do you want to die of heart wrenching pain? welcome.

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No waste of time long stretch harem novels only unique novels.

This list contains some novels, reading which you may cry. 

danmei with bad ends :(

Tragedy traGEDY TRAGEDY
The tragedy may not necessarily be between the couple (misunderstanding, death, miserable past life, dog blood drama, etc); but it exists and... more>> is VERY REAL <<less

novels that i truly liked and can re-read many times.

This is the list of my favorite rebirth novel. But for my forever top favorite list is still in my "List Of My Fav". Go... more>> check on the list that i created in my profile acc <<less

Good old fashioned Gothic tales.

Too sad to read without tearing

These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

ATTENTION
⚠️Descriptions cointain spoilers⚠️ <<less

Novels good for one time quick reading. Which were almost 4/5, but missed.... more>>

The asterisk (*) represents any number between 5 to 9.

Not ranked. <<less

Novels which I loved in the order I read them. They are in my re-read list.

All the completed Bls on NU

List of Chinese historical novels I've read and loved. 

A random mix of BL shrot stories that you can read in one go~... more>>

PS. most are just brainless stories for entertainment, 

I'll leave a * symbol with those that have substantial plot altough short and I particularly loved~ <<less

Yes I am baited with these novels since those fujoshi says this is BL but it’s not and makes me wanna cry about it

It was tragic, but at least it had a good ending. I list books that have sad events, so long as there's a happy ending. Bittersweet endings are okay too. BG, BL... more>>

This list includes books I haven't read.

H.E= Happy ending

B.E.= Bad ending

O.E.= Open ending <<less

Some of my best reads, regardless of genre.... more>>

I trust my taste. <<less

I mostly enjoy reading bl novels with the ancient theme and plot. that's why i created a list for people who like ancient set as... more>> well. hope you all enjoy it. <<less

Novels whereby:-... more>>

- MC decides to finally let go of their abusive family after trying relentlessly to gain their love/attention/recognition

- MC stops seeking out familial love after trying and failing again and again

- MC stops fighting (greentea)/(white lotus) sibling for parents love/attention

- Often there is an element of Rebirth

- MC's sibling usually has some sort of protagonist halo that causes their parents and those around to act as though their braincells are off line

Ongoing list <<less

This is put together from what I thought was interesting, screened, and planning to read. (つ✧ᆺ✧)っ 

-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

stories that makes me sobbing like a child :) 

These novels have the best protagonists. Quality in men and domineering FLs in these kind of novels are so rare to find, thus this list. There are some where the FL is more on the soft side, but likable (and they have their bottom line too, or they change), but are in this list because the focus of the list is the "couple/pair".  ... more>>

Stories with more depth mainly. <<less