Angst is mandatory... more>>

HE is required

Here’s to the sadomasochists~!  <<less

QT series with each arc listed and summarized. Might help you find a series you can't quite remember? ... more>>

This is a work in progress. I'm currently adding details for each arc as I read/re-read them. If you have suggestions, corrections, or a novel you'd like me to add, let me know!

** This list contains minor obvious spoilers. If an entry has major spoilers, they'll appear at the very end of the entry with a warning. You should have plenty of time to avoid them. If a plot detail is revealed in the first arc or in the novel summary on NU, I don't consider it a spoiler. **

This list only includes details for arcs I've read in English. If I have basic information for an arc I haven't read, I'll include it. <3 <<less

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

From rebirth to transmigration to world hopping etc.! This list has it all :’) ... more>>

+ Only adding those I’ve read so far! 
+ In no particular order~
+ Check out my ‘BL Horrors’ list as there is some similar elements over there as well, plus, those are worth reading as well hehe :3 <<less

BL QT - im a sucker for world hopping~... more>>

* - Want to read

Done - tl complete, finished reading.  <<less

White Lotus: Innocent mary sue/gary stu type characters who are pure, soft and weak... more>>

Novels with MC who is a fake white lotus, aka pretending to be a good person or has to be a good person or misunderstood as a good person. Commonly found in QT and Transmigration Novels.

Mostly BL (with shou MC), small amount of BG at the end

Please recommend me more stories like this!

*not all novels have been read <<less

Mostly modern or post- apocalypse, world hopping, alternate world 

At least a 4.4 rating at the time of collation.  ... more>>

part 2 - https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/11571/?ft=yes <<less

Exactly as the name says; this is a collection of shamelessly terrible main cast characters. Mentions of what tr*sh can be found within in the descriptions.... more>>

(Please note that the use of language such as “tr*sh”, “scum” and “slag” are meant in a positive way, unless otherwise stated.) <<less

Relatively longer ones, most with 50+ translated chapters

mix of modern ones and historical~ mostly bl, enjoy yourself hehe :>

我把你们当哥们[快穿]  - quick transmigration, system novel

In all these novels, the ML falls in love with the MC first. I can't stand the MC falling in love first because it means that he/she is technically the loser. I'm super biased to the protagonist, so that can't be possible. ... more>>

 I don't really care too much if the MC feels like a mary sue. I just ignore that plot hole. Read on if you want to read on! It goes in no particular order. 

If you want more, check out my pt. 2 of my Great QT Novels list. This is already maximum, so I just created another list. 

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/33942/?ft=yes <<less

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They are in alphabetical order.

basically yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere..yandere.... more>>

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Read all of them and they have all similar type of yandere that I like lol. <<less

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Novels where the MC/shou is a day one badass.  Using that big brain energy to mentally curb stomp these scum gongs.... more>>

In the cases where *both* the MC and ML are tr*sh, then if the ML is a tr*sh can the MC is a whole @ss dumpster, and I support that dumpster completely.

Will continue to update. <<less

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 mostly possessive characters/yandere
some are more intense than others... more>>

good for stories but not real life! if anyone is in a relationship like this please be safe! it’s not romantic when someone tries to control you!!! 

((but still... someone who manipulates me so sweetly into his arms while i remain blissfully unaware... someone who goes to all lengths keeping me by his side and all along i thought it was my choice...))

i also appreciate a good all kidnapping & imprisonment <<less

Isekai novels with male protagonists without the harem trope. Books preferably without age gaps ot in*est of any kind.

Top 100 Quick Transmigration novel on JJWXC.

This list range from the best of the best to the most corny and cliche type of shit(my type of corny) to traumatic and to comedy etc etc. From the most wholesome to the smuts. You know the usual Sugar, spice and  everything nice. 10 on 10 would totally recommend. Give these bls a chance. ... more>>

I dont think ive forgotten anything. Might update later. Enjoyyyy <<less

For my friend ... more>>

I really like obsession stories, I don't really care about romance, but sometimes it is nice. I just want obsession.  So I made a list of the most memorable obsession stories I've read for my friend to read . Feel free to recommend me something :3 <<less

The soothing balm to pesky reality. The top BL stories that make you want to read, read and re-read again. My top choices on the... more>> genre.  <<less