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So this list will contain novels that have racism and h*mophobia. So that everyone will avoid such novels!! Also pls comment every novels that may... more>> have racism and h*mophobia. <<less

Everything smut. No morals or logic zone.The plot is so secondary.Status: Completed only.

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List of BL stories that I find absolutely ridiculous 

A list of thirsty/desperate ML's and side characters having innocent, evil, kinky & le*d thoughts about the Mc. ... more>>

⚠️Not in order!⚠️  Although, I sometimes re-arrange a novel from #30 to #5 since ppl tend to read the first few novels recommended instead of the last.

Formerly known as: (BL) stories where multiple MLs or People like the Mc / kinda harem

Other tags include: Drama, fantasy, harem, action, omegaverse, comedy, romance, smut and tragedy. <<less

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↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

HARDCORE : BD*M : THREESOME : GANGBANG : FOURSOME : SMUT : TOYS

EVERYDAY WE STRAY FATHER FROM GOD,  BUT WHO f*ckING CARES!! This is some good shit! 

- enjoy, sluts <<less

Yandere, possessive, obsessive, dominant, red flag, psycho, stalker/rap*y thingy male leads + explicit smut. Little to no plot.

NSFW novels. Pure erotica. Story backgrounds may not make sense but who cares as long as the smut is goooood.

Formerly known as:  MLs/Semes: Always eating vinegar!... more>>

Alternative titles: Possessive love interest(s), Easily jealous MLs, Protective Seme, Clingy MLs, etc.

Updates are inconsistent.  <<less

Content warning: Mostly r18 for either erotica or brutal description 

Short BL novels that I want to read.... more>>

Note: BL I've read will be moved to my completed list <<less

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

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I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

Novels that just aren't it for me and Why.

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

Take note that some are not yet completed (I read the MTL) and with r*pe (coz beggars like me can't be choosers) but I'll properly... more>> label them. <<less

Books that are perfect to read when you feel naughty and don't have anyone to be naughty with!!! The books are all smut, some with... more>> good plots and characters. <<less

~ please check the tags first and tread carefully !!... more>>

~ most of them are complete 

~ if u have any recc please do share ღ(ゝ◡╹)ノ <<less

I'm here for the plot. 

This list is for the masochists out there who enjoy suffering and torturing themselves. (no tag excluded so you must carefully check the novel tags )... more>>

These bittersweet novels may have heavy angsty events but it all get solved in the end.happy ending assured 

PS: Tissues are a must <<less

Love myself some hardcore, preferably abusive, smuts with lots of banging. I'm new here so will slowly add more to the list.... more>>

I write a review for every one of my recs, divided into S*x scenes, Story, Characters and Note. I try to give you an overall look into the novel to see if it suits your taste while try not to spoil too much.

Pls check tags <<less

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You're all going to hell, goodbye~!