The Decade of Deep Love


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They had been together since high school. Together, they faced the cold faces of their parents and the satirical or disdainful eyes of others, started a business and experienced all kinds of ups and downs. When their company was on the right track, Zhishu He was asked to give up his career to stay at home, while Wenxu Jiang gradually changed and began to indulge in merry-making. However, Zhishu chose to forgive him. Zhishu got an incurable disease, while Wenxu Jiang was still indifferent. Zhishu still chose to forgive him. Love had become a kind of habit, which was equal to an incurable disease.

In a peaceful sunny day, Zhishu quietly left Wenxu Jiang and the house in which they had lived for a long time without an advance notice.

Soon he was gone. A man with pure spirit and deep love for Wenxu Jiang disappeared from this world forever…

Sometimes love cannot stand the test of time. Someone will not know how to cherish the love until he loses it…

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The 10 Years I Loved You the Most
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The Other Jenny
New The Other Jenny
August 29, 2019
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When I first read this book, I feel bad for Zhi Shuhe. Now, I change my mind. Simply, their relationship is bad because Zhi Shuhe has been putting up with Wenshu Jiang, whereas, Wenshu Jiang has been doing whatever he want. Their relation is not equal, which also due to Zhi Shuhe’s unconditional tolerance. If I were Zhi Shuhe, I would def leave Wenshu Jiang. Being with Wenshu Jiang makes Zhi Shuhe lose himself. Zhi Shuhe has to learn love himself.
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thundersh rated it
April 5, 2019
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If you're searching novel that will make you cry till your eyes is swollen, you can try, to read this one. This novel is so heart-wrenching and tragic.

sadly, He Zishu still died. However! He kind of find someone who really love and treasure him (not Jiang Wenxu) and the happiest thing for me is Jiang Wenxu repent, but got no second chance!!! ((I dont think he deserve it!!!!))


Reading it through MTL is understandable and still make you cry, however some details might be missed.
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kirakiryuu rated it
April 4, 2019
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Wow!! Someone finally translate this one. Tear jerking and really amazing.


[I really want to kill Jiang Wenxu. He betrayed He Zishu in most painful way. Zishu sacrificed everything for him and left with nothing, not even enough money for his coffin. At least, there is Dr Ai to accompany him during his most painful time, Wenxu doesn’t deseve that memory. Let him regret for the rest of his life. Thre is also fanmade video at bilibili, that’s how I found this novel

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Skyline7 rated it
June 19, 2019
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I'm so surprised to see this novel in here 😲😲😲😲

I just took a glimpse of the summary and when I saw He Zhishu name, I was like OMG!!! I KNOW THIS!! I READ THE MANHUA COMIC 😱😱😱😱 (btw the title of the comic is 10 years where I loved you the most

I cried in almost every single chapters 🤧🤧🤧🤧 damn this novel, I don't want to read it but I still checking this Novel everytime 🤧🤧🤧

I'm torturing my soul and also my fragile heart 🤧🤧🤧
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OmnisNihil rated it
May 1, 2019
Status: c5
To be honest, usually I don't read bl. Well, I don't really have anything against it, just that females are cuter. But angst is, well,

Bro, author, can you make this less flowery? All these sad descriptions, I just TTed.
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rhianirory rated it
April 4, 2019
Status: c5
I'm not a fan of tear-jerkers and this one looks like pure reader abuse so I'm not sure i'll stick around but i'll stay through chapter five at least before I decide.

edit: yup, this one isn't for me.

i don't understand how someone willingly stays with a person after they've cheated more than once and been such a selfish, self indulgent *sshole for so long. I don't like the MC nor do I understand the ML, and this isn't a story where the ML grows a backbone or the MC changes for the better. I don't feel sorry for the ML so much as angry that he wasted so much of his life on a slag. I don't understand that kind of love.

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May 11, 2019
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The first chapter made me cry, the second chapter made me cry, the third chapter made me cry, all chapters made me cry. If you are searching for a novel that will make your heart break and make you cry in agony. This is a perfect novel for you.
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wolf.prince rated it
July 16, 2019
Status: c0
I am giving this novel a 5 star because I read a few chapters of the manhua and it made me cry and depressed. When I thought the fact that the manhua can do that to me, I have no idea how badly it would make me brawl my eye out so I will just give a warning to those who are looking for something cheery because they forgot to look at the genre or the tags. The tragedy genre tag for this novel is not there as a decoration!... more>> I would definitely recommend this to anyone looking for a tearjerker though. <<less
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Ravenexe rated it
April 6, 2019
Status: Completed
My eyes hurt reading this novel. 😢😢😢It was such a tear inducing read.😭😭😭

