Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

This list contains the novels that i whole-heartedly enjoyed, which isn´t easy to find since I´m a very picky reader. I love novels that wrecks... more>> my emotions. Not a fan of dumb, weak, naive MC´s and prefer novels with  3-dimensional characters. I abhor paper-thin cannon fodders and shallow romance with uneven relationships.  Hope you like my list! <<less

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A lot of good dog blood is buried below the ratings bcos it's an unfortunate fact that a lot of NU users only rate novels according to fluff amount w/c made it harder for drama fans to look for good angst.  Common tropes: #wife/husband-chasing crematorium#angst #drama #torture #regret #character development #grovelling #(some)redemption  #(some)tragedy and other triggering issues. ... more>>

#REAL Crematorium. Just search around for full explanation but impt. point is: THEY ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER PERSON. For those who had a sadistic liking seeing a scum ML grovelling but still fail to take MC back, THIS IS FOR YOU.

 Warning: Most stories here are only for the strong-hearted. However, those I regard as "bad (or messily-written) dog blood" that I really cannot tolerate will not be included here  

I will indicate if it's bad ending. If it doesn't have the #BE tag, it's automatically a happy ending.
If you wanted to cleanse your tear duct every now and then, check the ones tagged with #tearjerker. You're welcome.

PM me for raw/MTL links <<less

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

2023 reading list [chronological] ... more>>

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As the title says. Short stories and novels that have an actual story, relatively interesting characters, and also smut to some extent. Quality of smut... more>> varies though. All are stories I've read (and mostly completed). For some of the titles the translation left out the smut - google raw title and you can find some sites which have it. Some authors like Ka Bi Qiu and Shui Qian Cheng also use AO3 (under pseudonyms) and Haitang /Longma (free but you need to register on the site) to upload smut chapters. Otherwise sites like shukuwang are a good source. <<less

❗MTL army! I GOT RAW LINKS. click "more>>" on the corresponding title.  [2023 edit: I'm currently moving titles around to make sure there is no repeat adding so don't miss out on the rest!] ... more>>

⭕CHECK OUT PT.1https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/11967/ 

EXCLUDES:  Adopted kid, Omegaverse W/O pregnancy & fast-wear QT. INCLUDES: couple's biological baby. Produced inside or outside stomach will note. Lastly, I DON'T BLINDLY ADD STORIES I DIDNT FINISH. In each will state my honest thoughts(bad or good up to you to skip or not). 

So If you want to read mpreg but wanted to avoid pitfalls, I sorted out common tropes + a mini review (note: ✴mysterious pregnancy = mpreg was not fully explained )

List Updates weekly or twice a month(until it reaches 100). 

DEFINITION AT COMMENTS SECTION ⚫supernatural/zongshi ♓cultivation ❎ yaoiguai ♎omegaverse ➰ beastman ⛔moye/ger ⭕sub-male/inters*x ⚪scifi /bio-medical/pills *️⃣system ⏸ novel-verse ❕test tube/outside the stomach ✴mysterious pregnancy <<less

I'm adding here wife chasing crematorium stories that I loved. For starters, I dont usually enjoy sadomasochist stories but I sometimes accidentally stumble upon them and eventually enjoy them. ... more>>

I'll try to add some notes so it probably won't be spoiler free. <<less

Original YAOI is genuinely PWP. Eventually, plot-filled yet spicy stories (without being blatant p*rn) started cropping up. Unfortunately one list is not enough so I've decided to divide them. I swear! This is the last list I'll create. **BASICALLY PLOT-CENTERED W/ "CARS"** I'll mostly include those that have great stories.... more>>

Keywords: UNCENSORED, NO BLACKOUTS. SMUTTY. This list is the milder version of my original smut list. So yeah, most will generally be "Safe for work" except for a few scenes. "Generally". LOL. Novels that are at least 80 to 98% plot. Some only have one or two s*x session but still it's all detailed. And the s*xual tension, ofc we can't forget the sexy s*xual tension. Yum.

- Takame.
❗❗Hot /hentai/ PWP/P0rnylicious BL all here > https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/45641/

ps: I will include a few smutty stories that is not really detailed marked as ✖️SOFTCORE.  <<less

a list of crematorium/wife-chasing/gong regret/scum gong novels ft. some with misunderstandings! i wanted an angst tag but there isn't one ;; if you have any suggestions, i'd love to hear them in the comments! included are also some novels that aren't necessarily crematorium but may still make your heart hurt (in a good way) from the misunderstandings and relationships!... more>>

the wife-chasing novels follow a general pattern of: MC loves ML but ML treats MC badly and/or does not reciprocate > something happens to MC, such as death, amnesia, sickness, or he falls out of love with ML > ML belatedly realizes his feelings > ML tries to chase the MC and win him back

please do mind the tags of some of the novels, as some of them are BE! <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

The complete series with all 11 books in chronological and recommended reading order.

These are some of my favorites out of all I have read thus far that I would not mind reading again.  I will be adding more over time with the more I read.  If you have some to recommend I would love to hear it.  These are mostly in the order I have read them, not in order of favorites.... more>>

My tags may represent most but not all since each novel is different and I do not stick to any particular genre.  I actually wish I could add more tags to this instead of just 10.  So, I will use this to add more tags.

Some, not all, are:

Smut

Scum Gong

Thriller

Supernatural

Quick Transmigration

School Life

Slice of Life

Military

Royal Court

Horror

MPreg <<less

Novels originally published on sites other than JJWXC. Not sure of the current status of some works, i.e. whether they are locked/may be locked in the future.... more>>

Part 2 here: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/50284/ <<less

I have hardcore tastes. If any of the sisters and brothers out there have a similar liking...feel free to visit~

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BL novels I’ve read. All completely translated. A variety of tropes as I usually enjoy a good mix. Currently updating…
I’ve shifted some titles. If you can’t find them here, check out my other lists: ... more>>

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42287/

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/29348/ <<less

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"shameless protagonist" tag just for mo ran ;D

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188 boys group is a famous group in the original novel circle of danmei. All the characters are from the works of BL writer Shui... more>> Qiancheng. Why 188? Because the average height of the gong(s) is 188CM. <<less

I switch from fluff to dog blood like I would eat salty and sweet food one after another. Soooo good.

this is pretty much the correct order of my complete reads (anyways some are amazing, life changing, while some are ‎¯ࡇ¯..‎)

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