Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

All BL stories with extreme amount of angst. You know, just in case you woke up today and was like “I feel like hurting and crying over fictional characters”. ... more>>

AND BEWARE 

Some are HE and some are BE. But like a villain, I’m not going to tell you which is which  <<less

Prt 4: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/73590/?ft=yes... more>>

High Quality BL (slightly more serious) reads set in modern/futuristic setting--or perhaps jumps between time through transmigration.  I try to include both known and unknown novels to give more diversity to the reading list. 

Things to note if you all come at me:

1. I have not read all the novels on this list YET. All read novels are on part 1 with the according reviews. I made this list so I could have something visual to look at when looking for good quality novels to read. I judge "good quality novels" by seeming reviews and ratings or perhaps the book has an interesting premise you don’t usually find.

2.  I look for a capable MC and a subjectively respectful ML, but that doesn’t necessarily mean every book I put here fits that requirement. Once again, there are always exceptions (for example, a brat ML with character development). 

3. I don't like looking at the rating of the novel when there are barely any reviews. Thus, I look at the reviews (which have completed more than 1/2 of the novel). If the reviews (even scarce) like it, it has potential. Thus, FME indicates that a novel has been added regardless of NU rating.  

PS -->The higher the expectations for a novel, the higher the stars (purely subjective, don't take it too seriously). Hence, "***, **, *."

PSS --> Though not fluff, there will be some Feel Good (have more of a plot) novels here. <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

Some bl novels that I already read. ... more>>

HERE ARE SOME MIX BL

There are omegaverse, cultivation, university/college romance, world hopping, horror/thriller stories, tragedy, and many more. I hope you enjoy my list. READ WELL!!! <<less

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If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

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Here are some sad BL novels which will make you cry 

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List of novels I plan to read #3

Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-abuse-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

There is one kind of love – I love you, and this has nothing to do with you, but I love you.There is another kind of love – I hate you, and I will never love you, but I will follow you in your death.... more>>

- One Night, One Day, One Year, One Lifetime, Ch. 13 <<less

So I have prepared a list of BL works that I think is angsty and tragic enough.•́ ‿ ,•̀..... It's mostly the shou/uke/neko that suffers because of gong/seme/tachi!! And.... The thing we all love~ gong regretting everything he has done to shou~ so without further delay here we go~~... more>>

If you have any recommendations do comment below ( ╹▽╹ )<(￣︶￣)>.... <<less

SPOILERS... more>>

One of the main characters either kills themselves or wants to kill themselves at some point in the novel 

In no particular order <<less

Stories that stabbed my heart and I enjoyed it.

all completed !! i'm actually not a fan of angst lmao but i still thought "i might get depressed tomorrow and I'll probably need this" then it piled up in my to-read list and so i built this nest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯... more>>

note: u might need to expect some of the stories to have a bad ending <<less

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ... more>>

↷ unrequited love : childhood love : love triangles : first love  <<less

genre tags; shounen ai, yaoi, boys love

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

Comment below if you know such novels.     <<less

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All the BL novels I've completed, not in any specific order.

angst angst angst angst  ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
people sometimes like to read things they know will eventually hurt them. so, here. a compilation of novels which may bring us to hell all together ^_____^... more>>

also, check the tags. i added bg and bl novels :,) <<less