For those tired of the usual fluff and happy endings, this is a good one to read for a change.👍👍👍
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Ali06P rated it
April 4, 2019
Status: c1
OMG, can already tell this is gonna be a tear-jerker, but I'm interested how this story will unfold. ~~\\ (T o T) //~~
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August 16, 2019
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I think this story is very suitable for this song"way too good at goodbye" (Sam Smith). It just my opinion. You must think that I'm stupid
You must think that I'm a fool
You must think that I'm new to this
But I have seen this all before

(This verse is when WJ thought that ZH don't know about his affair)

... more>> I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me

Cause every time I open up, it hurts

(When WJ ignored ZH even when ZH looks sick)

So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

(ZH didn't tell WJ about his illness and ZH didn't tell WJ that he knew about his affair cuz he is scared that WJ will leave him)

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you

(After ZH become used to get hurt the less he cried, every time WJ leave him, the more he didnt cry, and after WJ walk out after they're arguing or WJ find his lovers the less ZH love him)

Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way too good at goodbyes
(cuz you're dying😢😭)

I know you're thinking I'm heartless
I know you're thinking I'm cold
I'm just protecting my innocence
I'm just protecting my soul

(I think maybe this is when ZH didn't give WJ anymore chance to fix their relationship)

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SravsSSS rated it
May 30, 2019
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I feel sorry for Zhishu He. He reminds me of myself. When looking forward to lover’s response, we only feel disappointed again and again. If Wenxu Jiang does not love Zhishu He, he should leave Zhishu He. Zhishu He can also find a new one who loves him. I really dislike Wenxu Jiang.

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PawsAndClaws rated it
August 6, 2019
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So good. A tearful and heartbreaking story that I recommend but also a beautiful one too.
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Natural_Sapphire rated it
July 10, 2019
Status: Completed
After reading this, I suddenly remembered a line from one of translarion; the writer wants to take revenge on people. I'm giving this five stars because I got a good cry (the whole time) and the story hold a hope that push me till the end.

... more>>

and I cried a lot more for that hope being just a hope and never came ture at the end


I had read a similer story before with the same type scum gong and over ten years of relationship and that one also make me cried a lot. I think, compared to that disgusting scum gong, jing here is a little less hateful. So at the end of the story, I'm not as disappointed as the first one. That make me felt a lot better about this story.

This story is very good for whoever looking for a good cry, or else you're just being getting revenged by the writer. <<less
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Vanessa Moran rated it
June 27, 2019
Status: c19
So far, this book is full of sadness. Most of online novels are far away from real life, but this book is very real. In the reality, spoony girl and unfaithful boy is everywhere. Love is good or bad. Different people have different fate, but why? No one can tell the reasons behind it. Sometimes, we only can accept fact. Anyway, this is an awesome book. It makes me think a lot.
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lainbloch rated it
May 23, 2019
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I love this book. As time goes on, deep love will changes. Time will changes everything. They can spend the hardest time together but can’t live a wealthy life together. If a person always accompany you, you may take him for granted. When you lose him, you come to realize he plays such an important role in your life.
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Mavislin11 rated it
May 16, 2019
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After reading this novel, I cry my eyes out. It is not only telling a love story about two men but a love condition of all the people. Someone like Jiang Wenxun dislike the normal life and pursue an exciting life, hurting the one who loves him. He must regret what he has done for the rest of his life.
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paulinhakawaii rated it
August 20, 2019
Status: Completed
The end is ridiculously abrupt. I just can't believe that I've spent two days getting invested in this novel to have such unsatisfying end. I don't recommend reading this novel at all.

The MC is perfect. He's not a pushover. Yes, he spent 14 years with the same guy and 4 years getting betrayed, but he knew what he was doing. He's a strong character.

But it does not make it worth the horrible open bad ending. Again. Not worth reading it.
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otomezone rated it
August 19, 2019
Status: Completed
I cried a lot, you know how you cry the whole day but not all at once... ah my eyes are so puffy right now T.T

I'm just sad about

the doctor. Bless him he is the best boy T.T also I am happy too that the slag man didn't get a second chance... Poor MC uhuhuhu I hope a cure for cancer gets developed soon

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yang_Icy rated it
August 13, 2019
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I have a conflicting feeling about this novel. I know this book is heart-wrenching, but can’t stop myself from reading it. This is not like online novels that can fulfil ordinary people’s fantasies. This book is more realistic. In daily life, Zhishu He and Wenxu Jiang are everywhere. Love is never equal. The one who loves more always get hurt first.
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Anna7 rated it
July 3, 2019
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I really love this book, though it makes me feel sad.

I feel sorry for Zhishu He. He loves Wenxu Jiang so much. I really want to ask him: why don't you tell him? You are going to leave the world. If you tell him, Wenxu Jiang would accompany you in the rest of your life, at least you have happy memories.

Why don't you do that? I'm looking forward to see what happens next.
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