These novels got me sobbing so hard I can't see.

novels i really want to read

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

books that squeezes your chest with pain making your eyes water a little,,,,, ending in some type of hurt w comfort or no comfort at all... more>>

[also includes "quick transmigration world hopping" books cause i just love it when the mc has to die leaving their targets in misery cause i am a sad*st XD jk,,, or not ;))] <<less

randomly added tbh

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 This list is a continuation of the Not-so-Popular novels (Desires of the Heart 1 & 3 ). I'll keep adding novels from time to time.... more>> Follow and keep updated. Also please check my other list of ( Popular Novels for Newbies ) in my profile. Very much appreciated. <<less

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Genre: Historical, Xianxia, Wuxia, Xuanhuan

This is not in order...... more>>

Slow update... <<less

My list of novel... more>>

No specific ranking

No bl/gl  <<less

Tear jerker + Regrets + Guilt? Sign me up. Prepare your tissues ladies and gents.

Cerita di bawah ini adalah cerita yang pernah kubaca dan punya translasi Indonesia. Ada yang sudah ending, on going, maupun on hold. Translasi Indonesia bisa... more>> dicari di wattpad, foxholic, dan blog lainnya <<less

Stories I've read and I think it's worth it

Sad story with or maybe without sad ending... more>>

Story that tells us about revenge and maybe there is forgiveness

Story that tells us about unending struggle <<less

Really popular historical chinese novels that I have read+ recommend

"I'm willing to become the stone bridge."... more>>

"Enduring 500 years of the ruthless wind."

"500 years of the burning sun."

"500 years of the freezing rain."

"Just.....to catch a glimpse of you passing by."

Here's a list of romance novels that I personally liked a lot and wanted to share with the people. I personally like a romance that is slow, takes a little bit time to develop and feels natural, not forced

This list mainly includes the following types of romance stories :-

1. Tragic Romance (my personal fav in romance)

2. Heartwarming Romance with family

3. Fluffy romance that makes you squeal

This list excludes the following :- 

1. Yaoi / BL

2. Villainness Tropes

3. Mary Sue / Over the top FL and Beta/Wimpy/Scum ML <<less

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Mostly completed novels because cliffhanger in angst wont ever let me live my life in peace... more>>

Tw: Many of these novels may contain mention of self harm, depression, bullying, abuse, r*pe and su*cide. So, please please read reviews and tags properly before picking up a novel.  <<less

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I read all of this in Pandemic. ❤️... more>>

I hope you could give me more recommendations of Cnvls. ❤️ <<less

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart 
Some makes your feel sad
Some just leaves a void

Comment below, if you know such more novels  <<less