each made with a cup of unrequited love (as in FL loving too much) and a cup of angst

Involves ditching tr*shy leads and savoring their suffering, regret, and rolling in the mud afterwards. Angsty ✨✨✨

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Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-abuse-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

Either I've watched them as dramas or read them fully as novels, crying at least once.... more>>

Sometimes I get too enthralled in the stories and cry for no reason, so I'm sorry if some of these don't match the list title for you.

If I google translated it and you can't find it, try searching for the title in the original language, not the English title.

Any suggestions? Feel free to comment as I do like to cry. <<less

I cried at least 5 times reading it whether it was the first read of the 100th

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Um pouco de angústia para ler mais tarde↓... more>>

(T_T)＼(^-^)

★★★★★ | Paixão forte com um traço de tristeza 

★★★★☆ | Tem que ser um sádico para gostar disso

★★★☆☆ | Tem potencial, mas se perdeu, leitura confusa 

★★☆☆☆ | apenas não 

★☆☆☆☆ | Lixo total, sem moral. <<less

Regretful male leads, some crying and begging, but not super toxic relationships. The best juicy regret.... more>>

For manga/comics:

Married for 120 Days, Flowers may wither but you remain, Tonari No Stella (ch.10-???), <<less

She said we are good friends, so I resisted the desire to hold her hand. But when she raised her head and looked at me with bright round eyes, I felt that my heart was no longer beating.... more>>

Childhood friends to lovers is definitely the sweetest trope. And I'm also curious. How does it feel to grow up and see a handsome face almost everyday?

Please follow the list if you like the novels listed and do tell if you have recommendations.

I like how they take the risk, follow their heart and confess. How the relationship change from friends-ambiguous relationship-lovers.

Recommended novels not linked to NU (title and synopsis in the comment section, mtl'ed but decipherable) <<less

For the nights where we lay down the bed, seeking solace in angst stories.

There is one kind of love – I love you, and this has nothing to do with you, but I love you.There is another kind of love – I hate you, and I will never love you, but I will follow you in your death.... more>>

- One Night, One Day, One Year, One Lifetime, Ch. 13 <<less

Morally ambiguous characters,... more>>

1. Unrequited love to requited love

2. Enemies to lovers

3. Wife chasing crematorium

4. Dog blood

5. Lovers Reunited <<less

1) This list is in order..... more>>

Kudos to all the translators who took time on translating these novels…and to the authors for making these great stories....

[[Random note: What’s up what’s up. It’s me your favorite butter and this is my recommendations list. I have other ones too but this one’s the longest, you can check them out too.]] <<less

Collection of sad bls. No particular order. 

BL stories under 50 chapters.

Completed Novels with a lot of cute and fluffy moments

#Added to the Imperial Danmei Harem# 

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The book said, I will take 99 steps towards you and you only need to take the remaining one step. But no need. I will run all one hundred steps and you don't have to do anything, just stand there and wait for me. ... more>>

I guess with age, our taste turns weirder. I no longer dream of the prince charming on a white horse, but rather, I've set my target on the cold and indifferent villain. So here is the list of my favorite, flawed yet amazing MLs. 

This is purely subjective and please follow the list if you have the same weird taste as mine and do tell if you have other recommendations.

 The list contains:

Him/her with his/her unrequited love;

Couples who were separated for a very long time and unsure of the other person's feeling, but stayed true and loyal to his woman;

Or an ML who caused misery/grievance to his woman at first but turned st*pidly sweet after the redemption arc.

With that being said, Im into MLs with emotional issues and social barriers so you may not like them at first. I dont like perfect and very good mannered MLs, I like them flawed!

***Sorry. I'm boring so NO Yaoi, Yuri nor harem.

Recommended novels not linked to NU. Most are less than 100 chapters including extras.. (titles and synopsis in the comment section, mtl'ed but decipherable) <<less

A list of all the BL novels (CN, JP, KR) that I have completely/partially read in no particular order. MOST of the novels listed are... more>> completed with complete translations. It's not really a recommendation list, so give anything a chance if you love BL <<less

This list is for the masochists out there who enjoy suffering and torturing themselves. (no tag excluded so you must carefully check the novel tags )... more>>

These bittersweet novels may have heavy angsty events but it all get solved in the end.happy ending assured 

PS: Tissues are a must <<less

You know how the minute you see the “tragedy” “drama” “unrequited love” tags you’re like, NO this is not a novel I should read. ... more>>

BUT somehow you end up reading it anyways?

This is a list of novels that will make you get the feels, the heartache and also not want to put it down.

You have been warned.
Read at your own discretion. 

I repeat you have been warned.

Also READ the TAGS

Mostly BLs <<less

sh*t that has my blood pressure rising

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less