all completed !! i'm actually not a fan of angst lmao but i still thought "i might get depressed tomorrow and I'll probably need this" then it piled up in my to-read list and so i built this nest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯... more>>

note: u might need to expect some of the stories to have a bad ending <<less

This is exactly like what it sounds. Sometimes my depression overrules all other feelings, and these are the stories that I gravitate towards in those moments.... more>>

This list is a mixture of a bunch of genres. <<less

Too sad to read without tearing

The Protagonists who are the epitome of "I'll be with you through thicks and thins" . Accompanying your loved one to get cured or healed(physically... more>> or mentally) along with love. <<less

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A list of novels you shall read. Especially if you are a sucker of romance and hot MLs just like me. Enjoy~

Where the female lead or POV character have limited lifespan, died, and/or run away.  Downright depressing, much anguish... some parts or whole of the story. The feeling when your heart wrenched and cry, so bitter~... more>>

Similarly like Clannad, a classic heart wrenching anime~ <<less

Depression, social anxiety disorder, etc. Not really psychological novels but the characters still hold on no matter the traumatic or problems they did face for long time. Of course, as fictions, they will have support or even unconditional supports from other characters. ... more>>

Story not necessarily full of angst or dog blood dramas.I found them (the novels) beautifully written and the translated, both authors and translators did great jobs.

I create the listto make me easier in finding them later … for re-reading, because I’m a sucker for this kind of touching tales.

Edit. Notes: mostly BL <<less

( continuation for my first josei list. most are well known and some are low rated, as usual i pick them based on the cover... more>> and title. ) <<less

List of novel that I've read with angsty elements >,<... more>>

Idek why I'm excited over angsty novel. Some are completed novel and some are still on going but has 50-100+ chapters. I'm making this list bcs I find it very hard to find angsty novel which is not bl/gl huhu so here they are. Also do plss give every character a chance (I said so since I've read till the latest chapter).

**All of these novel i gave 5 stars :D <<less

*sigh* here we go again

things that i read when i am depressed to make me even more depressed

Do you feel like crying yet unable to cry ! This list is for you ! Because  this story would give you the push to make those tears falllllll :) ... more>>

You can add Taylor swift ALL TOO WELL in the background if you want :) <<less

pain and just pain only

( most are underrated, some are also popular, just putting novels whenever i see a good title or cover. )

List of angsty danmeis I've read and enjoyed, full of delicious, excruciating pain. Most of them are set in ancient times.

This is MY list. Some of the list may have major character death

Novelas donde los protagonistas tienen una actitud indiferente, negativa, depresiva o asocial.

I sacrificed my eyes for this list lol. There will be a few novels listed that did not have tear-jerking scenes but they got my heart wrenched so I have to put them in here ;)... more>>

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-JrbNg_0tQ listen to this song while reading will really set the mood <<less

Good and touching stories where the ML has a special condition (be it that he has a mental, physical, mythological or otherworldly condition) so the Female lead (MC) has to discover this and learn how to deal with it to be together.... more>>

The list goes from the lightest to the heaviest depending on how much the ML´s condition affects him and the MC in everyday life.

Remember to like or leave a comment/suggestion after checking this list :) <<less

Some novels from my favorite author and ones which are similar to the same genre.

( most are well known and some are low rated, as usual i pick them based on the cover and title. )

( boys' love novels, the list name says it all. i enjoy reading them as i support them. )

Novels that kept me accompanied at my depression and drag me into other dimension rather than leaving me near the bridge of death.

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