior is clumsy and sometimes like drawing on a blank paper. What you teach is their first experience so... more opportunities for kinks to arise from the ashes!!! mwahaha

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it.  <<less

- Korean edition... more>>

-Compare what he did to FL, he need to be suffer more before ending, or even better didn't end up happy shalala together ヽ(ಠ_ಠ)ノ

-WARNING : some of them include s*xual assault, r*pe,bullying etc <<less

I love love LOVE the part where ML regret what they've done to MC or just realize their true feelings for MC and start to chase MC like their life depends on  it. The redemption/chasing arc is just *chefkiss*... more>>

Caution: Most of the story is TOXIC *.* Avoid if it's not your cup of tea!!! <<less

No rankings! All random order... more>>

Just a list consisting of characters who apply to at least one of the following tags as stated in list. Some characters will have all 5 of the applied tags, others only would have 1 tag at most. Some might only be ‘slightly’ cold or calm but still will be on this list, alas falling under the category. 

The story will consist of all types of novels like the typical Korean transmigration stories to the angsty danmei. All types, infinite flow, a deep slice of life I keep my word…
Currently updating so more stories will come on here, will try to find some hidden gems, I have been on this site for a while and have only just made an account so you will have to bare with me, as I try to find those stories I have read a long time back

Also would be very nice if anybody reading this recommended anymore stories to add onto this list as I have been desperately searching for actual decent stories with this tag. Surprisingly not many stories actually fulfil this tag successfully and I rather not add some derelict dull 2000+ novel with op mc, rather stories that will captivate your interest <<less

angst you asked? some characters meant for prison?... more>>

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10000000/100 RECOMMENDED NOVEL THAT WILL NEVER MAKE YOU REGRET READING IT 

doesnt have a proper plot / just for smut  /thrilling

You can find here my favorite novels

[BxG] Tragedy/Psychological Romance - for masochistic readers that love crying ... more>>

 Complete opposite of a fluffy wholesome read. Please pay attention to tags before reading  <<less

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↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

HARDCORE : BD*M : THREESOME : GANGBANG : FOURSOME : SMUT : TOYS

EVERYDAY WE STRAY FATHER FROM GOD,  BUT WHO f*ckING CARES!! This is some good shit! 

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I've put here all of my favorite sexy BL novels and damn it I can't help blushing. ... more>>

#NSFW #R18 #Smutlikebutter

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BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD

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-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less