If you want a good, crying, cathartic session - Read. 

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Novels with characters that have common sense. Logic that doesn't sound outlandish. Brains that work. People with real feelings. Or indifferent characters. I like them.... more>>

Some are just feel good, brain dead novels that suit my taste. Still amusing. Lately, I've been into genderbender novels.

And since I'm picky and don't have much time to read there won't be much here.

I don't like gong shou tropes. <<less

- Korean edition... more>>

-Compare what he did to FL, he need to be suffer more before ending, or even better didn't end up happy shalala together ヽ(ಠ_ಠ)ノ

-WARNING : some of them include s*xual assault, r*pe,bullying etc <<less

I love love LOVE the part where ML regret what they've done to MC or just realize their true feelings for MC and start to chase MC like their life depends on  it. The redemption/chasing arc is just *chefkiss*... more>>

Caution: Most of the story is TOXIC *.* Avoid if it's not your cup of tea!!! <<less

angst you asked? some characters meant for prison?... more>>

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10000000/100 RECOMMENDED NOVEL THAT WILL NEVER MAKE YOU REGRET READING IT 

doesnt have a proper plot / just for smut  /thrilling

You can find here my favorite novels

[BxG] Tragedy/Psychological Romance - for masochistic readers that love crying ... more>>

 Complete opposite of a fluffy wholesome read. Please pay attention to tags before reading  <<less

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↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

HARDCORE : BD*M : THREESOME : GANGBANG : FOURSOME : SMUT : TOYS

EVERYDAY WE STRAY FATHER FROM GOD,  BUT WHO f*ckING CARES!! This is some good shit! 

- enjoy, sluts <<less

I've put here all of my favorite sexy BL novels and damn it I can't help blushing. ... more>>

#NSFW #R18 #Smutlikebutter

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BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD

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-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

BL in this genre that I have rated 4 or 5 out of 5. Really memorable plots, great characters and books I'd read again or compare against. ... more>>

For my completed BL reading lists: 

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/17336/

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/35232/ <<less

This is Novels that entertain me, makes me Happy, makes me crazy also teach me a slice of life and how to handle stress. This Novel is having calming effect for me, works for me and vibe with me. I hope others feel the same too, please support this Novels.... more>>

Some might heavy with angst , some are shounen Ai - yaoi genre , Pair maybe mix in future according to my liking so... -chef kiss- <<less

This list contains everything from unrequired love to death of loved ones to sadistic tendencies, violence, r*pe, betrayal, love-hate and any other possible way to... more>> make your heart bleed. Trauma and psychological conditions included.  <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

Hi, I'm Abo Dammen. 

Minors prohibited!! Pure obscenity and no plot just smut. You need holy water after reading these stuffs ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

For those looking to read some meat :D... more>>

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