I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

Major hurt/comfort simp. ... more>>

Been hurting all my life with no one to comfort me so reading a hurt/sickly MC being worried/doted/cared for/loved on really soothes my soul or something twisted like that. I'm trying to find meaning behind all the suffering. Hmnn yeah that sounds about right, I wanna read meaningful suffering.

SSSSE (Self Sacrifice= sacrificing themselves for others/a greater good) (Self Suffering= is hurting/carrying burden/enduring hardship on their own) (Exposed= other people find out leading in increased positive action/attention towards them and or it affects other people in some way so there is meaning to the suffering)

Absolutely love the vomiting blood and everybody worries trope. MC in pain? It's okay baby it's all worth it there will be people that will take care of you or make up for it. Fluff stuff. Spurting blood is fun and all but psychological hurt also rubs me right, stuff like taking blame then the other party regretting and making up for it? Angst stuff. Mmm working too hard or getting hurt in place of others is also nice.

Romance. No romance. Straight. BL. Some I read using mtl.

tl;dr I just wanna talk about the novels I've read but highlight the heart abuse scenes :)

*Recommendations are welcomed but not always accepted to the list ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

If you decide to follow, I'll warmly say; Welcome to the cult  <( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)> <<less

Before reading this novels make sure to grab a tissue!this novel will gonna make u angry,cry,sad!it also contains misunderstandings!

`` ~ ୨୧ ♡ · Mostly Kr yandere or obsessive ML !!  Notice : \/ Only include if has a readable website or raws that... more>> are easy to read !! <<less

When you wait for him to start begging

Novels that have regretful ML, family’s, etc. I love novels like these since they tug my heart strings.

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Korean Novels, above 50 readers in each chapter, 10-100 chap, and still continuing in two months lately.

Historical | Isekaid | went back to time | Divorce | Step Mom | Forbidden Love | One sided love... more>>

Note: not everyday but as long as i read a nice novel i immediaty add it here in my list <<less

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It's in the name

[Enemies/rival to lovers]

I made this novel list so whoever wants to read a good novel can read it without wasting time on other books.  I have even... more>> written reviews on a few of the novels. <<less

the list where all the small pp mls are ... more>>

and the list where i hate every single one of these mls

if the male lead has "always loved them but has had to be mean to protect them"...that's called emotional abuse and they deserve death.

the fls should have gotten together with someone they actually had chemistry with--another woman in the novel 

...yes i am reading these bc i have bad taste mind your business   <<less

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Emotional pain, angst, tragedy, the kinds of stories that make you feel pain through your heart and down to your finger tips 

2022 Novels Recap... more>>

Its my second anniversary of getting into ropan's novel! I got to know a lot of amazing male lea-, ehm, novels this year. i would like to express my gratitude for booktokki that provide free raw for us, and makes me able to read a lot of finished novels, T.T.  I AM OBSESSED with ropan at this point! as i read it 24/7

For my taste in novel, first of all i only read ropan, bcs i find it hard to find usual romance that doesn't have typical drama cliche and frustation.  I'm not into frustating drama. I'm not into frustating ml/fl. I like cliche. I hate 2nd ml/fl. I prefer to avoid plot on isekai into a BL world. If i'm curious, i depend on the spoiler forum, but i wont read it myself. I wont hurt myself with annoyingly frustating story. I prefer novels with 120s chapter, so i can binge it quickly.

I wish i got to know a lot more ropan next year, and i hope i got something good out of it. 

Happy New year guys! <<less

I will do it one day.

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Novels that the protagonists/characters are sick or have some illnesses, contain stories in which the character was/is cursed and suffers some physical symptom, such as: pain, weakness, internal bleeding (internal hemorrhage) etc... more>>

In alphabetic order

[PT/BR] Novels em que os protagonistas/personagens estão doentes ou têm algumas doença, pode conter histórias em que o personagem foi/é amaldiçoado e sofre algum sintoma físico, como: dor, fraqueza, hemorragia interna etc

Em ordem alfabética <<less

List of novels that have a toxic relationship with the fl,ml hate the fl while the fl fell in love at the ml for the... more>> first time and beg for the ml attention.But in the end the ml had a character development and still ended up with the female lead <<less

-Korean Edition... more>>

-Too good to be unnoticed  

-Especially for SHOUJO ISEKAI/TRANSMIGRATED/REINCARNATED/HISTORICAL DARK MISTERY TRAGEDY ROMANCE <<less

Novels that the protagonist or a main character has white, gray or silver hair... more>>

In alphabetic order

[PT/BR] Novels em que o/a protagonista ou um/uma personagem principal possui o cabelo branco, cinza ou prata

Em ordem alfabética

Part/Parte 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/22114/

Part/Parte 2: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/22133/

Part/Parte 3: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/23062/

Part/Parte 4: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/26556/

Part/Parte 6: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/52458/

Part/Parte 7: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/75680/ <<less

From Angst to fluff, everything in between.  

Only Korean novels