If you want a good, crying, cathartic session - Read. 

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One of the aspects I like of classic yandere trope is the horror and psychological turmoil the protagonist has to go through because of the genuinely batshit-headed male lead. But we just dont want it to be plain imprisonment and forcing trope aint it. We want some level of rivalry of their will, of to imprison and to be free. That schadenfreude we feel from rooting for the protagonist to escape her fate yet anticipating for the moment when the male lead finally catch her. Here are some novel that has that particular just-right amount of spice for your chaotic craving.... more>>

Disclaimer: this list is not for the fragile hearted.

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Novels with characters that have common sense. Logic that doesn't sound outlandish. Brains that work. People with real feelings. Or indifferent characters. I like them.... more>>

Some are just feel good, brain dead novels that suit my taste. Still amusing. Lately, I've been into genderbender novels.

And since I'm picky and don't have much time to read there won't be much here.

I don't like gong shou tropes. <<less

Hi, I'm Abo Dammen. 

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This is Novels that entertain me, makes me Happy, makes me crazy also teach me a slice of life and how to handle stress. This Novel is having calming effect for me, works for me and vibe with me. I hope others feel the same too, please support this Novels.... more>>

Some might heavy with angst , some are shounen Ai - yaoi genre , Pair maybe mix in future according to my liking so... -chef kiss- <<less

You can find here my favorite novels

BL in this genre that I have rated 4 or 5 out of 5. Really memorable plots, great characters and books I'd read again or compare against. ... more>>

For my completed BL reading lists: 

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/17336/

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/35232/ <<less

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What's up with this innocent title? Wow the contents of this list are so filthy hahaha but you wanted this didn't you?... more>>

A brief explanation scene: My family has been close with our neighbor's since I was young, so he and I took baths together when we were younger but he's starting to... grow. Hey, I feel like I want to touch him but... I want to do it with him... but what is it? Does he know? Should I learn how to do it? Should I ask him if he knows how to?

Not all novels will fall under that territory but this kind of "they'll teach me" or "let's try it together" noobie behavior is clumsy and sometimes like drawing on a blank paper. What you teach is their first experience so... more opportunities for kinks to arise from the ashes!!! mwahaha

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it.  <<less

10000000/100 RECOMMENDED NOVEL THAT WILL NEVER MAKE YOU REGRET READING IT 

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-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

- Korean edition... more>>

-Compare what he did to FL, he need to be suffer more before ending, or even better didn't end up happy shalala together ヽ(ಠ_ಠ)ノ

-WARNING : some of them include s*xual assault, r*pe,bullying etc <<less

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BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

This list contains everything from unrequired love to death of loved ones to sadistic tendencies, violence, r*pe, betrayal, love-hate and any other possible way to... more>> make your heart bleed. Trauma and psychological conditions included.  <<less

MC decides to play a dangerous game of temptation and gets caught and... well taught hard.... more>>

We have exposure games: these novels typically have the "press against the window and drag your d*ck in large circles until I say stop" behavior without having strangers see him. But these novels may have the ML bring in other vetted people to play the game.

We have temptation games: these novels have the MC unintentionally or intentionally "seduce the demon" or "bring in the demon", where they are innocent h**ny rabbits that are dyed black by our demon's deep desire hahaha. Basically, cute bunny MC is eaten by a seasoned wolf.

Lastly, we have literally caught and f*cked. MC was caught, and f*cked.

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it. 

For the novels not on NU, I left the great scripture in the comment section. <<less

Oh my gosh! I feel like I will die cause of anger after reading another tr*sh novel. tr*sh, scumbag, bit*h, cheater, fu*k boi gongs. And... more>> brain hole, muscle brain, masochistic, always feel for one stick, forgive everything, weakest shous. The most I want to tore apart is the author who give H.E for this!!!! I want to kill all of them! <<less

- Most has "possessive" tag, blame my sweet maiden hearth uwu, it'd be boring without it.... more>>

- Not all of them revolve around "romance", but has a BL sub-plot at the very least.

- If MC isn't a goner, ML surely is lololol these types are the most entertaining. 

P.s: There's this one novel called "QT: Is It Better to be a Beta?" (beta as the beta reader), it's f*cking great, check it out on webnovel. <<less

It's c*m to my attention that I need to separate these beautiful MLs from the rest of the bunch. ... more>>

These sadistic/dom MLs cherish their MC, they closely watch their masochistic partners and adjust the play's difficultly levels or make long plans to ease into new play without harm. Never torture or abuse, they monitor their MC's masochistic limits with the goal of creating a long-term loving future relationship.

These MLs coax and reward their MC after a difficult training session, focuses on play that their MC also enjoys. The kind of ML that slyly introduces new play as a solution to an easily solved problem.----- I need to protect these MLs. More like I need to easily access these gems whenever I want.

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it. 

One more thing, I'll only include novels where the ML loves MC and plans to continue a relationship with a HE. So, doting s*x partners without love, in*est family love but without seeking dating, and twisted broken love that ends in tragedy. They all won't be on this list, because those MLs don't deserve the Warm-Loving sad*st ML title.

For the novels not on NU, I left the great scripture in the comment section. <<less

Novels I seriously and deeply regret wasting even a second on.... more>>

My three views were crushed by those. (Ewwww~)

My pure mind was ulterly destroyed...

I must have a pit in my brain to continue being stuborn and finish most of them!

*Sadistic smile* So join me in this, Kay? (After all I'm not willing to suffer alone!) HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO~(evil laughter)

Need I say more? Pleaaaaaaase follow! <<less

Characters that although they do not want to admit it, there is a lot in this vast world.But again I don't know but this really... more>> ends it if it were easy and the worst with a happy ending. - Sarcastic laughter.- It's serious. the worst part is that they don't even close their scars or disagreements or give themselves the time to meet them. <<less

Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD