BL ON ANGST ANGST ANGST T_T

BL ON ANGST ANGST ANGST T_T
Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*
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Scarletsky
Created: Oct 26th, 2020, Updated: Oct 25th, 2022
Created Oct 26th, 2020
Updated Oct 25th, 2022
CN (4.5)
46 Chapters Every 217 Day(s) 4536 Readers 79 Reviews 08-08-2015
This absolute masterpiece of tragedy *ugly sobs* truly deserving of the first bl novel that shoved me back to this pit.
CN (4.2)
29 Chapters Every 239.1 Day(s) 4702 Readers 100 Reviews 07-19-2014
My tears are worth nothing *wails to the abyss* I hate how much I love/hate the ending, tragedy at it's finest *sniffles* I still can't... more>>
CN (4.4)
244 Chapters Every 20.7 Day(s) 5245 Readers 58 Reviews 03-22-2024
Ughhh this fu!#$&¥ *swear words* *another round of swear words* made my eyes so swollen at dawn I even have to bear the headache of... more>>
CN (3.8)
30 Chapters Every 93 Day(s) 2096 Readers 32 Reviews 10-24-2022
Wow. This should be a new record of me crying nonstop all throughout my reading. Like I know I just wanted to cry a bit... more>>
CN (4.6)
10 Chapters Every 79.2 Day(s) 1991 Readers 42 Reviews 01-31-2022
You want pain? This will definitively give you pain :) … T_T
CN (3.4)
32 Chapters Every 247.3 Day(s) 4846 Readers 131 Reviews 03-29-2014
I've read this before I even knew what novelupdates is so I have quite the soft spot for this even if it's toxic af *nervous... more>>
CN (4.7)
15 Chapters Every 175.7 Day(s) 24855 Readers 540 Reviews 02-06-2024
Let's face it, the majority bulk of this novel/drama is pure angst so why shouldn't I include this one for what it did to me... more>>
CN (4.6)
1 Chapters Every 978 Day(s) 5398 Readers 34 Reviews 07-24-2021
It's kinda a given now, for me at least, that any novel with palace intrigues and political struggle is always, if not most definitely, angst in form. Angst to me comes in many ways, in unrequited love, in dubcon, in poverty etc etc but if there is always a constant in angst it's the heavy feelings. Feeling like you're suffocated by the situation of not only the mc, ml, but also the side-characters, the general people, and their nation, that's what great angst to me is, and that's what this novel fully encapsulates.... more>>
CN (4.2)
0 Chapters Every 105.3 Day(s) 3692 Readers 89 Reviews 01-10-2020
Want to purge all your tears? then you came to the right place *empty laugh* truly the best contender for historical bl tragedies, every chapter... more>>
CN (4)
1 Chapters Every 1185 Day(s) 919 Readers 25 Reviews 12-29-2020
Fck...I don't smoke but I think I need a cigarette after this.... more>>
CN (4.3)
16 Chapters Every 8.9 Day(s) 2980 Readers 97 Reviews 11-27-2018
Is it s*upid to love so much? Yeahhh it probably is, but we can't really fault the ones who gave so much of themselves, just... more>>
CN (4)
128 Chapters Every 45.3 Day(s) 2977 Readers 26 Reviews 08-13-2023
Every chapter fills you up with anxiety and dread that there's poison in every sweetness you take and I think that's the ultimate angst. 
CN (3.7)
57 Chapters Every 58.3 Day(s) 2711 Readers 34 Reviews 01-10-2022
Ahhhh this is also a bit- just a tad bit similar to a DoDL and GSD just with an HE. Anyway I never thought I'll... more>>
CN (4.2)
52 Chapters Every 123.1 Day(s) 5662 Readers 62 Reviews 12-03-2022
This one is still ongoing so there's hope for it to be not a tragedy *fingers crossed* still hurts you a lot though. It really... more>>
CN (4.1)
160 Chapters Every 94 Day(s) 9752 Readers 185 Reviews 07-18-2020
Make no mistake *empty laugh* even if there's a comedy tag up there it'll still crush your heart even when you expected it. But it... more>>
CN (4.7)
256 Chapters Every 8.6 Day(s) 15057 Readers 191 Reviews 03-20-2024
More than the worlds the mc's in I'm definitely more interested in his real life. It's quite rare really for a transmigration au to also... more>>
CN (3.7)
22 Chapters Every 94.3 Day(s) 1364 Readers 18 Reviews 10-09-2022
 I like this 'cause it gave me just the proper amount of angst and as well as the proper amount of grovelling afterwards. I think... more>>
CN (4.2)
231 Chapters Every 83.3 Day(s) 8811 Readers 172 Reviews 11-09-2020
No happiness on sight for everyone *stares at the dry wall* 
CN (4.3)
50 Chapters Every 90.9 Day(s) 13001 Readers 283 Reviews 05-16-2021
Haven't finished it yet but I have a rough idea on what happened in his real life, still....wth I'm so mad for the mc's part... more>>
CN (4)
281 Chapters Every 65.3 Day(s) 4887 Readers 63 Reviews 08-11-2021
(Current read) All of my fave poison in one sitting hah
CN (4.4)
65 Chapters Every 45.8 Day(s) 15616 Readers 383 Reviews 04-27-2023
(To be read) *clicks tongue* honestly I'm really not brave enough to read angst these days but I kept hearing how tragic this story is... more>>
CN (4.1)
78 Chapters Every 51.2 Day(s) 3509 Readers 45 Reviews 10-23-2022
(To be read) I smell angst even when I'm miles away ughhh if there's one thing that always crushes my heart it's Prison au, like... more>>
CN (4.3)
63 Chapters Every 81.4 Day(s) 2774 Readers 17 Reviews 02-07-2023
(To be read) Most palace novels are angsty you really can't take that out of the equation at this point, thus here we are again
CN (4.1)
68 Chapters Every 30 Day(s) 4116 Readers 16 Reviews 03-16-2024
(To be read) I saw tragedy tagged so I'm guessing the summary is pit trap just waiting to lure me in and clown me ha.ha.ha 
CN (4.1)
0 Chapters Every 70.9 Day(s) 1729 Readers 1 Reviews 12-27-2021
(To be read) Historical genre to Tragedy (maybe): why is it always me? *empty laugh* I wonder if we'll even have a good time what... more>>
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  1. Anuska
    Anuska· Nov 6, 2020 06:44 AM
    I absolutely agree that DNPTBFT is better than FOD. Also coming from FOD lover. FOD is like a gateway to danmei. Tho I love it and I re read it many times but for over all plot and character development DNPTBFT is superior.
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Nov 8, 2020 05:38 AM
      The plot is definitely is more seamless and what I really liked is how wholesome the characters are, even if they're just side charas. Like for example the figure skating arc I was teary eyed for the world's HE the cutest babiesclear.png
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    • Gelatin22
      Gelatin22· Aug 19, 2021 09:35 AM
      What’s DNPTBFT?
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Aug 28, 2021 05:48 PM

