What's better than a possessive ML?  A possessive, obsessive, thirsty gay ML!
Re: thirsty and protective tags - for novels I've read only. Please feel free to suggest more.... more>>

BG list of possessive MLs - https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/7256/?ft=yes <<less

Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

some novels will contain r*pe, bd*m, non-con, or anything that may appear uncomfortable. you have been warned.... more>>

in no particular order <<less

188 boys group is a famous group in the original novel circle of danmei. All the characters are from the works of BL writer Shui... more>> Qiancheng. Why 188? Because the average height of the gong(s) is 188CM. <<less

These are the showbiz novels I've read so far. I might have mtled the novels. Dropped some midway. And waiting for some to finish 

Most at least 6 years age gap

Novels that have regretful ML, family’s, etc. I love novels like these since they tug my heart strings.

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

ML wrongs the MC in some way, then regrets when the MC has already lost his love for him. Cue the chase!... more>>

(MC may or may not end up with ML) <<less

Novels worth reading with smuts.

this list will consists of the ff:... more>>

boss-sub relationship, teacher-student relationship, entertainment industry, transmigration/reincarnation, any elements related to modern settings. <<less

Mostly fluffy, modern ones. Some  - Fantasy, Transmigration. 

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-abuse-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

The tags are unreliable, so no need to pay attention to it. However, there are few that’s angsty. Anyway, did it for my own. ^+^ 

From 101 to 200.

I will also give information about its sources and will add additional information, if any.... more>>

( you must know that Mangadex isn't in a situation to use. you can read manhuas on Mangago which i add Mangadex tags on "manhua tl sources". ) <<less

Bl ongoing list that I'm waiting to finish that has a lot of positive reviews. 

Well, since the first list was full, I had to make a second one. As a result, I prepared this list. You know that new... more>> novels are translated one after the other in one day. and within a day at least one new bl novel is being translated. I can easily like a bl novel so probably this list will fill up quickly too. anyway. As a result, there is now another list.(IMPORTANT NOTES! THERE ARE ONLY BL NOVELS ON THIS LIST! THIS LIST WILL NOT BE HAREM NOVEL BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE THEM BECAUSE I HATE IT! I WILL HAVE LONG OR SHORT NOTES FOR THE NOVELS I WILL ADD TO THIS LIST.THESE NOTES WILL CONTAIN MY THOUGHTS. DON'T FORGET THAT THESE ARE ONLY MY THOUGHTS! THEREFORE, I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANY RIDICULOUS COMMENTS HERE THAT CHALLENGE MY THOUGHTS IN A "ROUGH" WAY. IMMEDIATELY THANK YOU FOR CHECKING MY LIST. <<less

Welcome one, welcome all! We got yanderes galore over here - possessive ones, obsessive ones, clingy ones, two-faced ones, (blood)thirsty ones, and even the bat-sh*t crazy psychos. Do you like 'em spicy or sweet? Tell ya what, I'll even throw in a tragic backstory and a sprinkle of angst, just for you. *wink**wink*... more>>

Like what you see, you can take them home! But be careful, they're very hard to tame~

[Strict no returns, refunds, or exchanges policy. All sales are final. Waiver required. We are not liable for any injury, death, confinement, or torture resulting from the adoption of your yandere.] <<less

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This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

I have hardcore tastes. If any of the sisters and brothers out there have a similar liking...feel free to visit~

I'm slowly working through these recs.... more>>

Please leave any recommendations if you have any :)

PS. These aren't arranged in any particular order

PPS. check trigger warnings as some are a bit heavy <<less