Mostly completed novels because cliffhanger in angst wont ever let me live my life in peace... more>>

Tw: Many of these novels may contain mention of self harm, depression, bullying, abuse, r*pe and su*cide. So, please please read reviews and tags properly before picking up a novel.  <<less

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart 
Some makes your feel sad
Some just leaves a void

Comment below, if you know such more novels  <<less

Gems I have collected over the years

shedding tears, ugly crying, not being able to get out of bed for a whole week bc of the depression, u name it, you'll be able to find it here :') (and with spicy reviews too !!!!)... more>>

tragedy tag tragedy tag tragedy tag angst angst angst (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

ones w/ desc added = read ✓ [bxg rec list]

!!!! warning: minor spoilers in descriptions ty :) <<less

just some fantasy romance that made me want to be a fairy or some magical creature in my next life to meet some God or tsun-tsun, and consider living an eternal life despite this damnable reality just to wait for a fated loverrr~... more>>

(╮°-°)╮┳━┳ (╯°□°)╯ ┻━┻  <<less

In no particular order.
Fav authors :
Bai Li Zi / chestnut (heart warming stories). Mo Ding. Zi Xin Yu (short stories with tragedies). Gu Man. Mo Bao... more>> Fei Bao. Jiu Lu Fei Xiang. Celine Gu Xi Jue. Tong Hua (amazing writer, her tragedy novels could make you cry a river) <<less

Finished translating cn novels. different tags, different genres. thanks to all the translators~ <3... more>>

rated 4+. but it is arranged randomly, not by rank~ <<less

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(n.) destruction of self, destroyed in love.

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Novels you should stay away from, if like me, you have a fragile heart who can't handle too much angst. In these novels there are... more>> major misunderstandings and lack of communication between dense and detestable main characters. They either cheat on their partners or force themselves on them(rape). Some of these stories are cliché and some are awfully complicated with cliché plot twists. <<less

the title is what this list about :')... more>>

only BG  <<less

Non-BL fantasy to read

The Continuation of List in Gems that will make you shed tears in happiness, joy, comedy and sadness! Gems that carve by the Authors amazing... more>> and creative minds! <<less

i really love historical chinese novels but only those set in nobility/imperial family, some modern world are nice too Strong female leads and loving male leads ONLY( Not all in my list have this trope though)... more>>

these are just the ones i've read, the top ones are my favorite and the bottom ones I haven't read yet <<less

This is a collected novels that amaze deeply in my journey a a reader. My wish is that, no one miss these wonderful novels.

Mainly CN novels~
hope u find some novels that interest u and suit ur taste~... more>>

not ranked! (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡

KUDOS TO THE AUTHORS & TRANSLATORS! T___T ♡

y’all are amazing and heaven-sent! <<less

These are novels that I read till the end without skipping any chapters. Some were fantastic and some were kinda flat for me but still... more>> worth a read.  <<less

A list created for torturing myself through reading sad/tragic Chinese novels.

Long novels with more than 150 chapters. Has bl, romance, and long af fantasy/scifi novels. Quality kind of guaranteed, negative points can still be acceptable (actually, no but yes but you can handle it). Sad endings not included. But some of the extremely long ones tend to get repetitive and a tad bit boring by the end. The 2nd to 24th book follows the pattern bl-bg-ml and each set has at least one lighthearted read so I don't get sick of reading. If I get bored halfway, I'll pause and read shorter novels as a palate cleanser... more>>

This is short novels list's part 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/26055/

This is short novels list's part 2: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/26079/

After I finish reading them, they go to this list, although they're mixed with short ones: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/16143/ <<less

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May be trap, may be real. But the tears fell and that's what matter. ... more>>

Enfim, cada susto. <<less

Most of these books are female to male

First list of novels I have read. Most of these are Chinese novels. I think all of them are translated even if it doesn't say... more>> so. There are all types of genres so I recommend reading the tags in case it's not your cup of tea :)
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This list consists of stories with MLs that are sweet, cute, adorable, loving, caring, supportive, possessive, protective, responsible and loyal to their FLs to the point where you are choking on the scattered dog food and are feeling lonely. Quite a few yanderes here *coughs into fist*... more>>

Where is my ML husband?

If my husband isn't like this, I don't need him.

There's no ranking system in the arrangement of the novels. All MLs hold an equal position in my heart *sighs*

Status: Will never be completed~

No spoilers! <<less