      @Gelatin22 Hi hi~ sorry it took so long for me to reply I haven't checked NU in a while clear.png anyway Anuska was talking about "Don’t Pick Up Boyfriends From the tr*sh Bin" and FOD is "Face of The Devil". They're both quick transmigration novels but I just like the first one a bit better 'cause it has more depth to the genre.

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  2. salsal
    salsal· Sep 20, 2021 02:27 PM
    I love your descriptions :)) 
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Sep 26, 2021 07:30 AM
      Thank youu~ I was worried 'cause I'm not really consistent or clear with it. I usually just go for what I felt so I can remember if I reread it, I'm glad you love it clear.png
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  3. S.jaydoon
    S.jaydoon· Nov 10, 2020 06:24 AM
    Are these BE?
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Nov 11, 2020 06:30 AM
      Not really, I mean most of the ongoing translated novels in this list aren't, but I guess it still depends on each person's definition of BE too. In the first place I have low expectations for happiness when it comes to these very angsty novels so any good outcome based on the plot's circumstances is kinda a HE for meclear.png but also word of advice when there's terminal illness involved no matter what it's always BE for me clear.png
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    • S.jaydoon
      S.jaydoon· Nov 19, 2020 02:19 AM
      @Scarletsky I agree! Also Flying full never lands is HE and absolutely gorgeous
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Nov 19, 2020 03:56 AM

      @S.jaydoon ooohhh it's a bittersweet novel then, I love those, I'll check it out as soon as I reduce my piled up reading list lolclear.png

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    • S.jaydoon
      S.jaydoon· Nov 27, 2020 11:02 PM
      @Scarletsky help this sis and recommend her sth
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Nov 29, 2020 08:30 AM
      @S.jaydoon mmmhh?? What would you like? 
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    • S.jaydoon
      S.jaydoon· Dec 22, 2020 08:26 PM
      @Scarletsky Something where the ML has to grovel after f***ing up
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Jan 2, 2021 08:24 AM
      @S.jaydoon oooohhhh damn I also like novels like that so much. The ones that I recall that have this is Intoxication, Decade of Deep Love, Gaze at the Scenes of Debauchery. I'll try to look for more and newer ones though.
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Jan 9, 2021 03:09 PM

      @S.jaydoon okayyy lmao I kept replying and deleting this message while reading the novel that I wanted to recommend to you lol but I guess it would be a shame if I don't say it. So I'm finally recommending "Winner takes all" and "Love is too Frustrating" 'cause I think you would definitely like the mc's for being so rational and getting even in making the ml pay back for all the betrayals he's done. The one that really fits what you want though is "Love, Expired" I also mtl-ed it 'cause it's newly translated.

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    • S.jaydoon
      S.jaydoon· Jan 23, 2021 06:23 PM
      @Scarletsky thanks alot
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    • S.jaydoon
      S.jaydoon· Jan 23, 2021 06:35 PM
      @S.jaydoon Can you recommend more like that?
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    • Scarletsky
      Scarletsky· Author · Jan 24, 2021 01:52 AM
      @S.jaydoon Sure thing~ I'll keep on a lookout for similar ones 
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    • S.jaydoon
      S.jaydoon· Mar 9, 2021 04:58 AM
      @Scarletsky I just read Love,Expired and I loved it. Thanks!
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