Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

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1) A mega list of BL novels that my friend and/or I have read and liked! ... more>>

2) I was going to add more until I realized there’s a limit to how many I can add in one list _(:з」∠)_ so go search for Part 2 of this list somewhere if you want ~

3) These are not organized in any way, and some may be on hiatus or dropped. Sorry about that ;;

 Have fun reading! ♪( ´▽｀) <<less

"So many stories are glorious, so many heroes are victorious. But this story shows the other side that is rarely explored. This story is not happy, it is not light. There is no way to survive it without shedding tears, but in a way, the ending lifts the heavy feeling a little. Therefore, it was totally worth it!"- @Liri... more>>

[One of the review on Mulberry Song]

Liri's words pretty much sums up what I'm trying to accumulate in this list.  <<less

The last list was not enough so I made another one to continue please follow the list if you liked it Thank you.

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

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♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

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Mostly oneshots and short stories. <<less

NOTE: Some of my notes about a novel might contain SPOILERS. Read slowly so you can stop in time after the warning. ... more>>

Novels I read that are not on NU (right now ig): 1. Did I Do Something Wrong By Confessing To The School Idol On The First Day I Transferred To A New School? (Good, but seemed rushed)

2. I Heard You Only Think Of Me As A Friend. (Pretty nice)

3. The Infatuated Cannon Fodder Quits. 《痴情炮灰不干了[穿书]》

I really like the ML in the story. He is a flirtatious, shameless, teasing, sensitive and sweet bastard. Overall enjoyed the story very much, definitely ended up wanting a dozen extras or more. 

4. After Crossing Into A Book I had s*x With The Future Boss. (I'm willing to bet mtl f*cked this title up but I'll let it be because it's funny) 

Raw title: 《穿书后和未来霸总HE了》

I feel like ML should've had some development in his character? He needs to loosen up a bit, atleast to MC, his lover for f*ck's sake. I'll give it a 3 out of five. Maybe 2.9

5. The Person You Like Is My Boyfriend. 《你喜欢的人是我男朋友》
su*cide warning, mental illness, very (sexually) experienced ML.

6. Forgot the English name, oops. It was an okay read, like 3/5?《给躁郁Alpha当抚慰剂》

7. Jade Wushang. 玉无双
A tragedy, I still think about it late at night sometimes. 

8. After I Came Back From The Future, I Tried My Best To Pretend To Be A.

我从未来穿回来后努力装A  (3.3/5) <<less

The second part of my reading list + impression of the novels... As mentioned before, I don't actually love (but I at least mildly enjoy) every novel in this list so this will be my impressions on the novels I've read. Not all the stories I like are actually that good but they somehow still strike my heart!... more>>

Note: The order shows when I read them. The novels are not ranked! <<less

All are BL hahaha

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Also their long night of indulgence (not on NU)

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Novels that I have finished reading

❤️ A collection of one shots and other short BL novels all under 10 chapters... more>>

❤️ A mix of genres so make sure to read the tags to know if what your reading is a comedy or tragedy. <<less

Tragedies, abuse, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

danmei novels i read, in chronological order... more>>

i pushed through even when it got hard and i'm rly proud of it.. for the most part

most things here will prolly be pretty highly rated; is it bc i like everything i actually finish or bc i only finish what i actually like, we may never know... 

my motto seems to b 'when in doubt, make it 4★' bc i can't find a better way to balance subjective feelings of enjoyment n objective awareness of a work's actual quality but in general, anything 4.1 n above is sth i'd gladly recommend <<less