The Decade of Deep Love


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They had been together since high school. Together, they faced the cold faces of their parents and the satirical or disdainful eyes of others, started a business and experienced all kinds of ups and downs. When their company was on the right track, Zhishu He was asked to give up his career to stay at home, while Wenxu Jiang gradually changed and began to indulge in merry-making. However, Zhishu chose to forgive him. Zhishu got an incurable disease, while Wenxu Jiang was still indifferent. Zhishu still chose to forgive him. Love had become a kind of habit, which was equal to an incurable disease.

In a peaceful sunny day, Zhishu quietly left Wenxu Jiang and the house in which they had lived for a long time without an advance notice.

Soon he was gone. A man with pure spirit and deep love for Wenxu Jiang disappeared from this world forever…

Sometimes love cannot stand the test of time. Someone will not know how to cherish the love until he loses it…

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Mười năm yêu anh nhất
The Ten Years When I Loved You So
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thundersh rated it
April 5, 2019
Status: --
If you're searching novel that will make you cry till your eyes is swollen, you can try, to read this one. This novel is so heart-wrenching and tragic.

sadly, He Zishu still died. However! He kind of find someone who really love and treasure him (not Jiang Wenxu) and the happiest thing for me is Jiang Wenxu repent, but got no second chance!!! ((I dont think he deserve it!!!!))


Reading it through MTL is understandable and still make you cry, however some details might be missed.
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kirakiryuu rated it
April 4, 2019
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Wow!! Someone finally translate this one. Tear jerking and really amazing.


[I really want to kill Jiang Wenxu. He betrayed He Zishu in most painful way. Zishu sacrificed everything for him and left with nothing, not even enough money for his coffin. At least, there is Dr Ai to accompany him during his most painful time, Wenxu doesn’t deseve that memory. Let him regret for the rest of his life. Thre is also fanmade video at bilibili, that’s how I found this novel

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Skyline7 rated it
June 19, 2019
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I'm so surprised to see this novel in here 😲😲😲😲

I just took a glimpse of the summary and when I saw He Zhishu name, I was like OMG!!! I KNOW THIS!! I READ THE MANHUA COMIC 😱😱😱😱 (btw the title of the comic is 10 years where I loved you the most

I cried in almost every single chapters 🤧🤧🤧🤧 damn this novel, I don't want to read it but I still checking this Novel everytime 🤧🤧🤧

I'm torturing my soul and also my fragile heart 🤧🤧🤧
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rhianirory rated it
April 4, 2019
Status: c5
I'm not a fan of tear-jerkers and this one looks like pure reader abuse so I'm not sure i'll stick around but i'll stay through chapter five at least before I decide.

edit: yup, this one isn't for me.

i don't understand how someone willingly stays with a person after they've cheated more than once and been such a selfish, self indulgent *sshole for so long. I don't like the MC nor do I understand the ML, and this isn't a story where the ML grows a backbone or the MC changes for the better. I don't feel sorry for the ML so much as angry that he wasted so much of his life on a slag. I don't understand that kind of love.

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OmnisNihil rated it
May 1, 2019
Status: c5
To be honest, usually I don't read bl. Well, I don't really have anything against it, just that females are cuter. But angst is, well,

Bro, author, can you make this less flowery? All these sad descriptions, I just TTed.
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May 11, 2019
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The first chapter made me cry, the second chapter made me cry, the third chapter made me cry, all chapters made me cry. If you are searching for a novel that will make your heart break and make you cry in agony. This is a perfect novel for you.
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wolf.prince rated it
July 16, 2019
Status: c0
I am giving this novel a 5 star because I read a few chapters of the manhua and it made me cry and depressed. When I thought the fact that the manhua can do that to me, I have no idea how badly it would make me brawl my eye out so I will just give a warning to those who are looking for something cheery because they forgot to look at the genre or the tags. The tragedy genre tag for this novel is not there as a decoration!... more>> I would definitely recommend this to anyone looking for a tearjerker though. <<less
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Farid_san rated it
October 22, 2019
Status: --
i read this after I read MDZS or founder of diabolism. Damn, it's like going from heaven to earth?? No, more like slamming down from heaven to hell T_T from the gentlest, coolest, and romantic gong/seme, Lan zhan, then suddenly meet this scummy gong Jiang! what should I do...

Actually I dont like this story since the gong is so scummy, and the uke/shou is so damn tragic. I mean, I still can tolerate it if the uke then counterattack the seme, like make him regret, taking back the wealth... more>> he owns and dump him on the street LOL,... but in this case the counter attack is just too much, means the uke just ended up dead, sigh...I dont want him to die honestly. Really, , , , , im in urgent need for a transmigrator, a revenger, or some host and system to take down this scum gong T_T And I really am in need for a gentle, righteous, and faithful gong now... sigh, I need to brainwash myself with gentle Lan Wangji again, re -read the smutty MDZS chapter with great care to wash this grieve, sigh... Cant help comparing it since I just read MDZS, please dont blame my rambling

I should've give this a three stars from my subjective of view, but since the author and the translator work their best with the wording for the novel, so I still give it a 4 stars, minus one because I dont like a tragic uke. Yassss, I'm one of the group who can't stand it when the uke are tragically abused!! T_T

