BL that made me cry but it was worth it

My favorite BLQT, Modern, dog blood, ancient, transmigration, cultivation etc..All of the quick transmigration novels in this are amazing! 

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

HARDCORE : BD*M : THREESOME : GANGBANG : FOURSOME : SMUT : TOYS

EVERYDAY WE STRAY FATHER FROM GOD,  BUT WHO f*ckING CARES!! This is some good shit! 

- enjoy, sluts <<less

For mind with high tolerance. Those are just mindf*cking.

I dont like Harem outside of R-18 Stuff, but this is a R-18 List so it has something for everyone.... more>>

No order

Netori is Ok

Netoare is a nono <<less

List of novels I think are tr*sh and better left unread for the sake of mental health. It's my personal opinion so no offense if... more>> you like any of these. <<less

I wish there were more works like this around here. ＼(;´□｀)/

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

Spray holy water on me as much as you like, you can't stop me from reading these. ... more>>

(Please check warning tags. As long as you, the reader, responsibly understand the difference between fiction and reality, there's no reason to feel guilty about reading these at all. Fiction is fiction. Explore your own dark tastes freely in the space that is fiction.) <<less

doesnt have a proper plot / just for smut  /thrilling

Boyxboy Novels (yaoi, shounen ai)

This will be my second recco list of all yaoi/bl smut novels I’ve read and liked. ... more>>

Make sure to look behind you as these novels are sPICY! Read with caution LOL. <<less

Harem novels that are very hard to find in the genre of BL!!!... more>>

[I forgot the other bl harem novels that I have read so I'm going to adda them later.]
[I'm good to add more indepth reviews and ratings later] <<less

don’t expect plot !!! 

Warning: Probably novels filled with lots of smut....... more>>

Have fun though! <<less

Gwanggong type ML. Obsessive Love. Possessive. Yandere. May contain r*pe/s*xual abuse. May contain confinement. May contain coercive relationship. This list doesn't contain mentally weak shou/uke (crybaby/overly devoted to the point of s*upid). Absolutely need seme/gong to be powerful (money & strength) for it to be fearsome gwanggong/obsessive. ... more>>

Non-Novelupdates Gwanggong/Obsessive (mostly from ridibooks)

1. Passion series by Yuuji (ridibooks. adapted to webtoon. Novel is more graphic in R19)

2. Did it Work? (Novel Adapted to webtoon. Obsessive but sweet seme. R19)

3. How the Guide gets out of the arms of the obsessive gwanggong (ridibooks. There's R15 & R19 type)

4. Cozy Obsession (ridibooks. R19. Full of hate seme)

5. Possession of Gloomy SubGong (ridibooks. R15. Obsessive scary and crazy crown prince seme)

Will update again once remember <<less

Horror novels that are full of sweetness inside. Will you dare to read them? (^^) Also will add zombies, the end of the world and etc... All BL so don't be surprised... L♥VE U!!! ... more>>

Library style that stocks up and up so can wait for more updates for now.

For more turn in to BL completed Ver.: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/19999/ <<less

In no way i support r*pe but these are fictional stories and some of them have good plot. In real life, rapists should be hanged... more>> till death. <<less

Not for the faint-hearted! These are books that either makes you cry like a mf or makes you want to start a revolution against the... more>> crumbling morality of this world. If you want to thoroughly enjoy a healthy fluffy BL you must first go through with these novels. Fluff? Dog food? Love? What are those? In here is a collection of books purposed to train your mentality (know the cruelties of life). Please read books that are fluffy afterwards! <<less

~ please check the tags first and tread carefully !!... more>>

~ most of them are complete 

~ if u have any recc please do share ღ(ゝ◡╹)ノ <<less

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

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I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

You can pray to the deity of your choosing, but I don't think even they can absolve you of the sin of reading these novels.... more>> You might as well enjoy the shameless sodomy in these works. (Little to no plot. Listed in no particular order. Created mostly so I can keep track of what filth I've read.)  <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

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No plot just p*rn. Yaoi only, unless I find something interesting (inters*x counts). There are literally no boundaries - mind break, in*est, tent**les, necrophilia, zoophilia,... more>> idc. As long as it's hot - I like it. Preferably short stories <<less