Just Pain [BL]

Just Pain [BL]
Angsty BL in no particular order.

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~
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SleepyMintii
Created: Sep 7th, 2021, Updated: Mar 8th, 2024
Created Sep 7th, 2021
Updated Mar 8th, 2024
CN (4.2)
0 Chapters Every 109 Day(s) 3731 Readers 90 Reviews N/A
Pain levels: 10/10.... more>>
CN (4.3)
12 Chapters Every 200.8 Day(s) 2005 Readers 37 Reviews 10-30-2017
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (3.8)
37 Chapters Every 58.5 Day(s) 3765 Readers 64 Reviews 01-22-2022
Pain Levels: 9/10... more>>
CN (4)
39 Chapters Every 82.1 Day(s) 1553 Readers 32 Reviews 02-19-2021
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (4.1)
159 Chapters Every 115.6 Day(s) 5121 Readers 109 Reviews 09-08-2019
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (3.4)
53 Chapters Every 71.7 Day(s) 777 Readers 9 Reviews 12-28-2022
Pain Levels: 7/10.... more>>
CN (4.4)
52 Chapters Every 114.7 Day(s) 5774 Readers 34 Reviews 02-15-2022
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (4.3)
16 Chapters Every 142.5 Day(s) 3017 Readers 97 Reviews 11-27-2018
Pain Levels: 20/10.... more>>
CN (3.8)
85 Chapters Every 38.2 Day(s) 3942 Readers 31 Reviews 05-02-2024
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (3.7)
57 Chapters Every 62.1 Day(s) 2763 Readers 36 Reviews 01-10-2022
Pain Levels: 8/10... more>>
CN (4.2)
231 Chapters Every 87.1 Day(s) 8924 Readers 172 Reviews 11-09-2020
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (4.3)
244 Chapters Every 9.7 Day(s) 7914 Readers 79 Reviews 01-02-2024
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (4.5)
198 Chapters Every 28.5 Day(s) 10173 Readers 81 Reviews 07-07-2023
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (3.7)
22 Chapters Every 98.1 Day(s) 1371 Readers 18 Reviews 10-09-2022
Pain Levels: ?/10... more>>
CN (3.6)
121 Chapters Every 1 Day(s) 4182 Readers 43 Reviews 05-23-2024
Pain Levels: 8/10.... more>>
CN (3.7)
99 Chapters Every 5.9 Day(s) 3184 Readers 49 Reviews 06-19-2018
Pain Levels: 7/10.... more>>
CN (4.5)
46 Chapters Every 220.8 Day(s) 4589 Readers 79 Reviews 08-08-2015
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (4.2)
142 Chapters Every 4.6 Day(s) 5944 Readers 49 Reviews 05-24-2024
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
CN (4.3)
50 Chapters Every 21.1 Day(s) 13179 Readers 283 Reviews 05-16-2021
Pain Levels: 6/10.... more>>
CN (4.4)
65 Chapters Every 49.6 Day(s) 15914 Readers 387 Reviews 04-27-2023
Pain Levels: 3799/10.... more>>
CN (4.4)
487 Chapters Every 0.4 Day(s) 5406 Readers 58 Reviews 05-20-2024
Pain Levels: 10/10.... more>>
CN (4.4)
120 Chapters Every 97 Day(s) 8700 Readers 56 Reviews 09-28-2023
Pain Levels: 5/10.... more>>
JP (4.5)
21 Chapters Every 258.9 Day(s) 2153 Readers 36 Reviews 09-29-2013
Pain Levels: 10/10.... more>>
CN (4.2)
94 Chapters Every 109.5 Day(s) 10034 Readers 132 Reviews 04-27-2021
Pain Levels: 7/10.... more>>
CN (3.9)
52 Chapters Every 157.7 Day(s) 2128 Readers 30 Reviews 01-21-2018
Pain Levels: 9/10.... more>>
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  1. Cattelyn
    Cattelyn· Nov 15, 2021 05:11 PM
    Thank you for this list! The way you review them with pain levels is just perfect!
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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Nov 17, 2021 09:24 PM
      Yup!! I hoped that doing it this way would be more helpful lol, ty for for your comment!!!
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  2. Otakuromanticgirl
    Otakuromanticgirl· Nov 13, 2021 12:18 PM
    Thanks for the list! Glad I could see more pain and angsty ish stories. I love QT with this kind of BE in arcs hahaha.
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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Nov 14, 2021 12:28 AM
      Same!! Same!! Hehehe, good pain and angst is the priority here~ ty for your comment♡
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  3. Severe
    Severe· Sep 20, 2021 10:26 PM

    Gosh, the whole list is a huge dope, my baby grail especially. So does decay of deep love. T.T

    Though I have read everyone of them, it still looks like a pretty complete list, thank you for your work! 

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Sep 22, 2021 10:58 AM

      Your comment made my day hehe. So glad you liked it and I'm so glad you think so!! Thank you for dropping by~!