But still, from the objective of view, from the point of literary, and from the point of tragedy genre, this novel is really good, really can make you bawling your eyes out the entire night, truly worth for a five stars. <<less
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The Other Jenny
The Other Jenny
August 29, 2019
Status: --
When I first read this book, I feel bad for Zhi Shuhe. Now, I change my mind. Simply, their relationship is bad because Zhi Shuhe has been putting up with Wenshu Jiang, whereas, Wenshu Jiang has been doing whatever he want. Their relation is not equal, which also due to Zhi Shuhe’s unconditional tolerance. If I were Zhi Shuhe, I would def leave Wenshu Jiang. Being with Wenshu Jiang makes Zhi Shuhe lose himself. Zhi Shuhe has to learn love himself.
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Ravenexe rated it
April 6, 2019
Status: Completed
My eyes hurt reading this novel. 😢😢😢It was such a tear inducing read.😭😭😭

For those tired of the usual fluff and happy endings, this is a good one to read for a change.👍👍👍
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August 16, 2019
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I think this story is very suitable for this song"way too good at goodbye" (Sam Smith). It just my opinion. You must think that I'm stupid
You must think that I'm a fool
You must think that I'm new to this
But I have seen this all before

(This verse is when WJ thought that ZH don't know about his affair)

... more>> I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me

Cause every time I open up, it hurts

(When WJ ignored ZH even when ZH looks sick)

So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

(ZH didn't tell WJ about his illness and ZH didn't tell WJ that he knew about his affair cuz he is scared that WJ will leave him)

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you

(After ZH become used to get hurt the less he cried, every time WJ leave him, the more he didnt cry, and after WJ walk out after they're arguing or WJ find his lovers the less ZH love him)

Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way too good at goodbyes
(cuz you're dying😢😭)

I know you're thinking I'm heartless
I know you're thinking I'm cold
I'm just protecting my innocence
I'm just protecting my soul

(I think maybe this is when ZH didn't give WJ anymore chance to fix their relationship)

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yang_Icy rated it
August 13, 2019
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I have a conflicting feeling about this novel. I know this book is heart-wrenching, but can’t stop myself from reading it. This is not like online novels that can fulfil ordinary people’s fantasies. This book is more realistic. In daily life, Zhishu He and Wenxu Jiang are everywhere. Love is never equal. The one who loves more always get hurt first.
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Ali06P rated it
April 4, 2019
Status: c1
OMG, can already tell this is gonna be a tear-jerker, but I'm interested how this story will unfold. ~~\\ (T o T) //~~
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December 17, 2019
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Even when I looked the cover, I feel like my heart is breaking!! This story is full of feel and... I can't find the right word but, I -one person who know the plot- must alert the people whose planning the read this series. If you under 19, please don't read it. It doesn't about smut or etc. It is about depression, sadness, rape...
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SravsSSS rated it
May 30, 2019
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I feel sorry for Zhishu He. He reminds me of myself. When looking forward to lover’s response, we only feel disappointed again and again. If Wenxu Jiang does not love Zhishu He, he should leave Zhishu He. Zhishu He can also find a new one who loves him. I really dislike Wenxu Jiang.

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lainbloch rated it
May 23, 2019
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I love this book. As time goes on, deep love will changes. Time will changes everything. They can spend the hardest time together but can’t live a wealthy life together. If a person always accompany you, you may take him for granted. When you lose him, you come to realize he plays such an important role in your life.
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Mavislin11 rated it
May 16, 2019
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After reading this novel, I cry my eyes out. It is not only telling a love story about two men but a love condition of all the people. Someone like Jiang Wenxun dislike the normal life and pursue an exciting life, hurting the one who loves him. He must regret what he has done for the rest of his life.
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Rida rated it
December 17, 2019
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This novel is extremely frustrating. The MC is the very definition of a doormat. He's so pathetic that I can't even feel sorry got him- I just get angry instead.

I should have read the reviews before starting to read this. I thought there was going to be some sort of revenge on the cheating boyfriend! (Spoilers: there wasn't).

I normally like sad endings, but at the end, I was just glad the story was over. Why did I force myself to read this?
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CaptainxCres rated it
December 4, 2019
Status: c50
Recommend if you love angst, have 2nd male lead syndrom, and can handle the pain of seeing your fave die

... more>>

It is purely abuse reader kind of novel, the questionable love that He Zhishu had for Scum Jiang is kind of painful to look at, I don't think Zhishiu still LOVE scum jiang since the first chapter, he just addicted to the past and can't move on for the better then BAMM cancer happened so it's time to let go to endure the pain of body after years of endure the pain in the heart😑

The funny part is that Zhishu claimed that he himself is so sensitive that can not stand the pain but look at how his body become so super weak but he still can endure the pain of having non-consent s*x with scum😣

The 2nd male lead is even funnier, why the frick he fall in love with the patient if MC is a woman then he will definitely have legally married status but Ziyu despite everything daring to confess and kiss Zhishu, just, why are you like this, where is the moral code you make doctor look bad

I was crying when reading to around 20 chapter then I realized why did I have to feel sad for those who didn't even love themselves then I just binged read to see how far the self-pity party gonna end 😄

I love him so bad even though he's the scum and treat me like a dead fish

I love you so bad that I r*pe you and slap you so hard

I love you even when you're in relationship and dying when we first met


Translators did a wonderful work if only the name didn't translate in name-then-family-name style since I feel more comfortable reading He Zhishu than Zhishu He. <<less
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paulinhakawaii rated it
August 20, 2019
Status: Completed
The end is ridiculously abrupt. I just can't believe that I've spent two days getting invested in this novel to have such unsatisfying end. I don't recommend reading this novel at all.

The MC is perfect. He's not a pushover. Yes, he spent 14 years with the same guy and 4 years getting betrayed, but he knew what he was doing. He's a strong character.

But it does not make it worth the horrible open bad ending. Again. Not worth reading it.
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