If you want a good, crying, cathartic session - Read. 

Novels with characters that have common sense. Logic that doesn't sound outlandish. Brains that work. People with real feelings. Or indifferent characters. I like them.... more>>

Some are just feel good, brain dead novels that suit my taste. Still amusing. Lately, I've been into genderbender novels.

And since I'm picky and don't have much time to read there won't be much here.

I don't like gong shou tropes. <<less

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Hi, I'm Abo Dammen. 

You can find here my favorite novels

This is Novels that entertain me, makes me Happy, makes me crazy also teach me a slice of life and how to handle stress. This Novel is having calming effect for me, works for me and vibe with me. I hope others feel the same too, please support this Novels.... more>>

Some might heavy with angst , some are shounen Ai - yaoi genre , Pair maybe mix in future according to my liking so... -chef kiss- <<less

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10000000/100 RECOMMENDED NOVEL THAT WILL NEVER MAKE YOU REGRET READING IT 

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One of the aspects I like of classic yandere trope is the horror and psychological turmoil the protagonist has to go through because of the genuinely batshit-headed male lead. But we just dont want it to be plain imprisonment and forcing trope aint it. We want some level of rivalry of their will, of to imprison and to be free. That schadenfreude we feel from rooting for the protagonist to escape her fate yet anticipating for the moment when the male lead finally catch her. Here are some novel that has that particular just-right amount of spice for your chaotic craving.... more>>

Disclaimer: this list is not for the fragile hearted.

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BL in this genre that I have rated 4 or 5 out of 5. Really memorable plots, great characters and books I'd read again or compare against. ... more>>

For my completed BL reading lists: 

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/17336/

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/35232/ <<less

Characters that although they do not want to admit it, there is a lot in this vast world.But again I don't know but this really... more>> ends it if it were easy and the worst with a happy ending. - Sarcastic laughter.- It's serious. the worst part is that they don't even close their scars or disagreements or give themselves the time to meet them. <<less

What's up with this innocent title? Wow the contents of this list are so filthy hahaha but you wanted this didn't you?... more>>

A brief explanation scene: My family has been close with our neighbor's since I was young, so he and I took baths together when we were younger but he's starting to... grow. Hey, I feel like I want to touch him but... I want to do it with him... but what is it? Does he know? Should I learn how to do it? Should I ask him if he knows how to?

Not all novels will fall under that territory but this kind of "they'll teach me" or "let's try it together" noobie behavior is clumsy and sometimes like drawing on a blank paper. What you teach is their first experience so... more opportunities for kinks to arise from the ashes!!! mwahaha

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it.  <<less

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

HARDCORE : BD*M : THREESOME : GANGBANG : FOURSOME : SMUT : TOYS

EVERYDAY WE STRAY FATHER FROM GOD,  BUT WHO f*ckING CARES!! This is some good shit! 

- enjoy, sluts <<less

Oh my gosh! I feel like I will die cause of anger after reading another tr*sh novel. tr*sh, scumbag, bit*h, cheater, fu*k boi gongs. And... more>> brain hole, muscle brain, masochistic, always feel for one stick, forgive everything, weakest shous. The most I want to tore apart is the author who give H.E for this!!!! I want to kill all of them! <<less

Novels I seriously and deeply regret wasting even a second on.... more>>

My three views were crushed by those. (Ewwww~)

My pure mind was ulterly destroyed...

I must have a pit in my brain to continue being stuborn and finish most of them!

*Sadistic smile* So join me in this, Kay? (After all I'm not willing to suffer alone!) HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO~(evil laughter)

Need I say more? Pleaaaaaaase follow! <<less

doesnt have a proper plot / just for smut  /thrilling

- Korean edition... more>>

-Compare what he did to FL, he need to be suffer more before ending, or even better didn't end up happy shalala together ヽ(ಠ_ಠ)ノ

-WARNING : some of them include s*xual assault, r*pe,bullying etc <<less

-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

Not for the faint-hearted! These are books that either makes you cry like a mf or makes you want to start a revolution against the... more>> crumbling morality of this world. If you want to thoroughly enjoy a healthy fluffy BL you must first go through with these novels. Fluff? Dog food? Love? What are those? In here is a collection of books purposed to train your mentality (know the cruelties of life). Please read books that are fluffy afterwards! <<less

Novels you should stay away from, if like me, you have a fragile heart who can't handle too much angst. In these novels there are... more>> major misunderstandings and lack of communication between dense and detestable main characters. They either cheat on their partners or force themselves on them(rape). Some of these stories are cliché and some are awfully complicated with cliché plot twists. <<less

BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

MC decides to play a dangerous game of temptation and gets caught and... well taught hard.... more>>

We have exposure games: these novels typically have the "press against the window and drag your d*ck in large circles until I say stop" behavior without having strangers see him. But these novels may have the ML bring in other vetted people to play the game.

We have temptation games: these novels have the MC unintentionally or intentionally "seduce the demon" or "bring in the demon", where they are innocent h**ny rabbits that are dyed black by our demon's deep desire hahaha. Basically, cute bunny MC is eaten by a seasoned wolf.

Lastly, we have literally caught and f*cked. MC was caught, and f*cked.

Oh, and I hate actual torture (where the protagonist is actually living in hell and enjoys nothing). Sick f*cks. Even if I prefer seeing the MC cry and push their masochistic limits, I DO NOT want to see them resolutely hate it. 

For the novels not on NU, I left the great scripture in the comment section. <<less