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  4. SleepyMintii
    SleepyMintii· Author · Sep 16, 2021 01:14 PM
    Take my ratings with a grain of salt, I'm somewhat numb at this point. clear.png
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  5. SleepyMintii
    SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 02:56 PM
    ✦ ⌈ Pretend this is pinned lol ⌋ ✦

    ˗ˏˋ Below are two lists of even more titles that I can't or won't add add for seperate reasons. 

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 02:57 PM
      Last updated: (11/26/22)

      ✎ Can't add because. . I found but haven't read yet. Here you go: ↴


      •►Encountering a Snake

      •►Engraved in Bone

      •►Deceive

      •►Muted

      •►Turns Out I'm Crazy

      •►The Painted Beam at the Close of Spring

      •►Unspeakable

      •►Flying Gulls Never Land

      •►Living To Suffer

      •►I Hope This Letter Finds You Well

      •►Wu Chang Jie

      •►Slow-Witted

      •►Slag Shou Cultivating Manual

      •►They are Chasing Me!

      •►Ti Shen

      •►After I Died, The Scum Gong's Grief Was Too Much For Him To Live

      •►Flower Vase

      •►Chasing Tides 

      •►The Childhood Friend That I Love Secretly For Ten Years Suddenly Ask Me To Come Out

      •►Lend Me A Lifetime

      •►Every Cloud has a Silver Lining [Rebirth]

      •►The Promise Sealed with Our Lips

      •►Rebirth and Redemption

      •►Winter Begonia

      •►Cannon Fodder Tore the Fake Young Master Script

      •►The Seven-Year Itch

      •►Why Is It Possible For This Type Of A To Also Have An O?

      •►Reincarnation of a Superstar

      •►After the Stand-in Shou Faked His Death

      •►Guanshan Muyu

      •►Case File Compendium

      •►Life Going Wild With Plug-ins

      •►Lantern: Behold the Bayonet

      •►Six Records of a Floating Life

      •►Waiting Until 35 Years Old

      •►The Obssesive Shou Moves On

      •► Si Tian Guan

      •► Shiva

      •► They Regretted it After Their Hearts Turned to Ashes

      •► Rebirth of the Little Mute

      •► The Jasmine Scented White Moonlight

      { Do note that I'm obviously not sure if these are any good but they all seem promising enough. }

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 02:57 PM
      ✎ Won't add because. . of my subjective opinions on them: ↴


      ►◖A Hundred Ways To Kill A Heartthrob◗
      Pain Levels: 8/10.

      [Just didn't scratch my itch at all. It was painful, yes. But these are my guilty pleasures, not my guilty headaches.
      Imo, the endings of the arcs and how the mc chooses to brutally go about things bores me to death and kills the immersion. But again, this is just my opinion on it. It's definitely angst so check it out anyway! Hopefully you'll enjoy it more.]


      ►◖The Perfect Destiny◗
      Pain Levels: 5/10.

      [I've only read two arcs of this. I've dropped and tried picking it up so many times. It just seems a little too brainless?
      Still angsty so check it out maybe.]


      ►◖How To Survive As A Villain◗
      Pain Levels: 4/10.

      [Lacking. It's not angsty if you have to double dumb down your characters in order to make a conflict.
      Unnatural amount of miscommunication is the whole premise of the angst here and it had me way more annoyed than crushed in this one.
      I may be alone in my opinion on this though, so give it a chance if you haven't already.]


      ►◖Before My Withering◗ 
      Pain Levels: 7/10. 

      [Not sure how to word this. . The events that took place were angsty, yes.
      However, I would say that the 'potential pain levels' here are a solid seven rather than 'pain levels' themselves being a seven.
      I'm not sure if it was the translation or the writing itself, but the story wasn't gripping enough. The execution and development was too weak and the characters were a little bland.
      Give it a go anyway, it's still very angsty! This was just my opinion on it and it wasn't bad otherwise.]

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 03:02 PM

      ✧ ˚  ·   . 

      ˗ˏˋ I really hope this was helpful. That's all for now! But!!!! I'll be on the hunt for more. . . 

      Always. . . .

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    • Severe
      Severe· Jun 26, 2022 07:51 PM

      @SleepyMintii Thank you so much for your recommendations. Truth be told, it is a real struggle to find a new novel, cause my completed list consists of over 200 works so far.  Have been rereading my fav author for about 2 months now, and that's all due to the lack of new interesting suggestions. 

      Haven't even heard of some of the listed above, it is time to change it. Thank you!) 

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    • SleepyMintii
      SleepyMintii· Author · Jun 26, 2022 10:07 PM

      @Severe Heyo~ No problem!! Superrr glad to hear that!clear.png

      It is a huge struggle, especially to find things that are actually good or moving. I'm so happy you found something new here though! I'm glad to help anyone with similar taste hahaha. I hope you like them!

      I've also been re-reading a bunch of my favorites for the past few months while waiting for other things to update. . 

      Best of luck with everything! And thanks for your comment c:

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