Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

ML wrongs the MC in some way, then regrets when the MC has already lost his love for him. Cue the chase!... more>>

(MC may or may not end up with ML) <<less

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

hurts 

Welcome one, welcome all! We got yanderes galore over here - possessive ones, obsessive ones, clingy ones, two-faced ones, (blood)thirsty ones, and even the bat-sh*t crazy psychos. Do you like 'em spicy or sweet? Tell ya what, I'll even throw in a tragic backstory and a sprinkle of angst, just for you. *wink**wink*... more>>

Like what you see, you can take them home! But be careful, they're very hard to tame~

[Strict no returns, refunds, or exchanges policy. All sales are final. Waiver required. We are not liable for any injury, death, confinement, or torture resulting from the adoption of your yandere.] <<less

What's better than a possessive ML?  A possessive, obsessive, thirsty gay ML!
Re: thirsty and protective tags - for novels I've read only. Please feel free to suggest more.... more>>

BG list of possessive MLs - https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/7256/?ft=yes <<less

2023 reading list [chronological] ... more>>

// spoilers <<less

The stories that I had to drop because I was sure to die from anger and frustration

*Danmei/ Chinese BL. *Listed in the order of which I finished reading them, tho I'm not sure about the ones in between TGCF and Copper... more>> coins, I don't remember anymore :')   <<less

The complete series with all 11 books in chronological and recommended reading order.

These are some of my favorites out of all I have read thus far that I would not mind reading again.  I will be adding more over time with the more I read.  If you have some to recommend I would love to hear it.  These are mostly in the order I have read them, not in order of favorites.... more>>

My tags may represent most but not all since each novel is different and I do not stick to any particular genre.  I actually wish I could add more tags to this instead of just 10.  So, I will use this to add more tags.

Some, not all, are:

Smut

Scum Gong

Thriller

Supernatural

Quick Transmigration

School Life

Slice of Life

Military

Royal Court

Horror

MPreg <<less

this list will consists of the ff:... more>>

boss-sub relationship, teacher-student relationship, entertainment industry, transmigration/reincarnation, any elements related to modern settings. <<less

No description.

I have hardcore tastes. If any of the sisters and brothers out there have a similar liking...feel free to visit~

Danmeis based on Entertainment Industry, Showbiz and Celebrity Protagonists... more>>

Sorry I use a lot of chinese internet slangs  <<less

***Trigger warning: r*pe, manipulation, assault, coercion, dubcon, isolation, etc. [Dogblood drama]

These are the showbiz novels I've read so far. I might have mtled the novels. Dropped some midway. And waiting for some to finish 

Found a great series in my last moments of youth. Tragic and yet very attractive and mesmerizing.

188 boys group is a famous group in the original novel circle of danmei. All the characters are from the works of BL writer Shui... more>> Qiancheng. Why 188? Because the average height of the gong(s) is 188CM. <<less

A compilation of novels that has a special place in my heart.꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡ This novels stole away my sleeping hours and it is definitely worth it.

You know the ones I'm talking about, where the characters are in some action packed glamorous setting , whether its in the business world, or acting world etc.... more>>

tons of dogblood, drama, groveling, and everything my melodrama starving self needs

and also they are super steamy~ <<less

The tags are unreliable, so no need to pay attention to it. However, there are few that’s angsty. Anyway, did it for my own. ^+^ 

some novels will contain r*pe, bd*m, non-con, or anything that may appear uncomfortable. you have been warned.... more>>

in no particular order <<less

Oh my gosh! I feel like I will die cause of anger after reading another tr*sh novel. tr*sh, scumbag, bit*h, cheater, fu*k boi gongs. And... more>> brain hole, muscle brain, masochistic, always feel for one stick, forgive everything, weakest shous. The most I want to tore apart is the author who give H.E for this!!!! I want to kill all of them! <<less