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Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

A bunch of smut novels I've read. BL and BG. ... more>>

No particular order. <<less

Some of the novels here might contain r*pe so do check the tags and be careful. 

Mostly Chinese Novels, some Japanese, most have clearly unhealthy relationships, extreme content(s*xual to abusive)

I wish there were more works like this around here. ＼(;´□｀)/

SMUT SMUT AND MORE SMUT ... more>>

kind of ranked...maybe ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

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tells the story of mc who has a tragic past that finally develops overcoming the obstacles of the world to find the 7 dragon balls... more>> and summon Shen Long the sleeping dragon from east asia to rule the east lands and adventures to find the hero's sword to create the kingdom of heaven and declare war with the north south west army (WSN) to rule the world and traverse the universe to find the goddess Yanti and turn her into Dewa Yanto to marry her and make 1000 children to rule her looking for Doraemon's pockets throughout the universe.....damn, i want to write a novel but my english is bad. <<less

all kind of novels are here , from fluffy cute novels and light omegaverse to Rough novels with r*pe and hot scene and yandre ML or ancient novels with master displine or tyrant king with his beloved relationship . these novels are completed or have a good and understandable MTL.... more>>

Num 1-6 ---> complex or heavy plot

Num 7-47 ---> story with normal plot

Num 48-59 ---> story with dogs blood drama and ton of tissue

Num 60-end ---> only fluff and dogs food <<less

Gwanggong type ML. Obsessive Love. Possessive. Yandere. May contain r*pe/s*xual abuse. May contain confinement. May contain coercive relationship. This list doesn't contain mentally weak shou/uke (crybaby/overly devoted to the point of s*upid). Absolutely need seme/gong to be powerful (money & strength) for it to be fearsome gwanggong/obsessive. ... more>>

Non-Novelupdates Gwanggong/Obsessive (mostly from ridibooks)

1. Passion series by Yuuji (ridibooks. adapted to webtoon. Novel is more graphic in R19)

2. Did it Work? (Novel Adapted to webtoon. Obsessive but sweet seme. R19)

3. How the Guide gets out of the arms of the obsessive gwanggong (ridibooks. There's R15 & R19 type)

4. Cozy Obsession (ridibooks. R19. Full of hate seme)

5. Possession of Gloomy SubGong (ridibooks. R15. Obsessive scary and crazy crown prince seme)

Will update again once remember <<less

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Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

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I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

This will be my second recco list of all yaoi/bl smut novels I’ve read and liked. ... more>>

Make sure to look behind you as these novels are sPICY! Read with caution LOL. <<less

Just a bunch of pe*verted stuff that pe*verted me like to read

Uke who has more than two seme

In no way i support r*pe but these are fictional stories and some of them have good plot. In real life, rapists should be hanged... more>> till death. <<less

Love myself some hardcore, preferably abusive, smuts with lots of banging. I'm new here so will slowly add more to the list.... more>>

I write a review for every one of my recs, divided into S*x scenes, Story, Characters and Note. I try to give you an overall look into the novel to see if it suits your taste while try not to spoil too much.

Pls check tags <<less

Content warning: Mostly r18 for either erotica or brutal description 

Mc who are Chad, f*ck their harem, do s*xual abuse

I have only added the once I have read completely or few chapters.... more>>

These are no brain smuts.

I usually don't like smut without plot so the commentary could be biased. 

◆If you are looking for 'smut with plot' then check out my other list :

Plot with smut BL novelshttps://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/30472/ <<less

My favorite BLQT, Modern, dog blood, ancient, transmigration, cultivation etc..All of the quick transmigration novels in this are amazing! 

in*est smut plays.... more>>

You have been warned

Complete and incomplete novels <<less

These are reserved only for works that at Rated 18+ and range from romantic kind of f*cking to absolutely depraved s*xual acts that not even... more>> the holy light of Jesus can save you. Certain works with R-18 scenes aren't counted because the main focus of this list are works that have s*x as the main point.  <<less

Rated 18+

These Men are Possessive, Obsessive, and Mildly Frightening (I say Mildly because I'm thankful they don't exist)